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_The hurt you are feeling now is the one I once felt._
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Shasha's tears dripped down her cheeks. She cried. Shasha melted her face into her two folded hands on the table.
She was crying so much.
Felix, who saw Shasha crying, had no intention of doing anything. He only looked at Shasha.
Older brother....
Brother forgive me.
All this time I misjudged you.
The brother who had been protecting me from her. Big brother who cares much more even than Papa.
Brother, I'm sorry.
I have misunderstood. Ii'm sorry.
If it was that time, my brother told me, then I wouldn't be acting like this. I will definitely help my sister as much as I can.
Shasha cried without a sound, because her voice was over.
"Shaquellin," said Felix.
Shasha did not answer. The woman is still crying.
"The black rose is a symbol of my feelings. Besides, your name is Shaquellin which means rose petals."
There was no response from Shasha.
Suddenly Shasha looked up sharply at Felix. Both of his eyes were shaking indicating that he was angry.
Felix asked, "How do you feel after you become a mentally ill person? Not only your mental state, but also your self-esteem and career must come to an end. That's how I feel."
Shasha did not respond. He was still staring intently at Felix.
"That's how I feel. Now we're the same. Both have felt wounds, equally crazy, and equally ended."
Unexpectedly, Shasha stood up and pushed the table until all the food on the table spattered onto the floor.
Felix was a little surprised by what Shasha was doing. She doesn't look like Shasha. She looked like a beautiful demon who was ready to draw her sword at any moment.
He showed a piercing cynical smile, "However the reason is, you can't finish people's lives like breaking a bidi! Despite your position as a victim, you are also guilty of harming others."
Felix grieving.
"There is no reason to kill people's lives, even if the person you kill is a sinner!" Shouted Shasha.
The attic door opens. Enter Sven with a slight bruise on his cheek and forehead. He sees Shasha and Felix taking turns.
"You want me to be crazy, right? Do you want to know what a crazy person looks like when dealing with someone like you? That madman is immune to the law!" Shasha scratched Felix's face.
Sven. He runs to keep Shasha away from Felix, or Felix will hurt him.
"Crazy people don't go to jail! It won't! Now can you still smile?!!" Shasha rampage.
Sven pulled his sister's body, "Stop, Sha! Don't dirty your hands, let me take care of this lunatic."
Felix laughed as he got up and looked at the two brothers. There was a scratch on his face.
"I'm a lunatic?! Hahaha, you're not mirrored! You're crazy too, Svender! You're Shaquellin too!" Felix laughed like crazy while pointing at Shasha and Sven.
There's a helicopter approaching Felix.
"See you, I'll go somewhere else. After this, you won't find me anymore" Felix said while flying kiss.
Shasha shuddered in disgust.
Before the man boarded his helicopter, it suddenly exploded due to a fire.
Felix was thrown quite far away.
Shasha was surprised, she turned to her brother who was apparently holding a gun.
Sven shot Felix's helicopter.
Felix rose up with blood flowing from his ear. Sven knitted his brows.
"The madman is immune to the law. At most I was just in isolation," Sven said.
Shasha smiled wryly, as Sven imitated her style of speech. She is still her brother who loves her very much.
"Whatever, you think... I have one vehicle?" Ask Felix. He's retreating to the edge of the roof.
Sven knitted his brows.
Felix retreated and fell down. Shasha. Sven ran up there and saw what happened, it turned out that Felix fell into a big balloon below.
"Shit, I won't let him run this time!" Sven's growl then passed, but Shasha clasped his hand.
"Don't. I've lost Refandi and papa. I don't want to lose you either" said Shasha.
Sven cupped his sister's face, "If you have to lose someone precious, then it's me. This is the last one you lose. After this, you'll be happy."
Shasha shook her head, "I don't want to lose you! You're my brother!"
Sven smiled. He rubbed his sister's hair then rushed away. Shasha.
Meanwhile, with a stagger, Felix entered his car.
"Damn! Why is that crazy person really crazy!" Felix had trouble getting his car keys in.
Sven retrieves the car keys from Shasha's room and enters her car. He saw Felix's car coming out of the RSJ area.
Soon, Sven drives his car after Felix.
Amelia and Givar arrive.
Amelia sees Felix and Sven's car driving in the other direction.
Givar sees Shasha running towards him. When Givar gets out of the car, Shasha gets in.
"Follow Sven! Follow it! I'm afraid he's okay."
Givar.
Amelia drove her car immediately. He followed the car driven by Sven.
Givar followed behind.
"You're right! That fucking guy Felix! I won't forgive him" Shasha grumbled.
For a moment Givar turned to his wife and refocused himself on the streets.
While Amelia looked worried. He accelerated his car.
"Why I don't feel good. Please Sven, don't make me down again."
While Felix in the front row turned to the rearview mirror, he only realized the existence of Sven's car that followed him.
Sven stepped on the gas and crashed the front of his car into the back of Felix's car.
"Don't underestimate people who have mental disorders, you yourself made me like this, cihh."
Felix jerks forward. He immediately put up the seatbelt.
Sven was grieving, he stepped on the gas again and deliberately and repeatedly hit Felix's car.
"This is for mama!" Shouted Sven.
Felix sped up the speed of his car that had been shuffled behind him.
Sven pursuit. This time their car was next to each other. Felix looked over with a surprised expression. Sven looked at him sharply and full of anger.
Sven rammed his car into the side of Felix's car, leaving Felix's car cornered into a concrete fence along the road.
"Sarlgarh, shit!" Felix swearing.
Sven clucked softly, "This is for papa!"
Felix looked ahead. Both of his eyes widened as the concrete fence began to sparse and run out.
Felix remembers, he once told people to do the same to Adam back then. This time he experienced it too, and the culprit was Sven.
Immediately, Felix corners back at Sven's car. Sven was slightly affected and somewhat overwhelmed. However, not for long. Sven steps on the brakes and Felix's car collides with a concrete fence to the right of the road. To the point that the car is getting rattled.
Sven scolded, "I am crazy, but not stupid like you! That's for Refandi."
On that occasion, Felix stepped on the gas. The blood from his forehead was no longer ignored.
His car came to a halt when all the roads in front of him were closed. Felix did not see the slightest gap to run. The road blockade on Juan Hardiswara's orders was successful.
Felix hit the steering wheel as several police and army officers came out of their hiding. Everyone carried a gun pointed at him.
What-what's this?! Felix cried out in his heart.
This is for Claretta, ***! Sven shouted in his deepest heart.
Within seconds, Sven's car crashed into Felix's car until both Felix's cars were dragged into a billboard pole. Everyone who was there witnessed it firsthand.
Felix was helpless, blood everywhere. The wound on his body was caused by the broken glass of his car.
Want to go somewhere else? Hell is my choice for you. So, we won't see you again.
Some police and other officers approached the two cars that had been half destroyed. They saw the lifeless Felix in a blood-filled state.
Amelia has arrived. He parked the car and ran to Sven's car.
"Sorry, Miss. You can't be here" one of the officers said.
Amelia cried to see the state of Sven's car that was so bad. What about Sven in there?
"Sir cop, please. I want to see the state of my lover" cried Amelia who claimed to be his lover Sven.
Feeling sorry, the policeman opened Sven's car door. Both of Amelia's eyes widened as the door opened.
There was blood in the car, but he didn't see Sven.
It looks like the man got out when Felix's car started to smoke.
Givar and Shasha approached him. Not seeing her brother's whereabouts, Shasha started crying hysterically.
"The oven!" Amelia moved her eyes in all directions. He ran to find Sven.
Sven must not be far from here. Please, Sven. Don't be like this. I haven't expressed my feelings for you, Sven.
Sven, I love you.
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Both of Sven's eyes were open. He was standing on a bridge fence where there was a vast sea under the bridge.
My name is Svender, meaning storm and thunder.
Your suffering is over, if this storm and thunder pass. I'm a criminal and a murderer. I've been like a psychopath who doesn't deserve to be by your side. You should be happy without me.
My job is done....
I'll catch up with you, Clary. We will be happy in heaven.
The man spread out his hands and was ready to jump.
"Svenders!!!!!" Amelia's screams made Sven turn his head. The woman ran towards him.
"Don't jump, or I'll kill you!" Snap Amelia.
Sven chuckled, "What kind of threat is that?"
Amelia pulls Sven's hand down from the bridge fence. The man complies.
Amelia hugged him tightly, "I almost went crazy for not finding you in that car."
Sven smiled as he returned Amelia's embrace, "You're afraid I'm dead?"
Amelia let go of her embrace then looked dejectedly at Sven, "Of course!"
"Why?"
"Because I love you."
Sven was surprised, "W-what?"
Amelia kissed Sven's lips for a moment making the man even more surprised.
"I love you, aren't you horrified?" Ask Amelia.
"I. I heard it."
Amelia smiled with cheeks that were already flushed with embarrassment.
Sven rubbed Amelia's hair, "I love you too, but I'm not a person who deserves to be loved. You love the wrong people."
"That's not true! I really love you."
"I'm killer. Who would accept someone like me?"
"Me! Me! I'll accept you."
Sven smiled.
The man brought his face closer. Amelia closed both her eyes. The warm kiss landed on his lips.
Sorry, Claretta.
Without them noticing, the kiss was noticed by Givar and Shasha.
"What the hell are they kissing so in public!" Gerrutu Givar, make ngiri aja, he continued in his heart.
Shasha cupped her own face to see her brother's romance with Amelia.
"Aaahhh, they're so sweet." Shasha nodded happily.
Sensing the presence of others, Sven and Amelia end their kiss. The two turned to Givar and Shasha.
They both smile. Sven moved his hand at Shasha to get closer. The woman ran over to Amelia and her sister.
Sven hugged Shasha.
"Sister, I love Brother."
Both of Sven's eyebrows shot up. After a long time, Shasha called him 'brother' again.
"Sister is also dear to Shasha."
Sven tightened his embrace. He pulled Amelia to hug him together. With pleasure, Amelia embraced Shasha as well.
Givar approached them with both hands put in his pocket.
"Please don't cuddle like this in public. What if there's a reporter and you're photographing you in that state? It will be news on TV. It's a shame." Givar grumbled in annoyance.
"Good, the TV show will be better, right?" Sven.
"But. aaawwww." Givar did not continue his words, because the two women he loved pulled his body to join in a warm embrace.
The four of them hugged.
"Okay, it's because you asked" Givar said, hugging them.
"Warm family hug" murmured Sven.
"Emmm... so... when does this end?"
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After all the cases, Sven was found guilty of killing Felix Donovan. He will be put in jail and charged with a valid sentence.
However, Amelia explained, that Sven was mentally disturbed and had to be isolated, not put in prison.
With various evidence, Sven was eventually declared mentally ill and he had to be isolated.
Whatever, huh?
No, Juan would never let that happen. He takes Sven out of the RSJ and makes him return to normal life.
Sven was happy that Amelia was beside him. That woman will always be with Sven. He also promised to always take care of her.
What about Sarah? Sarah could feel better. His feelings are no longer burdened. He was happy to see his children living in peace. He eventually returned to work in the company.
Yelma and Juan were happy, and they wanted Shasha and Givar to give them a grandchild.
Meanwhile, Givar and Shasha return to their old house and undergo activities as usual. Javier's family welcomed them well.
Shasha misses the house so much after leaving it for so long, but it still looks neat and clean. There are always waiters and gardeners coming every week.
Shasha looked at the picture frame of her big wedding. However, both of his eyes were fixed on the secret door nearby. There was a secret room there.
Out of curiosity, Shasha pulled a door handle that was shaped like a stone wall decoration.
Cannot be opened.
He told Givar. The man could not open it either. He told the gardeners to force open the secret door that they only realized its existence after a long stay there.
Upon opening, they jumped in shock at the sight of several human bodies sitting down and displayed expressions of overwhelming fear on their faces.
The men were found lifeless with a foul smell everywhere.
"Who put them here?" Givar asked as if asking himself.
"They died in a state of fear" Shasha murmured.
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18.30: 29 October 2019
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