Go Mas

Chapter 30

Andre explained the incident that occurred many years ago to Siti where at that time she felt so deeply slumped without anyone who wanted to understand her feelings.

"Do you remember, before the graduation ceremony I told you that my parents' relationship was no longer as harmonious as it used to be" Andre breathed his breath, really remembering it made him feel sad and guilty.

"I remember when you also said that if your parents fought every day" Siti found out because Andre told her, there was nothing she covered.

"Not only fight every day, even they are also looking for their own happiness outside the house. Without thinking of a child they hurt with their selfishness."

Siti let Andre tell her a story and she wouldn't interrupt him. He allowed Andre to vent all the disappointment and pain in his heart.

"Do you know, Ti? Two days before the farewell, my parents decided to split up and they brought their partners to me.

Think about what it feels like to be me.

I was asked to choose who to go with, I at that time did not know who to go with mom or dad.

They never asked me about my broken self seeing all this. How not to date with your own business friends, while you choose a young woman, which if you go together like father and son.

You just imagine I was forced to accept all of this.

There's nothing I get every time I go home. My parents prefer to stay outside, just feeling lonely, sad, disappointed, angry all mixed up in my chest.

Until the moment after driving you home when the school farewell is over, that's when the havoc came."

Andre again exhaled his heavy breath. How not he has to tell her a bad memory in the past that left a lot of scars for her.

Andre went back to telling the story after drinking a glass of water.

"After driving you home, I went to the club to remove a bit of my burden. I know you're mad at Ti, but none of this is what I want.

I just want to try what people say if alcohol can relieve the stress we experience.

I came home drunk, I kept walking, following aimless footsteps.

As a result of heavy drunkenness I could not distinguish between good and bad.

As I walked I saw a woman waiting for a taxi to drive her home after working in a cafe.

I walked over and dragged him away to leave his place. She kept screaming for help, but no one helped her because it was night and it was raining.

You know I took her to an empty house and did a depraved thing to that woman." Andre looked down, there were tears falling on his cheeks.

Siti actually wants to be angry with Andre why he has to vent the taste in his chest by drinking intoxicating drinks and finally the result of his mistake a woman became his victim.

But Siti had to hold everything back, she allowed Andre to continue the story.

"The next day I realized, I saw the woman at the side in a shirt that was not fit to wear.

I tried to remember what happened and after remembering I cried and apologized to the woman because I had taken her chastity.

The woman I didn't know her name was crying in silence. But I know he's hurt because of my depraved behavior.

And I promise to be responsible.

After driving her home. Yes, the woman was an orphan whose parents died from natural disasters, so she was put in a home.

When I got home I saw that my mom and dad were fighting again, they were fighting over me.

If you think it's not good to be me, in the fight but still on the selfishness of each.

I didn't choose them, I chose to live with my grandfather abroad, my father's father.

Papa chose to stay to live abroad as well but did not live with me and also grandfather.

Mom chose to stay here but I never knew where it was.

Before leaving for overseas, I told grandfather everything I had experienced. And finally grandpa wanted to accompany me to take responsibility for the woman I had tainted.

After meeting the woman I finally knew named Angela, I married her because I was afraid that if she got pregnant without a husband, of course, everyone would blame her.

After marrying Angela, I took her with me.

I actually wanted to see you but I didn't have the courage, I ended up leaving behind some of the people around you without you noticing. I'm sorry."

Siti just sighed she did not know what to do and said what.

"Now where is that woman, Dre?"

"Angela died with the baby on the operating table. They can't be saved."

Tears fell back on Andre's cheeks, as he began to accept all of this but God took the woman who was soon to be a mother and he became a father from his side. This made Andre feel guilty.

"The last few years I've felt guilty and depressed.

Until my grandfather gave me advice that made me rise again.

I started following what Grandpa said so I could be here in front of you.

I actually wanted to apologize to you. But I'm afraid that if you've forgotten me, until I get the idea of singing here, at least knowing that you still remember me hehehe"

Siti opened her mouth.

"I want to surprise even I am surprised because you pulled my Hoodie from behind. Sorry Ti, but you should know if I really love you from our time in school"

"So the story is that you shot me"

Andre scratched his back head that did not itch in the slightest.

"If you want to shoot a woman it must be romantic so you can always remember. Here, shoot when I want to chop you up for leaving without saying goodbye first"

"So if I shoot you romantically do you want to accept me?"

"Don't know." That's all Siti can answer right now.

Rian who came to visit Siti, saw Siti being with another man making her eavesdrop on what they were talking about.

Until the moment Andre declared his love for Siti.

Rian felt defeated quickly by Andre. And he'll try to make Siti accept it.