
tonight, only God and I know how I feel every day that I have to shed tears.
how can I marry Rehan's sister.
a very sad surprise, God prepared it so beautifully that I had to think about it every second.
plus the words of fattan who wants to invite me to meet her brother.
doggone it!
he wants to introduce me to him.
this heart is like being torn to shreds hearing the words fattan. Now it's useless if I have to go all the way to aceh to forget rehan if I finally have to meet him again.
that's extraordinary!
god's plan no one knows.
I got a call from fattan. He wanted to take me for a walk around the beach.
the beach 12 years ago became a tragedy of bloodshed where he had to lose his mother who he loved.
"fattan, why are you taking me to the beach?"
ask me.
"the color I miss mom"
he answered with a blank look.
"what's wrong with this place?"
ask me curious.
"12 years ago in this place I lost my mother.at that time we were playing on the beach.all of a sudden the sea water separated us. the tsunami had taken my mother right on my birthday." she explained.
my hands shook to hear the story, as if drifting to feel the ferocity of the tsunami 2006 ago.
glaring in his eyes glazed over at me, it was obvious how much he was saddened to lose his mother.
I told him not to be sad anymore.
then he told me about his family.
from the story nothing surprised me. It's just that I was curious about his relationship with the handsome doctor's rehan.
but he didn't tell me until I ventured to ask him.
"if your relationship with a person named Rehan is what? sorry I didn't mean to interfere"
ask me to search.
my finger danced and waited for fattan's voice to answer my question, but he never answered.he looked at me with a sharp eye.
"you like him!"
my body reflexes pecked at the sound of fattan, my fingers also stopped moving. I was nervous, how did he know if I liked his older brother.
hahaha
he even laughed arrogantly.
"you're a funny expression"
timpal he then.
indeed, sister and sister make no difference, just like always make me hang.
astaghfirullahaladzim
I need to be more patient with both of them.
"he's my older brother na, from when I was 10 we split up. Our parents divorced. I chose to come with my mother. just yesterday I saw him on television. he turned out to be okay" he explained at length.
turns out to be true, they're siblings, but I really hope they're just cousins and statements that make it harder for me to run.
"ana, soon we'll get married.I want to meet with him. tomorrow you accompany me to jogja ya!"
deg!
no, I don't want to.
I can't.
I was trying to assemble a sentence to resist, but nothing came out of my mouth. It just swirled around in my brain.
what other plan is this God you're gonna give me.
fattan's words are like an angel of death that will soon eat me.
but I also could not refuse his invitation because he would definitely be suspicious of me.
I'm getting scared, what's gonna happen if Fattan finds out that I love her sister instead of her.
***
doctor!
can you explain to us what medicine you injected into the little boy's body?
yes doctor!
give us a minute!
the roaring of the reporters seemed to be in contact with the young man, but he continued to walk nimbly until not a single sound he let out.
a large hospital in Jakarta turned out to be the lips of the community at this time.since he treated a small child who almost lost his life.then he switched to stop the deadly operation, which is a deadly operation, and then change the dream of the little boy.
I don't know almost all the television shows the genius of the handsome doctor.
and he managed to amaze people all over Indonesia.
his feet continued to step away from the fury of the reporter, while his face lowered stating how much he had kept his current state a secret.
"sus help me!" with both hands, Rehan turned the elephant woman's body and hid behind her.
the woman just resigned.
not until 5 minutes after the reporters were not seen again, she turned into a grandmother attached. her tantrum made anyone bite a finger.
rehan now bathes in sweat for almost hours running around.
but still he looks dashing.it was wet on his face even more tempting for anyone who saw it.
"crazy!"
"that's the elephant running so fast!"
his gerrick.
"sir doctor!"
shouted a boy behind Rehan.
the man smiled when he knew who was behind him.
a 5-year-old boy was seen sitting on a wheelchair.His face brightly smiled faintly looking at the handsome doctor.
how much he loved the young doctor.
"my doctor can go home tomorrow, right?"
ask the boy.
then Rehan bowed, his eyes sharp and sad fixed on the tuyul now in front of him.
"maybe dear" wipe.
"but the medicine must be taken yes!"
"get ready, doctor!" the boy replied with a respectful gesture.
a mother next to the boy glanced over as if confused.
"doctor, but how come I haven't received a prescription yet?"
ask the boy's mother.
"quiet ma'am, I deliberately forbid this hospital from giving you medicine"
everything seems quiet.
"my wish would have given it to you"
continued again.
rehan deliberately did so because he was afraid that the prescription of the drug would be plagiarized and misused by irresponsible people.
so he'll keep it a secret from the public.
how not, he is the only trusted doctor in Indonesia.and now his name soars.Thanks to his kindness to help the dying who have no cost, he is also an idol for the poor.
his name is always mentioned and awaited by those who are destitute.
rehan was like a helper god for the villagers of plecit. a remote village far from the city that was succeeded by the state, precisely in the interior of Kalimantan. today he also got word that a village there was hit by a terrible infectious disease outbreak.
everyone there died one by one.
while the health services in the area raised their hands because they were no longer able to handle the virus, because two officers of them were also attacked and died suddenly.
they became reluctant and migrated to another village.
rehan is the only doctor who dares to take the risk.His heart feels full when he sees a baby dying from the deadly virus.
he himself went to that place, his friends no one glanced.even they did not hesitate to nyinyir and said if Rehan would also be destroyed like two officers there.
rehan doesn't care !
he left for Kalimantan this afternoon!
***
ana was pacing around in the room, while her eyes were unceasingly glancing at the clockwork on the table.
uh sultry!
"fattan is coming soon!"
"i have to how!"
ana kept muttering.
berms
berms
the sound of the car stopped in front of the house.
ana is increasingly anxious to hear the roar of a fattan car.
that's the sign this morning too they're going to go see his brother fattan.
rehan!
"i have to find an excuse" he said.
it sounds outside if Mrs Salimah is talking to fattan.
bu Salimah then walked up to ana's room and told her that fattan was waiting in front.
krekks
ana opened the door.
bu Salimah looked surprised to see the appearance of ana. her eyes were fixed on the nightgown that ana wore.
"ana! how come you're not ready?"
"when fattan is neat and ask permission to mother to invite you to go to Jakarta!" maki bu salimah's.
"uh you're not even what yet!" continued again.
ana can only be silent, she does not dare to argue with her mother. Ever since she was proposed to the man, she felt her mother changed. always criticize her shabby appearance without grooming.
moreover, his weight is now soaring 70kg, his mother almost never stopped babbling.
ana pulls the jumbo suitcase in her hand. her face does not change an inch, she bends as if forced.fattan smiles happily at the flight ticket counter.
one hand held Ana's hand, while the other pulled a suitcase.
in the plane ana is still as usual, still frowning. either selfishness fattan or because he does not care, which must be fattan likes the girl next to him.
his lips spread wide and then looked at her eyes and smiled back. whereas ana did not rubris. his head he send to the shoulders of a thick ana. now fattan already feel like sleeping on a pillow. his eyes closed suddenly drowsy like drugged.
unlike Ana, she actually felt that her eyes were supported by a thousand bamboos.
the first to last bamboo is the same word, "rehan"
suddenly a rumbling sound from outside the plane woke up all the passengers on board.
some of them screamed and some even fell from their seats.
the uproar made Ana aware of her daydream.
then ana's eyes glanced at the man who was fast asleep on her shoulders.
"crazy !"
"it's chaotic like this, it's still quiet!" gerutu ana. then ana woke up fattan, unfortunately the man even more sticky because his finger hugged tightly to ana's arm.
"fuckin!"
"he thinks what a pillow I have!" mean it.
ana can only step up to the circumstances.
he had already put all his energy into waking up the fattan.
even if the results are nil.
now they both arrive in Jakarta. Ana's heart is racing, her sweat is also flowing rapidly to feel cold on her skin.
soon the apocalypse will approach Ana. even if there is a bush, he really wants to hide behind it.
"why, should we find a hotel first or go straight to the hospital?" fattan.
ana is hearing fattan's voice.
"just go to the hotel first!"
"rest!"
"i'm tired"
ana's nervousness is known to be fattan.
glancing at fattan's eyes seemed to interrogate her. Ana grew increasingly afraid, until she no longer dared to look at the man's face.
ana down.
"you why?"
fattan's question was accompanied by a movement of his head that followed ana's behavior.
"no"
"i'm okay"
ana's answer seemed to cover up the feeling in it, but fattan seemed not to realize it. Fattan took her phone that rang in her pocket. Then her eyes sharply stared at the phone screen, as if knowing something.
"let's go to the hospital now!"
fattan is in a hurry.
"why are we going to the hospital now?"
"karna rehan is flying to Kalimantan soon!"
"cats! we don't have time!"
fattan pulled Ana's arm.
from the bottom of Ana, she kept praying for Rehan to leave first.
ana is looking for a way to keep the time cut, so most likely they do not meet. reason for reason continues to repeat, often ask to stop by to urinate or other trivial things.
ana is very satisfied now, because surely soon things will be on her side.
this is the last time ana asked for permission to stop by to urinate. because fattan has been on a blackboard, he tried to resist the annoyance at ana since earlier.but not this time, but not this time, he tried to resist the annoyance, he thinks this is the last time Ana's toying with him.
"enough ana!"
"i beg you not to play me like this!"
"please ana, I want to be able to meet my siblings"
"please understand!"
ana was silent with her head lowered as if feeling guilty.
now Ana can not do anything else because now they have arrived at the hospital like information that fattan can from someone.
ana tried to walk slowly until she turned her back to fattan, but the man's hand nimbly pulled back the hand of ana who was released from her grasp.
ana's getting worried.
his feelings are now mixed like porridge.
even though in his mind never broke off so that they did not meet.
as for fattan, his face was very creepy as if preying on anyone who saw it.
his steps were now more ferocious after finding the reception desk.
fattan excitedly asked doctor Rehan to the officer in front of him.
"sus, I'd like to meet with doctor Rehan. Please tell him yes!"
fattan sounds confident.
fattan smiles at Ana while waiting for the nurse to notice her.
to be honest, Ana was very sorry for the man in front of her, but she was also afraid if she had to meet Rehan.
he doesn't have the guts for that.
"sorry sir, his doctor has flown yesterday to Kalimantan"
the nurse's answer was like a scratch that hurt fattan's heart.
she was sad to see her sister late.
unlike Ana, she was very grateful to hear the sister's words.
turns out to be true, luck sided with him. Ana smiled with satisfaction even after that she was even sad because she knew Rehan was in great danger.
simultaneously people throughout the hospital lowered their heads guided at a loudspeaker.
samar ana heard that the prayer was addressed to the self-struggling Rehan doctor in Kalimantan, a life-threatening field.
the smile on Ana's face now turned completely into a sharp sword blow.
his once happy heart, also turned crimson.
now it is precisely that worry increased 5 times than before, and his fear made his brain weak to think.then without thinking long ana took steps to follow the handsome doctor to Kalimantan.
"fatta! you want to meet your sister, right?"
fattan looked towards ana.
"let's take him!" just keep ana back.
strangely fattan is not aware of the change in attitude ana. she thinks if ana thinks about her feelings, whereas ana thinks of her brother who is now in danger. ana really doesn't want to hear the sad news like the two health workers who died first.