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~Givarel Hardiswares.~
My name is Bumantara Givarel Tri Hardiswara. The only son of the Hardiswara family. Everyone calls me Young master Givar Hardiswara. The name Bumantara is too old for me.
I'm married to a girl from the Gustiar family, my own little friend, Shaquellin.
This morning, I almost lost my mind and will do it in the kitchen. But, everything changed when my cousin, Amelia, came and saw our hot kiss scene.
After taking a shower and getting ready with a shirt and suit, I went down the stairs in a neat suit attached to my body.
I saw my wife serving food to the table. I walked up to him and gave him the code to help me put a tie in. Since I was a kid, I wasn't very good at putting a tie on. Even to school, I did not wear a tie and was often reprimanded and sanctioned.
I turned off the stove that was still on. Shasha put a tie between my shirt collar. However, Shasha had a hard time reaching out to me.
That little girl made me laugh.
I saw a small bench near the kitchen table. I took it and told my wife to go up there. Shasha according. He climbed up so our height was level.
My wife continued to put the tie on. At this distance, I could see his face. I didn't think my best friend who rarely takes a bath and loves bedwetting could grow up to be a very pretty girl.
I don't know if I can love you or not. But, I feel very comfortable being around you, Snowy. We built a relationship without love before. Will that love come later?
Feeling noticed, Shasha looked towards me. I can see his dark brown iris. Very beautiful and seductive.
My gaze took a peek down and stopped on her slightly opened lips. I really want to touch her. After all, I'm a man who needs women. After marrying Shasha, I didn't vent my passion on other women.
That's because I promised my father to turn into a good man and husband.
However, even after marriage, I did not demand my rights from her. I couldn't have done it without Shasha's permission. I don't want to make his condition worse.
However, today it was too difficult to hold myself back. One month I didn't do it. I'm tormented.
I tried to get my face closer. I'll try to be gentle and not scare him. When my lips touched his, Shasha did not move at all.
He didn't refuse, it's like a green light for me.
We stared at each other in the middle of this kiss. Both my cheeks are burning. Maybe now it looks reddened with embarrassment. I don't know why, I feel so embarrassed when I kiss him. This was my first time kissing a woman.
However, it feels different when kissing with Shasha.
There was the sound of Shasha's heartbeat when my chest and chest touched. I'm sure Shasha had kissed her boyfriend before.
For a moment I let go of my kiss. We looked at each other. Shasha looked confusedly at me. So far, it's just this kiss that we just did.
I kissed her lips again. I deepened this kiss. I felt Shasha's hands hugging my neck with both eyes closed. Maybe she's embarrassed to kiss me looking at me.
There will be no other chance. I removed the tie that was neatly attached to my neck and then I pulled the collar of the shirt I was wearing, two buttons open.
I who could not control myself immediately pushed Shasha to sit at the kitchen table. Shasha touched my open chest. Her soft hands made me even more excited.
This innocent girl was really flirting with faith.
But the knock on the door made us look. There was Amelia standing with a frozen look.
How humiliating. But, it was his fault, why didn't he knock on the door first? He saw our activities first and then just knocked on the door.
Ah, forget.
I am currently driving to the office. On the way, I can't forget Shasha's lips. It still feels on my lips. I stopped biting the bottom of my lips.
After this kiss, Shasha will definitely feel awkward towards me. Ah, you should have held yourself back, Givar.
Arriving at the office, I immediately entered my room. Nothing special on my first day after a month of marriage.
I saw my wedding picture frame on the table. My hand moved to touch her and see my wife's face.
I've missed him. I just saw him this morning. However, I felt guilty, for this longing was nothing more than my nap. I don't love her. But, I love him.
Ah, shit!
Shasha who now looks so much like a child, it makes me dare not do more to her. In the past, Shasha was a strong charismatic girl, even she had an image that her brother did not have.
However, Shasha's former and present differences did not make me change my gaze towards her. He's still my best friend, Shaquellin. Merely, my attitude should be more gentle to her.
The door to my room was knocked. I looked, "Lit up."
My secretary's coming, Alissa. The woman was wearing such scanty clothes in my office.
He thinks it's a nightclub?
"Good morning, Mr. Hardiswara. I have to read out the schedule today" Alissa said in a soft voice. I just nodded in response.
He read out the schedule while occasionally glancing at me. Does he want to tease me?
Finished with the schedule he read, he came up to me while putting a touch on my chest. His gaze implies a great passion.
Ah, nuts!
"I know. You've been watching me all along. Why do you just look at me? Don't you want to try to feel it?" Swishing Alissa.
"Don't fuck around, this is my office." I'm still trying to hold myself back.
The woman touched my face, "Don't be fierce, but."
My neck drew him up and my face approached him. He kissed my lips gently. I was a little surprised. However, the feeling that had been delayed, now peaked again. I kissed her back. He dropped his body on my desk.
I have to get up and get there. In a position like this, I feel more and more burning. Alissa hugged my neck tightly.
However, the shadow of Shasha's face flashed. I'll stop this immediately. Alissa held my neck she looked at me passionately.
The door opened, I flinched and looked. Alissa immediately tidied up her clothes.
The middle-aged man was standing there. Now I can't swallow the saliva.
That's my father, Juan Hardiswara.
After seeing me do something inappropriate with the office secretary, papa took me to the restaurant and chose VIP as the room where we talked.
Silent.
During the fifteen minutes of being here, papa did not say a word. The bottle of drink is his concern now.
"Papa," I volunteered to make a sound. Papa looked at me, "What?"
I don't know what to say.
Papa sighed softly and said, "I should know, you will never change. I feel guilty for Shaquellin."
Put the bottle and the glass on the table. The gaze of the man who was the great master of Hardiswara was now completely fixed on me.
"Shaquellin's a good girl. Don't make him hurt. Didn't you also promise to change, after marrying her? I really appreciate you willing to sacrifice your feelings for Shaquellin's recovery. Then, it's only been a month.. Have you been like this again?" Papa looked at me with a look of disbelief.
Although my father was rarely angry, I did not dare to argue with him, did not dare to let out my voice, even staring at him I did not dare.
"There are no feelings in your relationship, but marriage is the bond, and loyalty is the chain. If you let go of loyalty, the chain will break, as well as the fastener. You should be able to account for what you've decided."
I nodded slowly, "Yes, I'll fix it."
"Papa fired the secretary. He'll keep pestering you if he stays there." After saying that, Papa passed away.
So, I'll have to pay for the room and the drinks. All right, I love you, Pa.
Finished with my unlucky day at the office, I returned home while taking off the suit that made me sultry.
I saw my wife playing with two rabbits in a cage that resembled a house. I don't know where the clear-eyed animal came from.
Shasha looked at me. For a moment, his gaze was somewhat different. Not long after, he smiled at me.
"Home home, Bunny?" Shasha took the suit I was holding and pulled my hand inside while swinging it around like a child.
Shasha did not stop talking, "Today, I learned to cook from Amel. I learned to cook this, that's all. Amel taught everything. So, starting tomorrow, you don't have to cook for us anymore. I'll cook."
Shasha pressed my shoulder to sit down. There was plenty of food at the table perfect.
Shasha poured rice and some side dishes onto my plate. He stared and waited for me to taste it.
"You cooked all this? Make me?"
Hearing my question, Shasha nodded, "Actually not all. That one, that one, and that one, the cooked Amel. This one, this one, and this one, I cooked it."
I smiled and tasted the food. It tastes pretty delicious. Shasha looked at me with an anxious look of hope.
"Taste you good, Snowy."
Shasha clapped her hands in spirit. We also ate together.
"Why isn't Amel's cooking eaten?" Ask Shasha with a full mouth. I shook my head, "From now on, I'll just eat my wife's cooking."
Shasha smiled with blushing cheeks, "While Amel's cooking is better."
"I like your cooking better, honey."
Hearing me call it 'honey', Shasha was a little surprised. He was staring at me. Naturally he was surprised, this was the first time I called Shasha affectionately.
"Who, don't I call you baby?" My toot. Instead of answering, my beautiful wife even played her index finger.
"Don't, huh?" Ask again. Shasha shook her head quickly, "Ga-gapapa, really."
I smile.
My heart is filled with guilt. This afternoon I almost did a bad thing behind Shasha with my secretary. However, on the other hand, Shasha was trying to be a good wife for me.
What kind of husband are you, Var!
You have been very lucky to have a good wife and are still able to maintain her chastity until now.
Yes, judging from his body shape, Shasha does not have the characteristics of having sex with men. It is very difficult to find a virgin girl in this age.
Ah, why does my head always refer there?!
"Amel gave me two cute bunnies up ahead. Have you seen it?" Shasha's question made my daydreams crumble. I nodded quickly.
"I give them names, little Bunny and little Snowy."
"Good name, but it sounds like me and you."
Shasha chuckled, "Yes, because they look like us. Amel also said, they're married like us."
Ah, what the fuck is that girl. Why did he say something ridiculous? If he wants healing for Shasha, this is not the way.
"Honey," call Shasha. I looked at him. He called me 'honey' too?
"The food that our Amel made to the neighbors, yes. Oh, baby, if thrown away. They must have liked it" said Shasha.
I nodded, "We anterine later, yes. I'm gonna take a shower first."
After getting a nod, I passed to the bathroom. The water from the shower washed over my body. Cool feeling.
I saw a pink bathrobe on the hanger. It belongs to Shasha. I picked it up and inhaled the scent of the clothes. The smell of Shasha's body.
Like a fresh red rose. L like it. Unknowingly, I hugged the robe and made it wet.
You're like a crazy guy, Var.
I chose a long sleeved shirt that was loose black and jeans knee-length. I saw my face in the mirror.
You've always been handsome, Givarel.
I went down the stairs and saw my wife already making some boxes in a medium-sized container. He looked at me while smiling and showing me the food. I nodded and smiled too.
We went to every house close to our house. They welcomed us well.
Shasha said, we should get to know them to be familiar.
Yesterday there was a neighbor from the house next door. They came to visit us just to familiarize themselves. The husband and wife of the Ardeen family told us many things.
Today we also visited them and shared their cuisine.
Now we headed to the light blue painted house which was located just to the right of our house.
I pressed the doorbell. Not long after, a little girl opened the door. Shasha and I saw it. He was hiding behind the door. Maybe he was afraid of meeting strangers.
Shasha leaned slightly over her body greeting the cute girl, "Hi, mama is as papa as you are?"
The sweet girl nodded her head. He ran inside. Not long after, a woman with a big belly approached us.
"Hello, we're the new neighbors. We overcooked today. I hope you like it" Shasha said, giving the woman a box of food.
I smiled at my wife's hospitality. His attitude reminds me of his old self.
The woman accepted it. The little girl hiding behind her mother seemed to be on her tiptoes looking at what the mother was holding. His behavior made Shasha smile with anxiety.
The woman smiled politely, "Well, thank you. We also served dinner. We'll be happy if you join."
Shasha and I looked at each other. After a long time of thought, we accepted his offer and entered.
I saw her husband serving food aided by his wife. A little girl named Stella sat down with Shasha. They are very familiar quickly.
"We are thrilled to see a new, young neighbor. You remind me of Barra and Divya Ardeen" said Gween Javier, Stella's mother. The pregnant woman gave us a plate, as did Stella.
Her husband, Verald Javier also gave us and the princess a spoon and fork. We both felt like children.
"Yesterday they also visited us, they were very friendly" Shasha said. Gween nodded, "They're very nice and play here often with Stella."
Stella nodded excitedly, "Yes, yes, they said, they want to have a baby dede like Mama."
Verald laughed, "Please eat."
We ate together. Actually I feel like my stomach is bloated. Eat twice at the same time.
After that, we went home. Shasha didn't stop talking about Stella. The little girl made him anxious and wanted to take him home, if allowed by his parents.
Sure didn't.
I sat on the edge of the bed, focusing my gaze on the laptop screen at the table. Suddenly Shasha came while smashing her head into my shoulder. I looked at him.
"I also want to have a baby" said Shasha, shaking my arm.
Did I not hear wrong?
Or...he's the one who spoke the wrong way?
Is it time to forget!
"Sister Gween had Stella and now she's pregnant. I want to have a child too. You want to have kids too, right?" Shasha looked at me seriously.
It makes me nervous. Really, it's not usually that I felt this big with another woman before. Shasha has something that no other woman has. He is special and can make me want him even more.
Is it possible..this feeling is starting to appear?
Do I love her?
Shasha looked at me questioningly.
"L-yes," I replied slowly.
Shasha seemed to be thinking, "Where's the way, huh? You know what, don't you?"
Why ask that, dear?
The question froze me. Know how? Sure oes. I've also been. ah, what do you think!
"I'll go on Google first, huh." After saying that, Shasha leaned her back against the head of the bed. He took his phone and started searching.
I rolled my eyeballs. What will Google say? I closed the laptop and turned to Shasha. I saw his eyes move according to the writing he was reading from his cell phone.
Shasha's expression showed horror and fear. I don't know, what is he reading exactly?
Horror stories or how to make a child?
Shasha looked at me and then looked the other way. He kept his phone.
"Having thought about it, I don't think so, deh." After saying that, Shasha laid her body behind me.
I just smiled with his attitude. I threw my body away and I embraced him.
"You scared?" My toot.
Shasha nodded in my arms.
"Then, next time just make her son, yeah."
"Darling," called Shasha while looking at me. Apparently he's used to calling me sweetheart. I'm so glad to hear that.
"What, Honey?" My toot.
"You sleepy?" Ask Shasha. I shook my head, "What's the matter?"
"Emm, I think I changed my mind. How about we make it now?"
My wife's plain question made both of my cheeks heat up. He's totally innocent. I. ah, forget it.
"You ready?" My toot. Shasha rolled facing me.
"Is there no other way?" Shasha asked with her two round eyes looking at me questioningly. I'd love to pinch her cheek.
"Nothing" I put my face on him. Our noses are rubbing. I felt his breath on my lips.
"Honey, my heart is terrified" said Shasha in a trembling voice. He touched his own chest.
I smiled and gently rubbed her hair, "Sleep."
After hearing the instructions from me, Shasha closed her eyes and tightened her arms at me.
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I wanted to open my eyes, but it felt heavy. I'm still sleepy. If you hadn't told me to take care of the company, I'd rather sleep and live in Kyoto with my wife.
I held my arms to Shasha.
Eh?
How flabby?
I opened my eyes and found the pillow I was holding. Where's Shasha?
The smell of cooking is blowing my nose. It seems that Shasha is in the kitchen preparing breakfast. This sleepiness is replaced with hunger. My stomach rang because it smelled the aroma of spices sauteed by my wife.
After taking a shower and changing into formal clothes, I went down the stairs and walked towards the kitchen. I saw my wife was seriously cooking. He looked still frightened by the sound of cooking oil.
There was some food on the dining table.
I chuckled and approached him. Shasha was surprised and turned towards me. There's a spatula hanging. I picked it up and helped stir the cooking.
Shasha put the spatula to the table then wiped both of her palms onto the light blue aprons she was wearing. Gently, Shasha confirmed my das while on her tiptoes. I smiled and leaned my body a little.
The cooking is ripe. I turned off the stove. Shasha is still serious about my das.
"When I was in high school, I never wore a tie" I said. He frowned, "Can't wear a tie?"
I nodded and went back to standing straight after my das were neat thanks to my wife. We sat down and had breakfast.
"Bad boy," Shasha grumbled. I chuckled, "Me and Regar are often punished and fined. He can't wear a tie either."
Shasha shook her head slowly. Yes, we were friends from childhood to SD. When she entered Junior High, Shasha moved to New York. I was in Jakarta until High School and continued my studies in Kyoto and then took care of papa's branch company there.
Shasha's cooking tasted delicious, even though she had just learned to cook. All I know is that Shasha is the kind of person who remembers things easily. He's been a smart student since Elementary.
When you eat together, the door is knocked. We looked, it was Amelia. The girl stood in the doorway with her hungry gaze fixed on the dining table.
"Hello! Glad to see the food!" Without being told to enter, the girl immediately joined us. He took the plate and bought all the food.
Shasha and I looked at each other and saw him eating so well.
"Please continue eating" Amelia told the two of us.
So whose house is this?
"Waaahh, your cooking is really good, Sha. Even better than my cooking. You're learning very fast" said Amelia with her mouth full.
Shasha just smiled a little.
Silent.
No one speaks when they eat. All that was heard was the sound of a knock and a plate.
After breakfast, Shasha gave the two rabbits carrots. I've noticed.
Amelia came up to me, "Gua was very anxious that his condition had improved after the same lo."
I nodded, "Hemm, the cave was also squirming he was getting more cheerful day. The cave doesn't want to see him sad just keep kayak."
"Kok, the cave doesn't see the TV in the living room, does it?" Ask Amelia. I answered him, "The TV has moved. "
Amelia nodded in understanding. He again said, "In your marriage, the cave does not see his brother. Does her brother still live in the same house as Gustiar's family?"
I shook my head, "The cave doesn't know."
I turned to Amelia, "Don't say anything silly to her. He's not crazy."
"What did the cave say?" Amelia asked with a frowning forehead in confusion.
I grumbled in annoyance, "Lo said, the two rabbits got married. Which crazy person would believe."
Amelia let out a long sigh, "It's actually one of the ways the cave handles patients."
"Whatever, but don't make it worse."
"Yes, you calm down."
~.2~
_Have you ever missed someone until you wanted to meet him? But\, that guy's gone._
~.2~
13.02: 12 October 2019
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