Getting Married Without a Relationship

Ragu

Zyona Pov

I was deliberately indifferent to Adrian. I wish he could understand that I was angry. It was delicious, he touched me but he thought there was still someone else.

It's a stern warning, if I don't like being played!

Not even all the women in the world want to be played!

Understood it?

After I finish eating, I want to go into my room, shower and sleep.

My body feels sticky because of sweat.

The weather outside is also very hot and hot.

I opened the door and went into my room.

Wait, what is this. I didn't go wrong in the room, did I?

" Cook, it's empty. Why is my room empty. Where, where's my bed and stuff."

I was so confused. Got my empty room, without having the slightest item. Both the bed and the closet.

Not even!

" Well, where are all my things! "

" I moved it" I heard Adrian's voice. I looked up and kept him standing behind me.

I'm backtracking. " Why are you disturbing my room! " I'm upset with him.

" Your stuff I moved to my room, now it's our room together "

I was shocked to hear Adrian say. " I don't want to! " Refuse me firmly

" You can't refuse! " Adrian held my hand, took me to my room.

I who tried to rebel attracted my body.

When we entered, Adrian locked the door again, anticipating that I could not escape.

" Adrian, you're nothing! " I was upset and stared hard at him.

Can't he read the situation if I'm angry.

Why does he always do it!

Adrian walked past me, and sat down on the couch near us

" Your suitcase was taken from your friend's house, all your belongings and supplies have been moved to this room.

From now on we sleep together "

I shook my head in amazement at Adrian's behavior this time.

With clenched hands I dropped the body, sat on the couch with him.

" You can't kill yourself, gini Adrian! " I said protest

He glanced at me "Why? Is it wrong if I want to sleep with my wife? " He asked back.

Just makes me more upset

" It's not wrong if our marriage is normal, but remember Adrian, our relationship is not like that! "

Adrian's water changed face did not like to hear my answer earlier.

" So you think our marriage is just a joke? " Task Adrian angrily.

Why is he angry. Hasn't he been playing around with this wedding.

" I've never messed around with this wedding, you're the one who made me consider our wedding a game, Adrian! "

It is true, from the beginning Adrian who messed with this marriage. And after Moza disappeared, she unhappily played me!

" Have it" I exhaled slowly. " Open the door, I don't want to sleep with you "I'm talking straight ahead.

Right now I'm so lazy to meet Adrian.

Forgive me God, if I defy my husband. But I just don't want to be made into an impingement.

" Zyona, I'm sorry.... " Adrian's voice sounded softly very sorry.

Warmly he clasped my hands.

" For what? " I shook Adrian's hand.

Actually I understand where his words fell. I don't know why I just want to answer that.

Adrian clasped my finger "Zyona.... "

" Enough Adrian! " Cut me up quickly.

I looked at his regretful face, but somehow it did not touch my heart.

" Zyona, don't you love me anymore? " He asked expectantly

Right, I used to love Adrian. But for now I don't know. I didn't believe in Adrian anymore, and I doubted my own feelings.

I don't know why I used to be so stupid that I fell in love with a guy like Adrian.

Looking at his handsome face every day, making my eyes opiate, I admit he's handsome.

Seeing her being very gentle to her boyfriend, made me who as a legitimate wife, crave that warm treatment from her as well.

Until unknowingly, every day I watch her secretly.

" Get me the key, I want to go back to my room "I put my hand out in front of Adrian. Asking for the key to the door of this room that he had just done.

Adrian clasped my finger tightly with both hands. His eyes looked very sorry.

" Don't blame me Adrian, reflect on your behavior first. You educated me with your cold and rude attitude"

As a matter of fact, I am a person who easily respects others. But that's how easy it is to lose faith in others too.

And if my trust is gone, it will be hard for me to believe again.

" Zyona, understand, I'm also trying to change "He's closing in on me, making me have to shift away, to keep her distance.

" You never changed Adrian, you just used me as an impingement "That was my understanding all along with him.

He looked surprised, then the water turned sad "It was true at first, but now I'm really fighting for you Zyona "

I closed my eyes while breathing. " But now I don't trust you anymore Adrian "

" So now I have to go for Zy "He rubbed his face rough, looking frustrated with his heavy breathing.

I looked at her seriously "Task to yourself, how important I am to you "

Try to convince my raga's Adrian

He was breathing slowly, standing up while clasping my fingers.

" It's late, now we're sleeping "

" I slept on the couch "I answered while taking off his hand.

He looked back and looked at me. " We sleep in bed together "

" Adrian... "

" Don't start Zyona! " Adrian pulled my hand and took me to his big bed.

It could be bad, the last time I slept with him, my body was in a mess.

****** my breasts are swollen and bruised, like bite marks and sucked. At that time I was very difficult to bathe, it hurt if exposed to water.

" Adrian I don't want to sleep here! " I still refuse.

" Zyona, listen to me "His burly and warm hands calm me down.

" Go to sleep, I won't touch you without your permission" he said as if he could understand my anxiety.

" Feel me Zyona "His words are reassuring.

I finally forced my mind to agree. I nodded, and lay to the right of the bed.

Pulling the blanket up to my shoulders, leaving only my head and hair puffing out.

My eyes were staring at the ceiling, slowly glancing at Adrian who was lying down also by my side.

It seems he closed his eyes.

Is it true, this man is trying to fight for me. Should I start trusting him again?

I looked back to the front while breathing out my breath. Seeing Adrian's efforts, it touched me a little. But at the same time I was immediately slapped with the reality of his cruelty in the past.

Try harder Adrian, so you can convince my body.

I chose to back him. There's another one on my mind.

About what happened that night, why when I woke up my shirt was so messy, and bruised on the top of my breast.

That brash devil!

I know it was Adrian. And what makes me angry is why he did it when I fell asleep. Treating me like I'm a cheap woman who craves her touch.

What a hard permission to me. Don't play touch and feel like Adrian!

I want to protest at him. But considering now I'm sulking, so I save it for another time.

Suddenly I felt someone patting me warmly on the shoulder.

" Zyona, are you asleep? " Said again, as if asking me to turn to face him

I looked at Adrian "What? " My husband asked.

He looked solemn, the look in his eyes illustrating his deepest expectations. " Maybe not, you watch my efforts a little, "

I was confused by his words. But from the look in her eyes, she answered all my questions.

I saw that in Adrian's eyes.

" Look at me until you know, you're the heart I'm fighting for "

I was silent at Adrian's words. Our whole marriage, only recently did she say these sweet words to me.

Did he say this to Moza before?

But judging by her shy red face when asking me to trust her, like she's not the one who can woo and woo women carelessly.

The warm swirling back snuck in my chest. I admit, I always pound when I look into my husband's eyes.

But that's no reason for me to trust him completely.

It's very difficult to restore my trust if it's gone.

" I'm sure it's my rag Adrian "That's what I said answered his words earlier. After that I turned around while putting my body in the blanket.

Closing my eyes until I unconsciously fell asleep.

...~♥~...

I don't expect you to always be there for me. But please, convince my body

~Zyona Adisti's

...~♥~...