
I let you choose. If your heart isn't for me, I'm self-conscious and leave immediately.
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Resha exhaled a rough breath, smiling bitterly at the scene in front of her. In his heart, Resha laughed and saw his love story that he thought would go beautifully, in fact full of twists and turns in it.
"Res, aren't you papa?" delia asked as she looked at Resha's direction. Questions that are clearly the answer. How can after seeing her lover who is being embraced with a friendly Resha will be fine?
"Let's hurry back, miss my bed. " Resha embraces Delia walking to the school gate. Resha sees Genathan who will approach her, but is prevented by Ayu. To his surprise, Genathan complied and chose to go with Ayu.
After a long time there was no news until the incident at Genathan's house, the man never approached him and preferred to spend time with Ayu. Now Resha realized where her position should be. He shouldn't have gotten too involved with Genathan. It is enough to be an admirer in silence, then his heart will not be as painful as it is now.
"Road while daydreaming, be careful humming." Delia reprimanded Resha who was even daydreaming. Resha only nodded at a glance, walking to the front of the gate waiting for public transport. Because the driver was driving his mother, so he used public transportation this time.
"Res, Arik has been waiting for me first." Delia pointed at Arik who was waiting for him with his red sports bike.
Resha nodded then raised the thumb of her right hand. "Be careful, yes!"
"Don't daydream, fear of tambet!" shouted Delia who had walked away while chuckling. Resha spontaneously pointed her middle finger at Delia.
"That's a finger when you don't use bismillah first yeah, mending gini." Someone suddenly came next to Resha, while forming a finger with a Korean heart mark or commonly called finger heart.
"Sir Tata whatan, anyway. Anyway yes, brother Ta really like to appear suddenly already kek jin aja," Resha fumed with annoyance because Gentala who always appear and surprised him.
Gentala. "Gue is a handsome human being, not a genie, yes" he protested.
"So much brother yes," replied Resha lazily. His mood was not good to serve Gentala jokes, so Resha decided to keep quiet.
"Come back, I'm anther," invited Gentala immediately pulled Resha's hand, to his motorbike parked not far from the stop where Resha waited for public transportation.
"Not yet accepted to play narik," Resha murmured shaking her head.
"Gue is a forced man so don't want to be willing to." Gentala put a helmet on Resha. Resha smiled bitterly hoping that the one who treated her romantically like this was Genathan. However, it was just wishful thinking. Maybe soon Genathan will not be his again or should he end it first?
Resha has loved men with great, now he wants himself who is loved by men with great. His heart was already too broken, his tears were already too dry, and his sobs could no longer be heard from being too tired of it all.
"Don't dream, let's go hunting in the afternoon," said Gentala while helping Resha get on the bike.
"Where do you want to go home or where did you go?" tanya Gentala offered, maybe Resha wants to stop by the supermarket.
"Go home, brother." Resha just wanted to get home and lay her body on the bed. His body and mind were tired. He just wants to rest.
Mood Resha is broken. Just walking even Resha was lazy, which Resha wanted to just rest her body closed her eyes and forgot all her problems. After arriving in front of Resha's house, the girl immediately went down to open her helmet and directly handed it to Gentala.
"False, Brother. Be careful behind it," said Resha after getting off the bike Gentala while justifying his hair.
"I only have one heart and that's for you." Gentala glanced at him.
Resha rolled her lazy eye. Her class is a lot of stuff. "Udah ya, brother, grimace. I'm tired, right."
Gentala. He reached out to rub Resha's head. "Good rest, Deck. I'm first, yeah." Gentala started running his motorbike, leaving Resha still standing in front of the gate of his house.
Just now Resha was about to open the gate of her house but stopped when someone stopped her hand.
Resha turned her head to look at the person holding her hand.
"Sister Gege ...” parrot Resha when he sees Genathan holding his hand.
"Why aren't you here?" resha asked frowning. Why did Genathan meet him? Wasn't that guy just with Ayu?
Genathan hugged Resha tightly. As if I don't want to lose. "I miss, Res ...."
"Sister, I'll see the neighbors." Resha thrashed and pushed the Genathan plan.
According to him, Genathan let go of his embrace. But now, he switched to holding Resha's hand tightly. "Res I want to apologize to you" she looked Resha in the eye.
"No Res, there's something else I can't tell you right now" Genathan said quietly.
Just about to answer, Mama Resha screamed to ask Resha to come in to invite Genathan. He said it was bad to stand outside.
"Genathan let's go in here" asked Andin with a friendly smile.
"Yes, Aunt." Resha resigned when Genathan tucked his fingers in the space between his fingers. The comfort is still the same.
"How are you, Ge? I haven't stopped by in a long time. Stop by, every once in a while,” greet Resha's mother with her smile greeting her child's lover.
"Well, Tan. Busy again, so haven't stopped by yet" Genathan replied with a smile. Resha turned the eyeballs hearing Genathan's words. Busy said? Even the man was just spending time with Ayu. Afterwards, Andin pamit made a drink for Genathan. Resha is asked to accompany Genathan first. In my heart, Resha cursed. Doesn't her mom understand that Resha just wants to sleep in her bed?
With a raging feeling, Resha sat on the living room sofa which was immediately followed by Genathan. Suddenly awkward atmosphere. Resha who used to always prioritize Genathan above anything now feels so tired with the situation and if asked even he now wants his mattress rather than Genathan. In the past Resha could not sleep only for Genatha.
"Res, sorry. I'm trying to do it all again so we can turn around first." Genathan had already changed his position facing Resha completely.
"How was it, brother? Before we get close? Updated, Brother. Honestly, I'm tired. It is indeed my fault that from the beginning too high expectations to Brother and our relationship. I should have realized, forever I can not fill my heart. It's not me you want" said Resha, who now faces Genathan completely.
"No, Resha, I love you. But there's something I can't tell you yet." Genathan rubbed his face rough. He no longer knew what to explain to Resha.
"What I love is not just my sister, who loves you not only me, and who admires you is not just me. So, you don't need to pity me by accepting me." Resha gave a wry smile which further frustrated Genathan. Why is everything so complicated?
"Res, I beg you to beat me up first, me…." Genathan's words were cut off because his phone was ringing. Resha snorted in annoyance, guessing who called.
After seeing the phone call, Genathan immediately looked at Resha with a guilty look. Honestly, Resha felt so upset at Ayu that she could not be consistent with her own words. The one who had a big hand in pain and his wounded heart was Ayu. The girl who handed Genathan over to him but now even the girl is also the one who wants to take Genathan back and ruin his relationship.
What Ayu thinks is she's just a heartless daycare.
"Res, sorry I—" Genathan's words were cut back. This time not because of the phone, but Resha.
"Thank you, brother. I'm so ordinary. Perhaps more important than me is the phone,” cynical Resha who sounds so offensive.
"Res, I beg you to understand me" Genathan said with a faint look.
Resha exhaled a long breath along with her originally clenched hands, now beginning to loosen. "I don't know what else, brother?" tanyanya slow and hoarse.
Genathan was stunned to hear a very tired-sounding tone and a gaze that revealed everything.
"But this time, I'm really tired. If possible, I want to go back in time when I was just admiring Brother in silence without Brother knowing. I guess that's enough. I shouldn't have expected much from the beginning. I'm not asking for anything else, other than. Sorry, brother, I can't hold on. May Brother be happier with Ayu. Thank you, sister, I've made my dream come true about how it feels to knit a story with a Genathan."
Resha held back her trembling body with tightly clenched hands. "Let's go back to the time before we got close."
Genathan was silent at Resha's words.
Genathan and Naresha, it's over.
Maybe that's the best. Instead of hurting each other any longer, it's better to stop here, right? After all, isn't that love doesn't have to always have?
You're sick, but if you're not the same, you're sicker. Finally Resha chose the last option because for him the pain of releasing Genathan will slowly improve. But if he continues with Genathan he does not know when the pain will end.
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It also breaks up eventually. The Ge, if it has become property rights are well guarded.
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