Halal Lover

The Part 50

Inayah.

I blinked my eyes slowly, the smell of drugs was so stinging. I guess I'm in the hospital right now. My throat is very dry, I really want to drink.

I saw next to me there was Mas Gaga sleeping in a sitting position, her hands clutching my hands. I smiled thinly. I am thankful that my husband is okay. On the couch I saw my mom sleeping. I'm sorry, Mom must be very worried.

I tried to sit but my stomach hurt so much, not just my stomach but down there in my feminine area it hurt a lot too.

"Ac ..."

The valiant reflex woke up and stood up.

"Honey, Adek is awake, Adek wants what, let Mas get it," he asked with a worried face because he saw me grimacing in pain.

The brave man led my body back to lie down. I asked for help, Dashing Mas took a drink. Dashing Mas immediately took a drink for me and helped me hold the glass.

After drinking I lay down again, Mas Gaga grasped my hand tightly and then smiled sweetly at me. I looked at the wall clock, I was surprised it was already 3 in the morning, meaning I had been unconscious for hours.

I felt my back squeaking, hot burning. My stomach hurts too, and so does the bottom there.

Dashing looked at me deeply,

" Thank you for fighting for my life, I'm sorry I can't take good care of you, I'm a lousy husband." Mas Dashing suddenly sobbed.

The hand that held my hand he used to hit his head. I shook my head and stopped him.

" No Mas, don't be like that, Mas's not wrong, Mas's always good." I also started to tear up.

Oh God, this sacrifice of love is why it is so heavy. Meaning, insults, slander, even until I had to be shot. I do not know when these tears will continue to accompany this household. It turns out to be able to continue to stand up stairs by stairs in the household is not an easy matter.

"Mas, Adek wants to pee."

Dashing Mas understood, Mas Gagah told me to pee using the potty alone, but I refused, I was not comfortable using it. Even though my body is very weak but I still want to be delivered to the toilet.

Dashing finally took me to the toilet. Mas Dashing asked me to go inside too but I didn't allow it.

Finally Mas Dashing was waiting for me outside the toilet door.

I opened my sleeping trousers slowly, perhaps it was the Dashing Mas who replaced me with a nightgown. I was surprised to see a bandage full of blood in my underwear. As I recall yesterday morning I was positively pregnant. My body is limp, does this mean my baby, my baby is not safe.

"Aaaaa.." I screamed as hard as I could.

The Perky was surprised. He immediately broke the toilet door open and saw me leaning against the wall.

"Why are you?" Guts hold my body. But I immediately rejected it, I did not want to be held by the Bravery Mas.

My mother also woke up hearing my screams. Mom went straight into the bathroom.

"Nay, are you aware of Nduk?"

"Mother, take me to bed, ma'am" I said.

Mother glanced at Mas Dashing then glanced at me. I held Mom's shoulder, and then pushed me out of the bathroom. The Dashing still stood still.

I know very well that I may be in shock because I lost my baby. Mom put me in bed.

The brave man came up to me, sitting next to me. I was silent a thousand languages, I stared at the ceiling of the hospital room with the gaze of the hospital. My tears are back to wet my cheeks. I sobbed.

Oh my God, this is a test. My innocent child would have to take his life before he was born. My love for the man I love is gone. I'm so stupid, why not take good care of my future son.

Should have been when Mr. Adi told me to leave the house immediately, I should have left. If only I had done that, my future son would still be alive.

Why is this fate so cruel. I have to how, God. Mr. Adi has gone too far. Hurting my heart, burning my house, destroying my uncle's efforts, hurting my closest people, now my baby-to-be has to die.

Mas Perky holds my finger, "Adek do not stay still, there is Mas here, sorry Mas can not take care of Adek well, we can get prospective children again later we will consult a doctor, so we can not take care of Adek, Adek, don't shut up."

The grip of my hand and the hand of the Bravery Mas buried on his face which now looked down on the mattress. I felt my hands wet. Bravery must be crying right now too.

I pulled my hand out of his hand, Dashing Mas surprised. Mother came to me because she saw my interaction with Mas Gagah was not good.

"Sir." Dashing stood looking at me.

I glanced at Mas Dashing, "Mas, please let go of Adek."

My heart breaks saying that sentence. Honestly my heart hurts when I say it. But to survive, I had to think twice about who else would be the next victim if I kept this household.

Saying goodbye to someone we love is painful. Seeing circumstances that are not possible to unite but still love each other is very painful as well.

Dashing Mas shook his head, looking at me sharply,

"Adek may ask for anything just don't farewell, Mas will never grant this."

"Mas, our household is not healthy, after this it may be me or my mother who will die, quite Mas," I said that began to feel emotion. My mother reminded me not to let my emotions explode because I was sick.

Since I knew my baby was gone, my heart ache, my disappointment had overcome the pain in my back and stomach. It even felt like all my body was numb.

"What's Adek mean, Mas was also hit with all this Deck, even Mas was very surprised when the Doctor suggested curettage, when it was just that Mas knew that Adek was pregnant, actually, why didn't Adek tell Mas that Adek was pregnant, why, did Mas not matter to you Dek?"

I haven't even had time to tell Mas but Mas has already left with Mr. Adi and the incident happened so quickly.

Mas Gaga tightened her jaw clenched and then hit the wall so hard that I jerked.

"Mas is stupid to not be able to take care of you" he said as he continued to beat the wall.

I really can't bear to see it, it's not actually the evil Dashing Mas. But the crime kept happening because I kept being next to the Bravery Mas.

"Enough Mas, enough, no, I don't want Mas to get hurt."

Dashing stopped his act of hitting the wall. I saw his hand was already injured and a little bloody.

"Mother please ask the sisters here, Mom, to treat the Dashing Mas."

Mom rushed out of the inpatient room to see the nurse.

Mas Gagah looked at me, "If Adek wants to calm down first, Mas will allow Adek to go home, but not by parting with Mas, Mas Will allow Adek to catch himself in the village."

I fell silent, thinking about what Gutty Mas said. Well, I really want to go home, live peacefully as before, before marrying Mas Gaga.

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