Go Mas

Chapter 40

Arya still continues to blame herself, while Siti only tears that continue to flow and pray that can be done at this time.

After a long wait, even Andre and Rian had returned to the hospital after taking care of the collision case that happened to Hanan. They can't sue riders either because the wrong thing here is them. Those who are too focused on the crowd so they forget Hanan who is playing and also Hanan who ran to the road and at that time there was a motorbike that drove at a fast enough speed can not avoid so that Hanan was finally hit and fell to the side of the road. They solve this in a family way.

Suddenly the operating room door opened.

Arya and Siti rush to the doctor who handles Hanan.

"How's my son doing, doc?"

The doctor looked lethargic, only shaking his head to say that Hanan was dead.

Siti, who saw the doctor shake her head, pulled the doctor's shirt.

"Dok, please don't play doc. My son still has Doc on?"

"We tried our best. But God loves the mother more."

Siti was crying. Until finally he fainted, Ari swiftly carried the brother.

Arya looks so limp to hear a statement from the doctor who said that her son is dead. This made Arya blame herself even more.

Samsiah's mother was waiting for Siti who was fainting. Andre tries to appease Arya who keeps crying and blames herself for Hanan's death.

Sedangkang Rian, Ari and Ali also prepared a funeral for Hanan, and told Mr. Rt if the grandson had died of mercy.

Which parents can look fine when the child leaves them forever.

Siti and Arya could no longer stem their tears.

Upon arriving at the funeral home, Siti and Arya sit beside Hanan. Until they unconsciously hold each other's hands trying to strengthen each other.

Mr. Ali who saw it asked Ari to let it go, because now everyone is grieving and not paying too much attention to both.

Only Andre and Rian saw that with their sad eyes.

"Rian, if I see them like this, I'd rather sacrifice my feelings than see Siti lose the person she loves. Maybe he was destined to mate with Arya, and we present only as a complement to their story."

"You're right. After this I will choose to retreat and bury my feelings to mbak Siti. I just pray that he stays happy with whomever he chooses."

Who would have thought that those who initially competed to get Siti's heart, are now trying to summarize the feelings that exist.

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Now it was time to put Hanan to death.

Siti and Arya still hold hands, even Arya had embraced Siti when Hanan's body was put into the grave.

This is so hard for both of them to accept. But they certainly can not fight the destiny that has been outlined for them.

Siti and Arya are devastated by Hanan's sudden departure without saying a farewell to the two.

And also Arya felt so guilty for not being able to keep the son until misfortune befell and took his life.

Siti who saw Hanan put in the grave wept until finally she fainted for the umpteenth time.

Arya swiftly carried Siti to get into the car.

Arya felt so guilty and hurt seeing Siti like this.

Andre and Rian who saw it also felt sad.

Rian remembers how he lost his parents in a car accident while going on Hajj. They leave Rian and his brother without saying goodbye, Hanan's departure reminds Rian of his parents.

Losing the person we love and love is very painful but we are asked to accept it with a chest of air.

Andre was crying with Hanan gone. The little child who always seemed cheerful and always polite to everyone made him feel lost in addition to seeing Siti who continued to faint since hearing Hanan's departure for all eternity.

After the funeral was over everyone dispersed, including Arya and Siti.

Arriving at her parents' house Siti went straight into the room and locked the door.

Mr. Ali who saw it was sad to see his daughter had lost a child that he loved so much.

Samsiah's mother asks that they all have nothing to bother Siti, let Siti overflow all her taste.

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Three months after Hanan's departure, Siti seems to have started to smile again, although when she saw a small child as big as Hanan, tears will always fall without asking. Siti who always remembered Hanan even often gave money to the children she met, for her it could at least slightly reduce the longing for the baby who had gone.

But this morning Siti came out of her room to make all the residents of the house stunned. How unusual Samsiah's mother had often asked him to wear a hijab but Siti always refused it with various alas so that the mother never again asked him to wear a hijab.

This morning Siti came out of her room wearing a hijab and wearing a robe.

Siti's appearance now hypnotizes everyone.

Samsiah's mother was so happy to see her.

"It's so pretty this mother's son"

"Thank you ma'am. Pray for me to look at Istiqomah ya buk."

"Yes, I always pray that you will be given the best in your life. And may you always be given extensive patience so that you can be strong in the face of all the trials that come."

They finally embrace each other. Ari and Ali saw him shed tears. They were happy at least Siti had started to rise again after Hanan's departure.

They started breakfast this morning with a happy heart.

"Sir buk, I want to resign in managing the restaurant"

"If you resign who will manage your restaurant later. Especially now that your restaurant is so crowded." Said Samsiah's mother.

"The restaurant will be handed over to Ari buk. I'm sure Ari can manage it. I'm gonna get out of here buk"

Samsiah's mother who heard the words stopped her eating and looked at the child.

"Where are you going, son?" Ali asked Siti.

"I'm going to study religion sir. I want to study religion, I want to get closer to the scribe sir."

"Where do you want to study?"

"Mbak will study in a pesantren that has mbak find out lewa google. Ma'am handed over the restaurant to you huh."

Ari nodded, for him there is no harm if the brother wants to learn religious knowledge. At least in the pesantren later her brother will have a lot of friends so that he can reduce his sadness.

Samsiah's mother felt sad if Siti had to leave. She has lost her granddaughter and she does not want to lose Siti.

"Ndok, do you have no intention to re-reflect with Arya?"

Mr. Ali who heard the question from his wife for his daughter immediately turned his head.

"Oh, that's none of our business. Let Siti choose her way of life. Don't force her, don't make her distressed by mom's questions"

Mr. Ali was so upset with his wife that he spoke in a loud enough tone.

Siti who heard the question from the mother fell silent.

He knew that Arya had always been there for him especially after Hanan's departure. Arya decides to live in the same town as Siti. Even the residence is not far from the restaurant Siti.

The reason Arya moved here in order to visit the son's grave every day, and it was evident. Arya always visited Hanan's grave every day without stopping.

Whether Siti will follow the advice of her mother to return to Arya or stick with her intention to go mwnuunt religious knowledge.