Getting Lost on the Way Home

Fall, Love, and Rise

The Alexandre Christie I call Alex has an unfinished past and it bothers me.

I met the woman named Indah Putri Kartika a subsidiary owner of the company where we work.

I was a little disappointed in Lex, looking at Alex with teary eyes.

I can explain her mir, Alex said, pulling Amira's hand while reassuring her.

An unfinished story might not bother me and again I also feel inferior.

Who am I, an ordinary employee who wanders from a remote village.

Maybe it's wrong I've loved you Lex.

And maybe my stupidity too naive to believe that I'm the only one.

Amira.... !! A woman's voice called to me from far away

I also looked back

Ehh Beautiful Mother, What is calling me.

It was beautiful to come closer and tell me to go with him.

We also talked a lot.

I don't know if she knows about my relationship with Alex or not.

But my feelings are not good.

It was like he was giving me a warning.

But I stayed relaxed as if I didn't know about him with Alex.

I saw Alex watching us from a distance. Maybe he was worried or curious about what we were talking about.

From that day on, I started avoiding Alex.

Not because I don't love her anymore. But I don't want to be a destroyer of other people's relationships.

Everything I do is slowly becoming chaotic, especially my work in the office.

I am becoming more and more indifferent to my own life.

I feel devastated.

I feel like I have no hope anymore.

And I eventually lost my job.

For days I locked myself in my room, didn't eat, didn't drink.

I'm like a living corpse.

Meaningless dry skin.

And I never thought Alex would still come to me at home.

He apologized and begged so I could understand.

Don't pity me for seeing me like this, Lex, it's not all your fault, and it's not because of you.

It's my choice. And I don't want to hear anything you want to explain to me. Now and forever don't ever see me or call me again.

I gave up on us. And I hope you come back and fight for Beautiful again.Amira spoke at length without giving Alex a chance to speak.

Amira Keysa Cehlyn, I'm sorry and thank you if that's your will.

Then leave.

I started encouraging myself I got back on my feet after falling. I got back up after being fragile.

This is cruel love.

What a terrible lesson I have ever had.

Three months later, I got word that Alex and Indah were back together.

I am happy, even though I am hurt.

I started looking for a new job. But nothing fits.

That's how it is if it's not his soul mate.

Until I finally decided to open my own business.

I tried opening a coffee shof.

And thank God my efforts slowly grew and I began to think about opening some other branches.

Maybe it's his sustenance here. Many people want to join my efforts.

But it seems like let me manage it to the best of my ability.

So that I also have busyness and can spare my emptiness.

In the end I managed to open 12 coffee shof branches for my own hard work.

And the wound is also starting to heal.

I'm getting used to it and now I'm happy for what I've achieved to this day.

I am grateful for the disappointment Alex has given me. It makes me more successful and happier.

Every lost thing must be replaced, my smile while staring at the visitors who continue to be crowded in my coffee shof.

I have time for myself.

I consider it a joke.

Because it can be later.

There must be a time. There will surely come the figure of someone I desire and who will never hurt me again.

Tulalite... Tulalite....

Phone ringing sound in Coofee shof

One of my men is talking. He said there's an order of 500 bottles. But I'm the one who has to deliver it.

A little weird, I thought

But nothing happens when the sustenance doesn't come twice and this is my chance to expand my business.

Buana Lestari's company, it doesn't seem like a foreign address to me.

I was with my driver to deliver the order.

Once there I met no one.

Just an ordinary secretary.

You are the one I think positively about. Maybe they don't feel sure if it wasn't me who delivered it straight away.

But it turns out that's not the last one.

The company was ordering more and more to my place.

It's like a subscription.

I'm so grateful for that.

Although a little strange.

stay positive thinking.

Moreover, the offer is also good.

I don't think about it much or worry about it.

But the more things get here, the more the company acts like I'm close to them.

In addition to the orders that continuously came from there, they also sent various packages.

And this time with a bouquet of flowers with a piece of paper with words of spirit in it.

Not that it's too much, I thought.

One of my employees started to flirt and joke with me..

Ciee I have a fan.

I smiled and dodged, There are still many orders that we have not prepared.

I smile to myself.

Looks like my guy knows but who is he ?

Why has he never shown himself ?

My heart always wonders.

Until I decided to find out and investigate.

But maybe this guy was intentional about hiding himself.

And I thought I was going to find him, so he had a plan in place to cover everything about him.

I did not manage to find out who the hidden figure was.

I decided not to look for him anymore.

Maybe I'm the kegeeran.

It could be that the company needs orders every day and our coffee shof fits their taste.

It is mysterious and makes me curious.

But why would I find out.

My business is smooth, my income is profitable already Alhamdulillah.

And I re-occupied myself with developing my business.

And more and more days more and more customers from big companies.

The mysterious figure again made me curious again, because one of my employees said. She once visited my coffee shof and wanted to meet me.

But I wasn't there at the time.

I asked, Is he a woman or a man ?

He said a man.

Who is he ?

Why is he bothering me ?

He was looking for me but he left nothing to explain who he was.

And I assume that the mysterious man is just someone who might be trying to annoy me.

And again I decided to ignore it, again and again .