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Chapter 31

Siti was still pondering the story that Andre had told her earlier.

Siti also feels whether she is also a selfish parent who thinks about her own happiness without ever thinking about her child's feelings.

Siti feels guilty to Hanan for separating her from her papa.

But all that Siti did was because she was unable to do what Arya asked her to accept Lilis as her honeymoon.

Which woman is strong if asked to receive her honey.

And the only way that Siti thought at that time was to divorce from Arya rather than her tormented mind, and ended up venting it to the child.

It is better to be separated than to be in a duakan.

Siti also sometimes think that if Arya did not care too much for the woman who lived dead her husband of course this would not happen.

Look at Arya now who used to want to beat Siti even though she was trapped, now only alone without a wife by her side.

While daydreaming about everything, Rian came to him.

Who was still sitting by the pool after Andre's departure.

"Hi, ma'am"

The greeting from Rian made Siti aware of her daydream.

"Hi too. You been here long?"

"Yes, you can say that. I even heard that a man named Andre shot a mbak"

Siti was shocked to hear Rian's words, meaning Rian heard all their talk. I don't know why this makes Siti feel guilty to Rian.

"But I'm glad I didn't take it"

"Why are you glad I didn't take it?"

"And yesterday I told you, that I like the same mbak. If you don't take it then there's no chance for me to get it."

Siti was happy to hear that Rian still wanted her, even though she didn't know her own feelings at the moment.

Let time answer them later.

Rian who saw Siti smiling felt happy about it and made it seem like he would want to continue to see Siti smiling, especially if Siti was his, there is not a smiling Siti but Rian who always smiles even when alone.

This is, the danger of Rian starting to wash with Siti. Hadeuh🤦🤦

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On the other hand Arya apologizes to Hanan because she did not keep her promise to accompany Hanan cycling.

And Arya Jiga had heard all the complaints of Hanan from Anton.

Arya felt very sad and also regretted hearing it, if only she was not too attentive to Lilis and also Zia of course all this would not happen.

"Do I still deserve to have you back with me, Siti" Arya said in her heart.

Hanan continues to cry and asks Arya to take her back to her grandmother's house.

Finally, with a sense of constancy and regret for disappointing his son Arya also drove Hanan back to his grandmother's house to meet his mother.

After traveling for hours finally Arya and Hanan arrived at Siti's restaurant.

Hanan immediately went down and ran to find his mother.

"Mom, mama, hu hu hu"

Siti was surprised to see Hanan already in front of her while crying.

"What's the matter, baby?" Siti asked while holding her child.

"Hu hu hu, papa kemaren said I want to ride a bike and asked me to wait in the park with Brother Anton. I waited a long time for papa and papa didn't come"

Siti glanced at Arya asking for an explanation because she did not know the true chronology between the child and her ex-husband.

"Because of that we planned to ride together in the park but, because I had to do a job that Anton couldn't do we finally canceled going together.

And because I was drifting in my work. I don't know if he's still waiting for me

in the park until the night with Anton, after Anton called me I just remembered if I asked him to accompany Hanan. I thought he had gone home with Anton.

And because he was angry with me, finally yes, he cried crying for delivery home.

Sorry papa ya"

Siti exhaled after hearing Arya's explanation.

While Hanan was still crying in his arms.

"Darling, papa apologized. You're sorry papa ya"

Siti tries to persuade Hanan.

"I don't want to. Papa doesn't love me!"

"Who said you don't love me? Papa is so dear to you."

"Papa does not love me ma, papa never take us home again.

Papa also does not want to sleep with Hanan also mama. That's because I don't love you anymore. Hu hu hu"

Hanan was still crying, while Siti and Arya were stunned by their son's words. Hanan did not understand the meaning of a divorce so he could say that.

Siti tries to silence Hanan, until finally Hanan falls asleep in his arms.

Arya's back at the hotel.

Siti looked back at Andre and Hanan.

if the famous Andre is good can do wrong due to the selfishness of his parents who chose to separate and their respective lives.

Siti became wondering if she was also like that who chose happiness for herself without ever asking the son.

Siti doesn't know what to do now.

His heart is still a little taste to Arya, not easy to forget the memories of living together for six years. Now Siti is in lema, on the other hand she doesn't want to see her son hurt like this who every night always asks about her papa who was never with her.

Siti is always looking for excuses, she does not want her child to get hurt after finding out that she and Arya are no longer able to live together.

Now what should Siti do?

Siti was crying in silence. Although she looked like a strong woman, she also needed someone's shoulder to lean on.

Arya who was lying in front of the sky of the hotel in her room, she shed tears.

He doesn't know what to do.

He does not know if his son will also feel the wounds of his mistakes.

Arya doesn't know if she should ask Siti back to him.

If she asks Siti back, does Siti want to?

That's what Arya thinks. The mistake he made was so big.

Is it still appropriate for his despicable self to ask an angel to remain with him.

Is there any hope for them to get back together.

Arya doesn't know what to do at the moment.

If he says that he and Siti have separated and can not get back together again to Hanan, Arya is afraid that the child is getting hurt and eventually hates her.

Arya really can not if it must be hated by the son.