Handsome Doctor From Indonesia

nysek !

the next day I arrived in Yogyakarta.

the body is no longer boned, as if floating in the wind.

my mind is also fucked.

though today I will present the results of scientific work that I have arranged neatly.

I walked past the student traffic in front of me. My eyes stared at the empty air, and felt empty even though it was actually very crowded and rumbling I heard the noise of children like a college.

no one hugged me from behind.

"na, I miss you so much"

an unfamiliar voice in my ear.

then I turned my body around to face the beautiful girl.

elsa, my best friend.

she is still the same as the elsa I knew a week ago.His appearance alone is slightly changed with her at this time.

then I held her hair change that I did not like, she laughed and tried to cover something from me.

I finally got suspicious and tried to ask her current appearance.

"your hair is a thing?"

ask me.

"hehe.." she laughed.

then I furrowed my eyebrows.

he answered it again.

"i'm coloring, I'm running out with a new guy who likes a blonde girl" he said.

I started to look.

since when did he have a guy?

elsa is a pretty girl, too.

but his fate is not much different from mine.

that is not good.the difference is only if I am still a seal, while he is used goods.

and it's no longer Elsa's.

it was his first love that took away his chastity, until he had the same fate as me.

which lucky one?

I, an ugly and poor innocent girl until no man would come near me.

or

ELSA, a beautiful girl and yet she has lost her chastity with her ex-boyfriend.

life is beautiful, sometimes what we want others to have and what we have is the hope of others.

"elsa" I held her hand.

"i don't mean what, but..."

elsa looked at me deeply.

"i want someone who understands you, and who is really serious" I continued.

he even shed tears.

"na, all women would expect something like that, but no matter how I love her"

clearly again.

I smiled back at him.

and he told me about his new girlfriend.

from the first meeting until dating, but I did not pay attention to the chatter at all even I even remembered more with rehan.

to make me feel afraid in the sadness that has been lost for a moment.

I could not believe my eyes were full of puddles of water ready to drip.

test

the water fell out of my eyes.

"ana, what's wrong with you?"

ask her to panic.

I said if I was okay, while trying to wipe my wet face.

I try to cover up the thing that makes me sad, but elsa even angry. at the end I unravel this secret to elsa. The secret about my feelings on rehan. gelinya, elsa even laugh at me.

did not accept being teased by him, I finally told him about the illness suffered by Rehan. until he also felt the same sadness with me. I also said that Rehan is now critical.

elsa hugged me tightly.

no more crying broke out between me and Elsa.

"ana, I'm sorry"

elsa apologized and she said she was sorry to laugh at us.

the teacher came.

elsa and I immediately entered the room.

today I felt something strange with my head.

like there's a rope tied up on top of a crown.

elsa was talking to me.

but not heard at all his voice just his lips did look gaping.

I started banging both ears trying to restore it back to normal.

just now I feel weak, the light of the eyes was a little lost and blurred until invisible again.

I opened my eyes..

where'sme?

why isn't anyone here?

like being in a white room.

everything is white.

I ran hoping to find someone.

until my feet hurt, and I could no longer walk.

then I stopped my steps.

a man was sitting under a big tree.

the man was wearing white clothes.

his skin was almost the same as the clothes he was wearing.

I slowly approached the man from behind.

his hands were like he was scavenging the ground.

I also ventured to call him.

the master!

then he looked towards me.

I was surprised because he was like doctor Rehan.

the man I love.

but he did not look sick, he actually looked very healthy and fit. His body also contained not as usual when with me.

then I smiled, and she replied with a smile that no man had.

it feels so good to see him like this.

"rehan, what kind of plant are you bringing?"

ask me by pointing to a small object in his hand.

he didn't answer my question at all. Then he gave the plant to me. I became even more confused.

then I observed the strange plant clearly.

when I looked at him again, he suddenly disappeared.

I woke up from the bed where I was lying.

it turns out that it was all a dream.

but what does that dream mean?

the dream looks real.

I saw Elsa falling asleep next to me. She seemed exhausted from accompanying me this morning....

I'm getting a HP on the table.

written by mother, makes me enthusiastic to immediately lift it.

hope he told about the condition of rehan.hope also if rehan there is development.

"hallo mom, how's bu rehan's condition?"

ask me expectantly.

my mother replied that it was as it was from the beginning, meaning that there had been no change.

then he asked me about my test this morning.I said if everything was okay, only the test was retreated because there was an obstacle. I'm sure mom would be sad if she found out I passed out this morning.I deliberately lied to keep mom quiet.

he hung up on her too.

I noticed elsa was still asleep.

"sa" call me to try to wake him up.

she opened her eyes and then smiled at me.

"ana, I'm very worried about your situation" he replied.

"i'm fine, you don't have to worry" I said.

"the kids are on disperse sa?"

my many.

"it's quiet, the lecturer said you take a break first".

"he also said that tomorrow he could not enter because there was business, so maybe the day after tomorrow he could start the exam again "obviously again.

hearing elsa's words, I became more excited because I could see Rehan every time.I could also accompany him longer there.

although I do not know if he will recover or not. the important thing is that I am happy. Anyway I am happy because I can be with the people I love, can accompany him in times like this.

in his last moments..

no. gabe..

no. gabe..

he can't go !

he must live !

I remember if he ever said that he kept a lot of potions in that hut.

I'm sure there must be a lot of potions that can cure the disease.

I ran as fast as the wind out of the campus, until I forgot that elsa was waiting for me in the parking lot.

allah elsa..

but how else have I been riding an ojek.

"sir pock dong!" I snapped at the motorcycleman.

he complied with my request.

and thank God that you arrive.

"thank you sir" I hurried to leave.

I was still running around looking for that hut, the hut where Rehan kept the potions and concocted them.

hossh

hosssh

my breath was hunting and there was almost no pause.

while running I continued to imagine with the man, the man who was currently lying down against his illness.

until I finally found the hut..

I opened the door...

can't do.

I'm trying to open it again....

still can't.

I started crying while trying to open the door.

after coming back can't open I still haven't given up until there.

my eyes were trying to find another way to get into that shitty shack.

window !

I saw the window next to the hut.

yes !

the window looks unlocked.

but, it's high.

lunatics!

my body didn't arrive.

my crying broke back.

"god why do you give your servant such a great trial, Lord.I am only trying to help someone.please ease this servant of yours"

I kept crying and still crying until my stomach was stiff and tears turned into the wind.

god finally gave me a clue.

I saw something I could use to climb.

thank God I finally got in.

although my face was scratched by the stairs, but all that did not dampen my spirit in the least.

I began to look for the ingredients stored in the great cupboard.I still remember that time rehan once said that the herb was white.I continued to scrape until everything was almost ruined poranda.

lunatics!

if Rehan is here he must be very upset to see all this.I almost rummaged through the whole thing.even worse than before.

until I realized that the potion was over.

stupid moron fool !

bego is me!

but this time I didn't cry.

because I found something.

drug guide book.

yes! I can make medicine for Rehan.

I can find the plants that rehan got yesterday in the village plantation, then I concocted by looking at this guidebook.

I put the book in the bag and I stayed in the shack.

I finally got to the terminal.

but, why is everyone looking at me so sharply.Is there something wrong with my appearance?

y allah..

my clothes are like monkey masks.

ask for mercy.

it's appropriate that everyone looks at me like that, but I don't care. because there is no writing "decile people are forbidden to take the bus".

I smiled as well, feeling victorious.

I started looking for an empty seat on the bus.

everything is almost full and as always left one. yes I can sit now!

no. Now I stand because next to me a large-bodied woman holds a small child. The problem is not the woman, but the little boy.he does not want to sit next to me.

he said if I was slovenly and didn't take a shower.

geez...

I smiled almost too.

it feels good to be entertained even if for a moment and after that sad again.

my HP reads..

a message from elsa.

he asked me where I was at the moment and asked "if I'm okay or not". I also answered if I was okay at this time and I told him if I would go home to bogor.he replied would follow to the bogor with his parents.

had not had time to reply the fat mother poked me again. she gave a code that her son was asleep.it was a sign that I could sit now.

alhamdulillah

tonight I can't sleep because the body feels sore all. Maybe it was hit by a bush while running in the garden.

I remember that guide book.

maybe tonight I can just use it to figure out how to make potions.

I took the guidebook out of the bag.

plok!

a photo fell.

I took the photo back.the woman was very beautiful, her hair was waist-long.her skin was also super white like a model.

but who is he?

maybe he was Rehan's brother or his mother.I started to calm myself by thinking positive.then I put it back on the frame in the book. "I LOVE YOU LINSI"

my heart was struck by lightning when I read it.

it turns out Rehan already had a girlfriend. My face turned sour because I loved someone who was already in touch.

swig!