Handsome Doctor From Indonesia

heartache

since rehan coma he so met his biological father.father who had never met him for a long time. turns out he is the owner of the largest hospital in bogor. heri Kuswadi owns the largest hospital in Bogor.

when Rehan packed to go home, Rehan saw a small box that was splattered with green liquid.Rehan was curious and took the small box. not to forget he also took the remnants of the green-colored liquid.

and he recognized the liquid that was none other than the painkiller he suffered. Then he rushed to find out who had brought this herb to the hospital.

he kept questioning the officers at the hospital.

finally, he met with the doctor who handled it before that.

doctor nisa!

rehan called the beautiful woman.

the woman also smiled.

"nisa, do you know who brought this potion to my room?" ask rehan impatiently.

"i, I brought him Rehan" replied doctor Nisa.

"you?" rehan's growing incredulous.

he did not even expect that the woman he had repeatedly rejected his love for was the one who healed him.

rehan hugged the woman.His tears also dripped because he had to feel this miracle.

while Nisa, she is satisfied because her efforts are now not in vain. it turns out she still harbors her love for this handsome doctor.

but he had lied because the person who had healed his coma was thrown in prison, although he also knew that tomorrow the woman would be free from custody.

it is undeniable that Rehan will love her like never before when he refused her love, thought the woman.

"rehan, I'm doing this because I don't want you to die in vain" said Nisa.

"yes I understand"

rehan released the pretty woman's embrace.

"but where do you know the concoction of the potion" asked the curious rehan.

"i know.."

"i broshing through the internet" the woman replied in disarray.

"oh yeah?" rehan is increasingly suspicious because as far as he knows on the internet no one knows about the concoction of the herb.even he was the first to find the remedy.

nisa is increasingly confused to answer Rehan's questions because it turns out Rehan is very critical and frightening.

he switched the conversation by taking her out to lunch.

nisa is not a woman who understands rehan because Rehan will not stay silent with the lie nisa. actually she knows if the woman is hiding something from him. for sure he must know if nisa is the one who saved his life or not. but he was silent by pretending to follow the plot played by the woman.

until they are not aware that from a distance, the salima maam is watching the intimacy between the two. Surely Rehan only pretends to do this, he only wants the real truth.

bu Salimah felt devastated to see the man loved by his daughter turned out to forget them just like that. Even the man had also forgotten the services of his daughter who had awakened him from his coma.

he also left the place, but the purpose was to tell if his daughter was now being detained at the police station, but all that was lost because the man had hurt her and her daughter.

***

today I was released from custody because the police said the person who reported me dropped the lawsuit.

I'm so happy that they came to know that my real purpose is that kindness is not a crime.

I saw my mother waiting for me in the waiting room.

I hugged him while crying.

I deliberately did not ask my mother about the condition of Rehan, because I deliberately wanted to make a surprise to myself about the healing of Rehan. today I also want to see him directly to the hospital. hoping to see her open her eyes, she sat down and smiled at me.

god, I can't wait for that, but I see my mother's face looks sad and not as usual.

maybe he still feels overwhelmed by all this.

"sir to the hospital doctor heri kuswadi ya" I said to the angkot driver.

but she was angry she said that "we don't have to go there anymore!"

I became confused by the change in mother's attitude. Like there was something she hid from me. I was intrigued to find out what had happened actually. I got down from the angkot and ran up the ojek.no matter if mom would be angry at me because she was also wrong to have hidden something from me. behind my mother also not being seen chasing me makes me more excited to get to the hospital immediately.

yes, I have arrived at the hospital.

I ran to Rehan's patient room.

until I fell because I didn't realize someone was mopping the floor.

oh allah..

I tried to stand with the help of someone there. now I can no longer run, and can only walk slowly while holding my waist that hurts.

until I got to a room where Rehan was taken care of.

my heart is beating now that I see an empty room.

god, where is rehan?

has he left?

home yet? or

died on?

I was crying too, not understanding.

mother turned out to hide if Rehan had died.My tears never stop falling dripping as if feeling a deep pain.

i regret.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I was a murderer.

I killed rehan.

my brain kept telling itself, answering every question that came up.

I kept trying to calm my own mind and then thought about asking the nurse.

and the nurse said that if Rehan was cured, he just got out of the hospital.

I smiled at him because it meant Rehan didn't die.

I immediately ran outside the hospital hoping Rehan was still ahead of me.

the pain in my waist hardly felt anymore because I was too concerned about that man.

rehan!

I shouted to call the man.

she's with doctor nisa.

I really can't believe that the man in front of me is Rehan. He seems mediocre.it doesn't look like he likes me. He doesn't even smile at all when he sees me.

god, what else is this reality?.

"rehan, you're healed" I said, I feel like I'd really like to hug the man in front of me.

"yes, where have you been?"

knock him

"loh rehan.." I tried to answer his question but he came back saying words that made me even more disappointed.

"i'm dying, but you're going nowhere. Now that I'm healed you're coming back"

deg!

those words stabbed me.

so sick.

god, please strengthen my heart.

I could only cry hearing the man's words.I also didn't expect that he would hurt me in this way.

rehan why are you so bad?

he didn't even say any more words and left with another woman.

mom, I'm sorry.

I should have heard what you said.

your advice is correct if Rehan can't possibly like me. He even hates me now.

but, does he know that I'm almost in jail for that potion.

never mind, I don't have to go after him anymore, he can't possibly trust me.

***

I'm getting confused about all this.

ana doesn't care about me, it's a sign that she doesn't like me. Nisa says if ana only visited me once when I was in a coma. It turns out that besides her ugly face, her heart was ugly like trash. not in keeping with his very religious appearance.

but why does my heart even hurt so much to accept this reality.

even I couldn't believe that ana was like that, and now I regret having said such harsh words to her.

"rehan, what are you thinking?

"no, I'm just thinking about how I'm gonna get that plant again"

"oh that?"

"i'll help you later"

freaky!

turns out Nisa wasn't the potion maker, I should be able to prove it.

"nis, where did you get that plant?"

I tried to look.

"oh, I got in...."

"in the garden behind my house"

he said it was like hiding something.

"cook anyway?" I can't believe it.

he even invited me to his house to prove his words.

the taxi driver stopped in front of Nisa's house.

I asked the driver to wait a little.

I must not be persuaded by the seduction of this woman.I know she is very cunning, so I have to be more careful again.I am indeed a man who likes women a lot, women, but I'm not a lowly man who likes women easily.

"rehan, you wait here for me to make a drink first"

"no need to nis, pity the driver will wait a long time" answered me looking for an excuse.

"you keep stopping by here to say what?"

ask nisa.

I've guessed that nisa's just cheating on me.

he made me even more confused.he was able to twist things around.

I went home too, but Nisa swiftly threw my body onto the sofa.

he even bullied me to the point of making my back hurt because of the push of his hand.

"nisa's! what are you doing!"

my body seemed to accept the resignation of nisa's body because my energy was almost drained with the length of the coma yesterday.

"rehan, I love you!"

whispered the woman in my ear.

"nisa, you know I don't love you" I replied.

"well! I'll make you love me!"

the woman immediately smashed my lips.

she was so fierce that she was like a woman possessed by demons.

fuckin' hell!

he was able to take advantage of the situation. With all my might I was trying to get that crazy woman out of my body.

I have to do something.

"nisa. you are so bagok. because my body has made love with linsi many times"

I know that he hates linsi so much, so I used the name linsi to lure him in.

I tried to turn her face away so that she could face me.

he was fed and faced me. I immediately pulled his face and bit his lip.

"aw!!"

his lips are now covered in blood.

but I don't care about her one bit.

because he was proven to deceive me.

then I left the demon house.

I hope after this I don't meet that demonic woman again.

***

tonight she decided to teach, and after that she prayed to God so that she could forget Rehan. he just felt heartache because for a long time he never felt in love.

"mom, tomorrow I go to Jogja again huh?" sahut.

"ana, why go to Jogja? have you had a test? just here with mom" said bu salimah.

"elsa stopped by ma'am, and until now she hasn't gone home.aunty fatma called me"

"god..."

I just got word that elsa's not coming home. Aunt Fatma kept calling me and asking me to come help find elsa.

I tried to call Elsa, but she didn't answer the phone.

I started calling elsa's boy friends whom I had introduced to me before, but they also didn't know where elsa was.

the next day I arrived in Jogja.

aunt fatma was waiting for me at the terminal.His eyes looked swollen because she had been crying all night.

then he hugged me. I tried to calm him down, after his emotions improved and then I tried to ask him.

"aunty, what is it about elsa not coming home?"

"actually om and aunt decided to separate, we had a chat and elsa saw us fighting at that time.coincidentally at that time you were returning to bogor. maybe that's what made elsa run away from home" obviously aunt fatma then cried.

I just gawk in disbelief hearing the story of aunty. see the elsa family I even used to be envious. because they are so harmonious and loving.but I did not expect if the family is this complicated.

"om darwin cheating on the back of aunty, but aunty just kept quiet at that time.the more days he was more outrageous because he could pretend to be good in front of children. whereas behind it all he was always cold with me" he added again.

I can only ask him to be patient.

frankly I can feel aunty's feelings right now. as a child I can also feel Elsa's heart breaking.

after that day I never met again with elsa. has been almost a month elsa has not been informed.

elsa's departure made me move to find a place to live. I felt bad because I kept seeing the sadness of aunt fatma all day.

so I decided to get out of here and stay in the rented.

thank God today I can be calmer. there is no more face of rehan and also the shadow of elsa.

while waiting for graduation day I use my free time to work.itung-itung when I go home later I can buy a new clothes mom.

***

rehan felt a strange feeling on his body at this moment.

although he is a doctor he also routinely checks his disease in his doctor friend.

"doctor Rehan, why don't you get checked out on your own? I know you're smarter than me"

ejek fadli, a brain specialist.

rehan just smiled back at her.

"which makes me curious Mr Rehan, actually you are taking what medicine ? if I may know" continued doctor fadli while busy checking the health of doctor Rehan.

"i concocted myself, Mr. Fadli"

"i know you are indeed a genius Pak Rehan, concoction of your medicine is widely imitated in the field of health sciences"

"so how happy I would be if you would sell me that recipe because my patients have many diseases like you"

"sir fadli frankly the medicine is up. I am also confused to find the plant again where.of course there is one person who knows the recipe other than me"

and now I'm trying to find that person, her inner self.

one month he lives with his father.he is trying to treat his father's kangen because it has been 15 years he does not live together.since both his parents separated rehan living independently.

today he arrived in Jogja.there is no place he misses more than his laboratory hut.

so he decided to stop by there, and he just happened to be driving his own car.

he ran a little towards the hut, because now the position is raining.

instead of being happy, he showed off a sad and shocked face.The place now looks like a broken ship.

"jesus!"

"who dares to tear up my lab place"

piles of small to large bottles scattered on the floor.not to forget also the liquid from the bottle also splattered.

he saw the window open and immediately thought that someone had entered through the window.

fuckin' hell!

there's someone who has stolen my prescription drugs.

the insolent!

he's also been using my lab tools.

but I'm like I've seen this liquid.

rehan continued to grumble.

he remembered that in the hospital at that time he had also seen this herb there.the color and smell were exactly the same as he found at that time. he had only realized that he had never concocted this medicine.he had also just seen it.

"i have to find out this guy"

***

I haven't had a job for almost half a day.

where the stomach is hungry again.maybe today I have to be more anxious because there is no income. finally I only buy 2 pieces of bread and mineral water only. and only spend 5000 rupiah.

when I put the bread in the bag, I realized I was still keeping the recipe.

god, Rehan must be looking for this book.

I need to return this book as soon as possible.

I finally looked back at that shitty hut again, in my heart wishing that man wasn't there.

enough men have hurt my feelings and I don't want to see them again.

I skulked at the walk avoiding the dry foliage around the hut.

the kressss!

sound of leaves being stepped on.

I continued to avoid the dry leaves that were scattered, but always repeated and repeated.

until I have to meet that crazy shaman again.

he was already behind me while standing with a sharp eye.

"what are you doing here?"

bully him.

my hands are shaking and my guts are shrinking. Not because I am afraid, but because of this feeling.I also do not understand why the feeling continues to dwell in my chest.It is not a play I dare not look at his face.

he's scarier than a shaman.

"i asked, why stay quiet".

"i want to give this back" I replied as I offered a book.

I wish he hadn't asked me something I couldn't answer.

"why is this book on you?"

snapped at him again, but now his voice sounded weak and sweet.

"ana"

call him then.

I'm getting nervous because my heart is really close to being broken.

I gotta get out of here.

even speaking I would have no meaning for him.I got up and tried to walk away from him.

I didn't think his hand would pull my arm.

I don't accept if my body is held up like this, but I won't repeat the mistakes of the past either.

okay, this time I gave up.

I'll talk to him.

"why doctor?"

"god, ana, I have asked you"

"you didn't listen to what I said"

"sorry doctor, I'll talk, but please let go of my hand first"

"okay okay.calm down"

he took his hand off my arm.

"it's like we're just talking inside, let's make it better" he asked.

I just nodded in agreement.

oh no mess I almost forgot that I used to dabble here.

and I left without taking care of it again.

die me!

he would definitely suspect me and would definitely be furious at me.

"ana, you answer honestly"

"do you really make this potion?"

damn it. it finally broke down too.

"answer ana!"

"yes" I answered.

I thought he would be upset and eat me alive, but he smiled at me. I returned his smile.

since then I have become more familiar with him.

I know what he likes and what he doesn't like.

the more days I fear losing her, but I also do not dare to express this feeling. I worry if she does not like me. but until when I have to harbor this feeling. even more afraid if he was in a hurry to find another woman.

until one day my worries became real.

when I accidentally accompanied Rehan to perform surgery, he was the only surgeon trusted in a hospital.

the woman he kept in the guidebook was now in front of me.

she's prettier than that picture.

almost every day they meet.

I know that if Rehan must still love this woman even though it hurts, I still can't change my decision anymore.

that is to go from Rehan's life forever.