Go Mas

Chapter 33

Lilis arrives at her contract, she sees Zia still soundly asleep.

Lilis leaves Zia because Zia is sleeping when she is about to go to the pharmacy but all the doors she locks before leaving, Lilis goes to the pharmacy for only a moment so she does not need to take Zia so pi

kirny.

Lilis stared at the sleeping Zia, once though living in a state that could be said to be only enough to eat while still with the late Jaka, at least Lilis was still on the right path.

Jaka who knows that Lilis likes Arya once gave her advice.

"I can't force you to continue to love me, but I'm asking you to never interfere with other people's relationships. Let them be happy in their own way and get rid of the envy you have.

I know if you still like Arya even though you've been living with me.

I can't prevent it but, I hope you understand my words.

Affirm everything that happens, God willing you will feel happy."

For some reason now suddenly Lilis remembered the words of her late husband.

If only he had not disturbed and trapped Arya, of course, his life would not be what it is today.

If only he had done nothing wrong just for the sake of a style and also the obsession of being rich in order to take revenge on Arya of course he would not have experienced this bad thing.

Revenge will only make us sick and also not calm in living life, so let go of everything, learn to give up everything that happens so that God will repay everything.

Lilis eventually did not take medication to abort her womb.

He remembered the words of Riko, if people who were not given children just hope to have it, while he was given the ease to have it instead want to kill the fetus in the womb.

Lilis cried regretfully, why she only realized now, why not when she was still the wife of the late Jaka or Arya.

After a long cry Lilis finally went to kamr bath to take ablution, she intended to spill everything onto the creator.

Lilis cried in her prayers, regretting all her deeds.

He was too far from his god, and he listened more to the temptations of Satan.

In his prayer, Lilis prayed that a better life would also be more blessed than now.

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Lilis finally decided to move out of her contract, she planned to go find a better place and accept it.

Lilis did not dare to go home, however, he was afraid that if he returned there, people would come back to insult and even excommunicate him and his parents would be even more embarrassed by his actions that became pregnant without a husband.

Lilis finds a suitable place for her by asking Google for help and she leaves without even telling Riko.

Lilis is embarrassed if she has to meet Riko again, she already had evil before to Riko

And Lilis was embarrassed because Riko who was a man alone could respect women and not try to destroy their self-esteem even though she was a bartender.

While a woman's Lilis never respected herself, it was a shame.

Lilis also asked the owner of the contract if if Riko came looking for him then Lilis asked that the owner of the contract tell Riko if he had left and not need to be searched.

Sure enough two days after Lilis's departure, Riko came to look for her contract because Lilis also had two days not come to the club to work, and her mobile number is not active.

Riko is worried if Lilis really abort the content so that it makes it not strong to work.

When she reached Lilis' contract, Riko saw her door in the lock.

"Did Lis go and get Zia to play?"

When he was about to go back, the mother of the rented owner called Riko.

"Richo!". The owner of the contract shouted to call his name so that Riko looked at the source of the voice, and it was seen if the owner of the contract walked towards him.

"Yes mom, what's wrong?"

"You're here looking for Lilis?"

"Yes ma'am, I came here looking for Lilis but from earlier I called no one to answer. Maybe Lilis is going to the park with Zia so, I want to catch up with them to the park first ma'am, excuse me"

When Riko was about to leave again, her contract mother called her again.

"Riko has someone to talk to you about"

"What's wrong, ma'am?"

"Lilis is gone"

"What do you mean by mother?"

"Lilis had already left this contract two days ago, and she asked mom to convey to you if you came here to look for her"

"Where did Lilis go, ma'am? And what does he want to tell me?"

"Mom didn't know where Lilis was going because she didn't say that. He just asked me to tell him if you came looking for him he'd gone somewhere and asked you not to look for him anymore. That's all I want to say, now if you'll excuse me"

"Yes mom"

Riko was really confused as to why Lilis chose to leave. Is it because she wants to abort her womb then that's why she left here or because of what.

Riko doesn't know what to do now.

Riko really did not expect that Lilis would leave even without telling her.

Riko realized that if he had been so rude to Lilis yesterday, she did not mean to say that if she had not tried to frame him and asked him to marry her, just wanted to make it as a scapegoat to cover up her pregnancy.

Maybe Riko would help her if Lilis didn't use a sneaky way.

After a long time standing in his place finally Riko chose to go back, he could only pray that Lilis, and Zia was also a child who was always good in her birth.

There was a sense of sadness in Riko's heart before leaving Lilis' contract, but this was the path Lilis had chosen. Riko was sure before leaving Lilis had already thought about it carefully.

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Lilis went to a place that would accept her and a place that would teach her kindness.

Finally came Lilis at a boarding school she was looking for on google that could accept people who wanted to learn religious knowledge.

Yes, finally this is the place chosen by Lilis, she really regretted with all her actions first to everyone.

Now he wants to deepen the science of religion, if it is time later he will meet those he once jahati, especially his parents who he has disappointed so he kicked him out of the house.

He wanted to live in peace without any more grudges in his soul.

There is no late word in demanding knowledge and improving yourself.

Everyone makes mistakes because no one is born perfect.

Everyone deserves to be better.

Let us not insult those who have done wrong but still want to improve themselves from the mistakes he has made.