Getting Married Without a Relationship

Zyona

Adrian Pov

When I woke up, Zyona was no longer there beside me. I took a shower and got ready to go to the office.

As I walked down the stairs, I saw Zyona's back cooking in the kitchen.

I smiled faintly at that. I wish I wasn't so mean to Zyona. For sure now it won't be this difficult to get his heart back.

" Make me coffee, my wife "I hug her from behind, talking while putting my lips on her neck.

He was shocked, probably feeling uncomfortable, so he was reflexively pushing me.

I understand the response Zyona is giving right now. Because I always ignored him.

Even what I accept right now is nothing more than what Zyona used to experience because of me.

Seeing the water his face turned like he felt guilty for pushing me, I tried to smile while shaking the top of his head.

Show him I'm okay.

" I wait at the dinner table, "I said and headed to the dining room.

...~♥~...

Zyona pov's.

I woke up very early, because today I am back working as a photographer at the modeling agency where I used to work.

Well, it's a little hard to persuade Arya to come back to accept me working back there.

I'm making breakfast. Fried rice has always been our subscription these few days.

Not because of lack, but the practical way of making it.

While I was slicing an onion, suddenly there was a burly hand hugging me from behind.

Her hug was very tight, her moist lips were also stuck to my neck.

" Make me coffee yes, my wife "The voice of Adrian baritone sounds very close to my ears.

I was very surprised by him suddenly coming. Makes me reflex push her strong until our bodies move away.

Suddenly his face changed in disappointment. As I could also feel her disappointment, my heart became uneasy.

He just hugged me and asked me to make him coffee. Obviously, my actions were a bit excessive.

But I don't know, it's hard if that trust is gone.

I looked into his eyes again, the disappointed face now seemed to smile warmly at me.

" I'm waiting in the dining room" he said, gently rubbing the top of my head before he moved into the dining room.

Leaving me with a warm sigh running through my heart.

I shake my head quickly.

Really, from the beginning of our marriage I tried not to baper on Adrian.

But what else, if Pms creatures like us are destined to baper even at the attention of a fingernail, right?

I shook my head again and immediately made Adrian the coffee he had asked for.

When we ate it was very awkward. I'm not used to Adrian's attention.

He who cares feeds me, though I have refused, but he eagerly stuffs my mouth with food to the brim, until I have trouble swallowing it.

" Your body is too thin Zyona, eat a lot, I'll feed you"

That's what he said until now I applauded for being too full.

Is this the effort he said to convince my body.

If it continues like this I can die young.

I burped a few times because my stomach was full.

I told Adrian I'd be back at work today, thank God he allowed it.

Even though I don't trust him anymore, he's still my husband.

And he deserves to know what I did or will want to do.

After feeding Popon and Piyo the neighbor chicken, who always strolled into my yard.

I really like animals, even if only feeding, can make my heart happy.

Adrian popped out from behind me, Huh, surprise me!

" Come. " Said as he grabbed my finger.

He insisted on taking me to work, even though I had banned him.

" Yes "I answered.

Adrian saw Popon and Piyo eating the rice grains that I had given in front of the porch.

Then his eyes looked at me

" You keep chickens? "

" No "

" Who's chicken this trus? "

" The neighbor's chicken "

" Why are you fed? "

" Because they're here, so I'll feed them "

" Because you gave them food, they got hooked here Zyona! "

Tuk, he touched my forehead gently with his two fingers, index and middle. " Don't do it again "Defrain it

I held onto my forehead which Adrian had touched, while answering "Yes "

...~♥~...

Adrian and I were in the car on my way to work.

" Okhok! " Adrian's words managed to choke me, I looked at him in disbelief, and he instead looked relaxed while focusing on the streets.

" I don't want to! " reject me

" Lah, why? " His voice sounds disappointed

She's upset that I don't want to have her child?

Is he really serious about me?

Ahh, I still can't trust him that easily

" Adrian, if I'm pregnant with your child, but you don't love me, it'll only hurt my heart" I said seriously

I heard my husband breathing heavily.

" What did I do that hurt you the most? " Ask, looking at me. Then focus on the streets again

I squeezed my fingers. Which act, huh? I couldn't choose, because all his actions hurt my heart.

" What are my harsh words? " The canal

in a sorry tone

I took a deep breath, then looked at her.

" It should have been, if you gave Moza a diamond, don't give me wood"

"Wood? "

" Yes bitterly so, than I say gold, too impossible, right? "

"Loh loh, the dowry I gave it was pure mas, don't say impossible "Resistant Adrian did not accept.

Looked at me for a while, then refocused on the streets. " When did I give you the wood anyway?! "

" That's Adrian's parable. Okay, I'm changing.

Supposedly if you give Moza meat, don't give me sweet potatoes. Must Fair. Ahh, no! More precisely you should be paying more attention to me than your boyfriend! "

I firmly stick to him

It's true. Although I was the barrier to Adrian's relationship with his girlfriend, but no matter how I became his legal wife.

I can adjust and learn to understand. But he was selfish and chose to cheat on me by staying in touch with Moza.

It's natural that I'm angry! And when Moza disappeared, she used me as an impingement. So it's only natural that I lost my trust in him.

If for not thinking about papa who is lying in the hospital. Today I'm so anxious to claim the man's divorce.

" Sorry.... " She said. As if he was sorry for what he did first.

But is it true that Adrian is now seriously changing, and no longer playing tricks on this marriage?

Ahh, I don't know...

I closed my eyes with a wandering mind.

Why did Adrian suddenly want to have a child with me?

What he's doing now is real. Is he serious to me

My daydream was gone when the car stopped. It turns out we have reached our destination.

Adrian stuck his hand out to me,

I looked into his eyes. He looks very hopeful.

Finally I hesitantly accepted the hand, and kissed the back of Adrian's hand.

" You be careful, "The message, giving me a soft kiss.

I immediately threw my face away while shaking. Very uncomfortable in a situation like this.

" I am first "My Pamit. Seeing her face that looked sad because of my treatment earlier, made me not feel good.

" What time are you home? " Ask Adrian.

Why would he ask that?

" Five o'clock in the afternoon is usually "

" Later in the afternoon I'll pick you up "

I was surprised by his offer. This is the first time Adrian has ever noticed me.

" i.... "

" I'm just waiting for you at five o'clock in the parking lot "Cut it fast, don't want to hear my rejection

I wanted to turn it down again but Adrian left with his car first. The road divides the morning road to his place of work.

I stared at Adrian's car's back. Is he really serious to me?

But what if even this time I am still used as an impingement?

...

Even though love is still visible

And the taste is still very difficult to understand

But his attention seemed to be persistent breaking my heart

Is it time for me to open my heart slowly?

@ZyonaAdisti

I made a post on Insta. About the fret that holds this heart.

A series of questions, which I made and asked myself.

If you were me, what would you do?

Seriate...