
My body drowned undropped.I lay my body for a moment in bed.a pungent body odor and sticky skin because it was not touched by the water this afternoon. the throat is like a rice field left by its inhabitants, dry keronta. hopefully from today's story I get a meaningful lesson.
I close my eyes for a moment, I imagine fresh drinks and good food.My stomach feels sore because I forgot to eat from last afternoon.I sometimes feel sad living alone, I feel sad, usually go home when the stomach is hungry just eat, when the stomach thirsty stay to drink, but here I study independently, want to eat must go buy food first, must eat first, must wait to cook first. hopefully from here I can learn to appreciate life.
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the sound of my phone rang. I took my phone and I saw whatsap from elsa. I continued to open the message. it turned out the video recording of the lecture earlier.
after that I first download the video while I stay in the shower.Hopefully later when I finish bathing the video can already play.
a few minutes later..
I comb my wet hair, I grab my phone then I play a video of elsa and I put it on the table so I can watch it while drying my wet hair.
"does I not see wrong, he does.." I thought in my heart.
then I took my phone I looked at the man closer.I saw his clothes, and I saw his face more clearly.
"no, I don't see it wrong, he's the one!.he tried to kill the mother's husband" I thought to myself.
I have to report it to the police, but is it necessary? maybe the mother had reported it to the police.
then what should I do?, should I just shut up after I find out about the perpetrator.
I know what to do, I have to go to the hospital.I have to go there to make sure the man is okay.
they may not be my family, nor are they descendants of my family, but I am sure that I will never lose if I help them, because they are also my brothers, because we are a homeland, Indonesia.
if they are not Indonesian, they are also still my Muslim brothers.
if they are not Muslims they are also still my brothers because we are fellow human beings.
the next day I asked my boss for permission to go to work, because I had to go to the hospital to see the mother who I did not know her name.
just the name I don't know yet, how can I find it. If only the mother was still in the hospital, otherwise what would I do.
I walked down the aisle of the hospital, I noticed and then the people who were there, I looked for the patient's room which yesterday became the mother's husband's room.
"512!!" I shouted after I found the room. I opened the door to the room. I looked for them. nothing. they're gone. I lost my chance to go to heaven. I failed, I was stupid, I was stupid, why did I tell that mother last night that I didn't know, my God, how I found that mother.
I bow my head.
"excuse me mbak, you can go out for a while because there will be patients who will be treated in this room"
said the nurse who came.
then I walked out of the hospital.
And I accidentally saw that kid, the kid who was just in his parents' house because of an accident. he's still in the care here. I'm samperin the kid, I try to remember his name. "hay rehan's? how are you doing?" ask her.
"eh sister ana.., I'm fine sister" she replied later.
"thank God" I grabbed her hair.
"sister, I'm very happy today because the doctor said I can go home. I was only told to control here once a week. Brother, pray yes hopefully I can walk back. please yes brother" he said with great enthusiasm.I was amazed by his confidence, he was so excited to be able to walk back when I noticed his legs were very severe, swollen almost the same as my thighs. god, I feel sorry for him. Give healing for him god, if indeed he can not walk back please replace all that by always giving him happiness. so that he was always excited to live his life without his parents who first left him. I smiled back at his statement. "big brother here is who is sick?" tanyanya back.
"no, no one's sick, just." I'm interrupted.
"what's free?? sick sister?" ask her back.
"not really, in fact, the brother here wants to find someone but they have already left here, then the sister is confused now because yesterday the brother forgot to ask their address and name"
"i know sister, maybe the sisters still keep a note that contains their address and name, brother just tell the sisters for their room number at that time" he explained to me.
"oh yes, why did not think of brother from earlier y dek, thanks to deck. brother stay first" said I stroked his hair.
I looked for the nurse at the reception.I asked her about the list of people who stayed in room 512.O my god remembered that I did not know the patient's name. then I explained to the nurse that I had forgotten to ask her name at the time so I didn't know her name.
"yes it is mbak, if so I can remember the day and the hour at that time" he asked me.
"i remember on Tuesday at 15:20, he was a man".
"well, I'm looking for ya mbak"
I'm waiting for a notification from the nurse.
after a few minutes I waited and the results came out.
"oh in the name of Mr. sumadi address village kertosono mbak, but here he is known to die mbak" explained the nurse to me.
"inalilahi, died sus" I asked clarifying again.
"yes, the stabbing victim, right? he said that because of the blood loss.so can not be saved, pity yes mbak even though his father had not had time to talk to people who tried to kill him" he explained.
"now please write the address to me sus, I know who the perpetrator of the murder is" I said.
god what I've done, I failed to help the man.God please forgive me. I walked down the hospital hallways with a confused mind because of the great guilt to the mother for not telling her who the perpetrator of her husband's murder was.
"are you okay, sir?" with worry I asked him.
"already, don't mind me. I'm fine" he replied to me.
"but do you seem to have trouble walking? let me help you, sir. Where are you going?" my many.
"i want to see someone inside" he replied briefly and still endured the pain.
"yes let me help you meet that guy, sir" because I feel sorry and sympathetic to this guy I helped him walk me when he met someone he wanted to meet.
unconsciously I felt very heavy about this man, and it did not feel as strong as at the beginning I saw his face.
"astaghfirullahaladzim"
"master, sir...why you sir? wake up sir"
with worry I took him to the seat.I tried to wake him.Oh my god why his face is so pale.and who this man is why he fainted unconscious.
then I find the sisters and I call them to take this man.
"the family of this man" a nun asked me.
"e .. I" had not finished answering the nurse then said "the mother can go directly to the cashier yes to register so that patients are quickly handled" he said again.
how about this, I'm not that guy's family.I don't know who he is either.
"sir, what are you waiting for!" the nurse's orders again
"well sus" I replied later.
then I went to the cashier and did a registration for the man I didn't know at all.
"ma'am, her boyfriend doctor rehan ya?. pity ya mbak he had to fight against his disease. whereas he's a good person, he always helps people who are less able to seek treatment." obviously the cashier told me.
I just smiled back at him.
it means the man has a severe illness, but the nurse says he's a doctor.
a generous doctor who always practices his kindness on anyone in need.
could it be him? a year ago, I helped my mother when she went to the hospital.
then I wait for the results of the examination from the doctor for the man. After a few hours the doctor came out of the ugd room.he said that the man was seriously ill, and had to be operated on immediately.
god, what other plan is this, why I have to meet so many people I don't know and they all have problems and then they all involve me in it.
"does he hurt Doc?" ask the doctor who handled the man.
"he had cancer of the 4th stage of the brain membrane" the doctor replied
my God, I have stage 4 cancer, I'm sorry that man he's young but he has to be in severe pain.
"can I see him now, Doc?" ask the doctor.
"can do. please" the doctor invited.
with the steps of the ants I entered. the man was seen still lying on the bed with his eyes closed and the infusion that kept flowing beside him. My steps slowed down even more, my steps slowed down, it was as if there was a melodic melody of sad tones that cradled around this room.
I looked into his eyes and I looked into his eyes, so there was a deep sense of compassion in my heart that I could not explain in words.
he began to wake up and opened his eyes, and he began to call out Rehan's name.
"rehan, who's rehan?" my inner.
she tried to get out of her bed, but I held her back so she could lie down.
"please appreciate my master who has brought you painstakingly here.if you arrive at why-not I want if I am haunted by my guilt" I explained giving understanding to him.
"i was sick, but I had to meet the boy because he needed me" he replied to me.
the man tried to get out of his bed again, and he managed to walk out of the room where he was being treated.
as he walked, he said, "do you know who I am? I am a doctor!!(hitting his chest) I've made a lot of people heal, so I can heal myself" he told me in a loud, confident voice.
"sorry doctor, I know for a fact that you are a doctor! but do not rule out the possibility that you will forever not be a patient!" me asserting him.
"doctor han!!!!"
shouted a boy from the hospital hallways.
"whack!!! I miss you so much. How are you now? it's improving?" the doctor answered the boy.
I observed the face of the child clearly.I stepped closer to them. oh god it turns out that deformed child.means this doctor who helped Rehan at that time. and this doctor was the one that Rehan told me about that time.
but how are they the same name?
equally rehan.
"excuse me, sorry for the Rehan I want to go first because there is an urgent business, thank you" I told them.