Getting Married Without a Relationship

Effort 1

After landing at Soekarno Hatta airport, Rei did not go home immediately, but stopped by the flower shop to buy a bunch of white roses, Rei chose white roses because people said, because he was not, this flower has the meaning of true love and purity.

Nino smiled amusedly at the behavior of her artist while seriously choosing flowers. After the flower was neatly wrapped and beautiful, Rei kissed her feelingly. Hope Dara likes it, he hopes. Then get back in the car.

"For your wife?" Nino asked while running the car.

"Mm.m ...." Rei nodded with a smile.

"You're starting to love her?" ask Nino directly.

Rei blinked then turned to look at Nino beside him. "It seems so," Rei replied lightly, then he cleared a long breath. "But I don't know what to do with Nadine, in a few days she'll be back in Indonesia. What do you think I should do?" rei asked Nino, hoping that the man could help solve his problem.

"You love your wife?" Nino asked back.

"Yes." Yeah."

"You want your son?"

"Yes." Yeah." Rei replied firmly.

"Then you should know the answer, and you should know what to do. Simple right?" Nino said with a smile.

Rei was speechless thinking about Nino's words while staring at the streets before him. If the problem is that simple, why can't he do it? Why hasn't he been able to open his mouth and tell Nadine everything? All right now he knows and will dare to tell Nadine everything. But, if he had said everything to Nadine, and the problem was over, would Dara open her heart to him? while Rei knows Dara still has feelings for Joseph.

***

Nia glared in shock suddenly finding Dara standing behind the gate of her house.

"Become?" exclaimed Nia, then immediately brought the girl into the house. Nia looked at Dara anxiously, the girl looked weak and chaotic like she was already crying violently.

Arriving at Nia's room, Dara immediately threw her weak body onto the mattress. He was tired, sad, and devastated.

"Ra ..." said Nia confused and anxious.

"Let me for a moment like this," Dara said in a weak voice. Nia let out a long sigh, then obeyed Dara's desire to go to the kitchen to make a drink to refresh Dara's body. Fifteen minutes later Nia returned to the room. It looks like Dara is still lying behind him.

"Ra, drink this first" said Nia as she placed the cup into the nightstand. Dara turned around, sat down, then took out a cup filled with warm honey water with a slice of lemon in it. Dara gulped it down a bit hoping her jetlag could be lost. That water makes it a little better.

"Thank you, Nia" said Dara as she placed the cup back in place.

"Ra, why? You okay?"

Dara shook her head, "I'm not okay, Nia, I .. I don't know ...."

"Tell me! You've never been here all night if there's nothing. Did something happen while you were in Malaysia?" Dara nodded again. Dara looked at Nia with a look like wailing for help.

"Nadine came to me this afternoon and she already knows everything. Then I told her to wait because Rei and I were going to get divorced after this kid was born. Nia, is what I did right? Why do I feel pain when I say that? Why am I this sad, and this broken?"

Nia rubbed Dara's arm trying to strengthen. "Maybe what you're doing is right, Ra," Nia said. "Isn't that what you want? Divorced from Rei after the child was born?" continued. Dara covered her face with both hands, then cried as she pleased. Nia gasped in shock at the sight of her best friend suddenly crying.

Dara controlled her breathing and wiped the tears on her cheeks.

"Nia, I don't think I can. I don't want to part with Rei" said Dara pilu. Nia glared in surprise. "What's? you mean you don't want to divorce Rei?" Dara nodded.

"Are you starting to love her?" ask Nia. Dara nodded again.

"What should I do now? Nia, why am I always like this? Why am I always unlucky in love? What sins have I committed until God has played me like this?"

Nia fell silent, she did not know what to say to her best friend. A strong woman, she herself did not know strongly or not if given such a trial.

Nia suddenly recalled when Joseph eavesdropped on her conversation with Dara in the office toilet, the day after her conversation, Joseph called her and asked, "Is what I heard right? If true, I still haven't lost. I'll wait for him, I'm sure he'll come back to me" Joseph said with a cynical smile.

Nia blinked, she thought Dara should know about it.

"Ra .. I don't know how to tell you. But, I think you should know." Dara turned to Nia while frowning. "Why?"

"Hm, actually Joseph already knows about your problem with Rei. You remember our conversation in the toilet? When you told your mom you were going to dinner at the apartment? Obviously we're not just talking about that, are we? Know it? Turns out Joseph eavesdropped on our conversation."

Dara immediately glared in shock. "What?"

"I'm sorry, for telling you just now. You know what Joseph told me? He said, 'I still haven't lost, I'll wait for him, I'm sure he'll come back to me.'"

Dara speechless. Why is this so complicated? No matter how Joseph feels about her now, Dara still does not want to part with Rei. Because the feeling was gone for him.

"Nia, I think I should talk to Joseph, too."

"Yes, you have to solve your problems with him, Ra. Explain to him now that you love your husband and don't want to part with him."

***

"Where are you going, Ra?" Rei ruffled his hair rough.

Rei looked at his watch, it was ten at night. Rei paced back and forth uncharacteristically in front of the door of his apartment, he was anxious beyond measure. If only the girl's phone was active, it wouldn't be that hot.

It had been an hour Rei outside waiting for Dara, he glanced back at his watch, it was almost eleven. Rei couldn't stay silent like this, he had to look for her everywhere. As Rei turned around to take the car keys inside, he heard the elevator door clinking and saw Dara walking weakly out of there.

Rei ran straight to his wife. "Next ...!" exclaim Rei.

Dara looked up at Rei and tried to publish a smile on him. Now Rei felt a little better when he saw that smile.

Rei immediately grabbed Dara into his arms. The man's tall body made Dara's petite body drown in it. The girl let out a deep breath as Rei embraced, this sense of comfort could she have forever?

"Let's go in!" Rei led Dara inside.

Now that they were in Dara's room, Rei told her to rest because the girl looked so weak. Dara lay down, and Rei covered her.

"I won't ask where you've been, we'll talk tomorrow. Now go to sleep" Rei said, then turned to the door. As Rei was about to press the doorknob, Dara called out to him.

"Ray ...."

Rei turned. Actually Rei could see the look on his wife's face looked sad and like she was crying, but Rei was reluctant to ask, he wanted Dara to rest because he did not want to happen bad things to his son.

"Mmm?"

"Nadine was here this afternoon, and we were talking" Dara said in a weak voice. Rei immediately glared in shock, and almost his heart was like it was about to sag down.

"What?!"

Dara sat on the bed, Rei came back closer and sat in front of Dara.

"Yes, we're talking" Dara repeated.

"What are you talking about?"

"Nadine knows everything. I don't know where he knows. She looks devastated, so I told her everything that happened to us, that we got married by mistake, and you couldn't have betrayed her because I knew you loved Nadine so much. But, it doesn't seem like it's enough to ease Nadine's wounds, so I asked her to be patient for a bit, because after this child is born I'm going to divorce you. Then Nadine asked me to keep this promise."

Rei stared straight into Dara's eyes with a glittering look, did the girl look saddened by this? Did he suddenly leave and make her anxious because of this? If it is true because of this, it means that Dara has feelings for him.

Rei's lips trembled not knowing what to say, which was certain now that his chest was unusually tight. How could Dara say that to Nadine? Though Rei will cover the divorce from her. But, Dara instead blew a breath of fresh air at Nadine, and ignored her own feelings as well as Rei's feelings.

"Basic Stupid!" hiss Rei sharp. Dara gasped at hearing that.

"Is that what you want? Do you want to divorce me and take care of our son alone? Are you ignoring how our parents feel, just for Nadine's sake? Don't you love me?"

"What?!" Dara glared in surprise.

"My jaw! Don't you love me?" rei asked with a trembling voice holding back the cries. Dara looked straight into Rei's eyes which started to glaze over, but she did not reply. Slowly Dara's eyes began to feel hot and her tears forced out, but she quickly removed them, took a breath, then threw them away at once.

"What about you? Do you love me?" Dara asked back. Rei blinked, making his tear drop.

"At least that hug was already an answer. Know it? I almost died worrying about you!"

Dara was stunned, but she wanted a clear answer.

"Do you love me?" Dara asked again.

Rei still did not answer, he looked at Dara's face with a sad look, 'Did you know I love you so much? Loving you until it feels like crying.' Inner Rei pilu.

Dara turned her face while snorting, she knew Rei would not be that easy to say. With Rei silent now, Dara knew in her heart there was still Nadine.

As Dara was engrossed with his thoughts, suddenly his hand was pulled by Rei making his body lean forward, then a second later he found his lips sticking with Rei's lips.

Almost Dara surged in shock and reflexes would dodge, but Rei clutched his shoulder firmly until it was difficult to escape. At last, Dara could only remain silent.

Slowly Dara closed her eyes, she began to enjoy the kiss. Now it's not just a one-second kiss. With that kiss, Dara could feel how the man felt towards her. Love, love, and a desire to protect. At that time Dara found her cheeks wet, it turned out to be her husband's tears.

Rei crying?

Rei took off his kiss, then said, "This is my answer if you're not sure about my embrace. Please don't leave me and leave me! I want you to cook for me every day, I want you there every time I come home from work, I want you to be by my side everywhere I go, and I want to see our son born and growing up, I want to get through it all with you and our son. Because I love you."

Dara's eyes returned teary, but slowly a smile rose on her lips, then she hugged Rei and whispered in his ear. "I will grant all your wishes. I love you."

Rei tightened Dara's embrace with a smile. The girl heaved a sigh of relief, and she swore she had never felt this relief in her entire life.

***