Getting Lost on the Way Home

The world has changed

He who once embraced me, he also encouraged me, Amira said.

What I consider a helper is the one who wants me the most to fall.

Sounds very familiar, it turns out some things that happened to Amira a little make it a bit troma..

It's hard for me to give people confidence again.

Especially lately everything that looks sweet turns out to be a real bitterness.

Moving from city to city I've been through it turns out the world has changed.

It is difficult to understand, too.

On that afternoon Amira accidentally collides with an unworthy man who is her former boss.

Sorry, continued his journey

But not only that, it turned out Andra was chasing me from behind.

He came to me, Amira didn't he ?

And I turned my head with a smile, Oohh turned sibos.. How are you doing ?

What are you doing here ?

Without answering my question Andra immediately offered a cup of coffee at the cafe opposite.

I'm actually working around here, and I accidentally saw you.

And I'm approaching you because there's something I want to say too. Looked at me doubtfully.

"Sorry what to drink? , one of the waiters approached us

" I'm mesan hot capuccino one, you what Mir ?

" Oo yes, same with her mbak.

" Okay, ma'am, is there anything else ?

" That's just mbak

The waiter went to prepare our order.

Oiya boss earlier said someone would tell me what is it? , I added

Call Andra to make it good.. We're out of the office again and I'm not your boss anymore with a smile.

Look Mir, I'm still a little curious about you who suddenly quit the company when it was just as the times you rose.

Just want to find an experience outside the Ra, You see, I am the type of person who wants to try to find more challenging situations, I continued.

Andra looked dumbfounded and nodded as if she was not satisfied with my answer.

Looks like I will be a few months here, you have time not next time we go for a walk or have a casual chat again, asked Andra expectantly

*Emmm.. You may. I have been empty lately too. Just be patient.

Deh good... If so we split up here anyway, because this is just a moment again there has been a meeting with the client*. Pamit and leave me at that cafe.

And I continued on my way, before I came home and stopped by a little bit at the nearest supermarket to buy some necessities.

There is nothing in this world that we can guess.

Somehow our journey or our story begins.

I'm starting to get interested in Andra.

Actually it's wrong.

He already has a wife and I have a husband. Even if we don't live in a house anymore.

Our divorce papers have not come out of court.

My husband never again sought me out or contacted me. I was a bit lonely and with Andra I felt comfortable and my world felt more colorful.

After a few months here, Andra was supposed to come back because her work was done.

Apparently not. Andra delayed her return.

Until one day Andra took me on vacation and stayed at a hotel.

She treated me like I was the happiest woman in the world.

It was as if Andra looked perfect in my eyes.

And I forgot that our relationship wasn't right.

Andra also seems to be interested in me.

Mir, while staring and holding my hand.

Am I wrong to love you ?

You want to not marry me ?

I was shocked by the slight tension I let go of my hand and left that hotel room.

I'm interested in him, but this is wrong.

Andra called and called me several times.. I also did not lift.

I think about her children.

Turns out I don't have the heart.

I went home and never went back to the hotel again.

And it looks like Andra has returned and left the city.

For a moment I was swept away by my loneliness. And it turns out I can't cheat behind my husband or wife.

I choose to continue my life well.

Although there are many cheats trying to influence me.

I try to get busy and do some research on business opportunities.

And also all the contacts about Andra I blocked. I consider it an error and a lesson.

I think it all stopped there. Apparently not.

My boss' wife was looking for me .

He came to me to my house.

She said her husband never came home again.

I was confused, where was he ?

Sorry Mom, I'm a former employee. And I also don't know about the whereabouts of Mom's husband.

She was like suspicious of me, I heard the last time she met you here.

Yes Ma'am, 3 months ago he did meet me when he had a project around here. And we accidentally ran into Mom's husband. I convinced her.

I checked into his office, he was never assigned here. And I think he met you on purpose

Again I'm sorry Mom, I don't understand anything.

He left and left my house.

I wonder, where is he ?

I think after I cut ties with him, he went back to his wife apparently didn't.

I feel guilty.

I wanted to look for him, but I was also afraid that the last time it happened again.

Until I decided to ignore and not interfere.

I'm trying to open up all the contacts he's had I blocked.

And a lot of messages coming in.

Apparently he was still in Bali and never again met his son and wife because he felt ashamed of himself.

In one of his text messages, "Mir, if I can't get back to you, I won't go back to my wife "

The world had completely changed, he sacrificed his wife's child just because of his momentary lust.

I'm really hard to believe things are going to go awry like this.

But at least I didn't hang on to that wrong relationship.

And maybe his wife is also better off losing a husband who can't control himself.

And hopefully he will find his own happiness.

I realized I wasn't completely right and I wasn't wrong either.

Because I never really ruined other people's relationships.

Andra is stupid, really stupid, I said in my heart.

Not done there like his wife still suspects me, I saw some people watching my house.

And it happened the day after he left my house.

Good in my opinion.

Let her know that I am no longer in contact with her husband.

It was as if I was acting unsupervised and living my life as usual.