Genatans

Insecure

There is no need to compare yourself to others, because each person is clearly different. Be thankful and still love yourself.

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His hands are still at home moving through someone's instagram account. From the earliest post to the last, none of them escaped his sight. Every now and then, he would look at the comments. So full of compliments. Resha admitted, the person he was walking was indeed very beautiful. It was far below that man. His face was mediocre. His body is not that goal. His smile is not that sweet.

Everything was simple for Resha.

Ayunindya is indeed a beautiful girl as her name suggests. What Genathan said in a chat satay lontong the other day was true. Resha also had a chance to see directly. One of Ayunindya's posts on Instagram made Resha confident again shrivel. Portrait of Ayu and Genathan wearing a plain white couple shirt looks very happy. Both of them smiled broadly, so well-matched.

Moreover, the comment. Many say they are perfect as lovers. While when the relationship and Genathan confirmed even so many who blasphemed him. But Resha is quite self-conscious if he is not comparable to Ayu.

"What can I try potato rakyat?" his murmur weakly felt insecure with his incomparable self by Ayu. In fact, just now Genathan called him and encouraged him. But Resha is discouraged again now. He had desperately held back his will, but still could not.

In the end his fingers skated on Ayunindya's instagram account.

"It's the time of the beautiful division rations she advanced the front most times, yes. What's the Skincare trying? There was no bruntus on his face. Kinclongs. Where can from Kak Ayu and Kak Gege be the same as me?"

It's not that ungrateful, it's just that Resha is feeling insecure right now. The incoming notification made Resha frown confusedly. So cool is the Instagram stalk of people, he was not aware of many notifications that entered. Pressing the heart-shaped button next to the profile crest. Many have mentioned it in the comments.

Seriously Gege's girlfriend?

Brother Gege has his taste down from Kak Ayu so this is a girl.

My beautiful.

Heh don't take it from Ayu dong.

Class ganjen's sister.

I didn't realize there were girls in school.

Resha's heartbeats raced faster while reading those comments. Cold sweat involuntarily flowed down his face. His hands were shaking and even wet. This is one of the reasons Resha prefers to 'sink' without drawing attention. Comments from the school's menfess really call it a lot.

Not to mention, there are many direct messages coming in. Some gave him congratulations. Most of the rest are just blasphemous. Resha knows any form of bullying is very uncomfortable. But, Resha did not think that she was now his target.

Only this time he received this much blasphemy. Resha was getting scared. Even this was only his first day of being the lover of a Genathan. Is that as inappropriate as he is for Genathan?

Is loving and being Genathan's lover a mistake?

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Resha deliberately set off early in the morning to avoid the limelight. It's not ready. Resha fear. Even in the classroom, some female disciples looked somewhat different to her. From their gazes it seemed to be humbling Resha. As if blaspheming through a face. Message from Genathan it was rather short reply. Call to go with him refused on the grounds that it was ready and was about to go with the father. He doesn't want Genathan to be ashamed.

From nightfall, his feelings were not out of whack. The girl kept thinking about what people said even though she tried hard not to care. Resha is not focused on taking lessons. It was captured by Delia. He pokes Resha's hand with a ballpoint that only gets an uninspired look.

"Lo still .. thought?" ask her in a slow tone. Afraid that Mr. Bambang will hear. Resha just took a breath and lowered her limp shoulder.

"Is breakfast not yet?" Delia asked when she saw something strange about her best friend.

Resha shook her head when she heard her best friend's question..

"Lemes that way, you dizzy? In the UKS only if dizzy. I am anter, deh. All of you let me skip Mr. Bambang's lesson," said Delia with a small grin.

Resha shook her head again. Only this time he said, "No papa. I'm males again."

"Yes I've chatted,” said Delia so innocent.

"Gue matiin HP,” said Resha indifferently.

"Malgina!" the voice of the call suddenly made Resha rather submerge herself in the book that she has now expanded to cover her face. Because, Delia's voice was fairly loud can even be called shouting. Now not only Mr. Bambang, but the whole class looked at them in shock. Resha felt ashamed and cursed in her heart.

"Delia why are you screaming? This is in class, not in the woods. That Naresha is right next to you, don't yell. Once again you act, do not have to join my lesson twice," spray Mr. Bambang.

Delia nodded clumsily. Then attention began to return to their respective mathematical tasks.

"Gara-gara lo," hissed Delia accused Resha.

The rest of the day's math lesson, Resha chose to close her eyes until the break bell arrived. Delia slightly shook Resha's shoulder to wake the girl up. "Res, yuk canteen."

Resha looked up by rubbing her eyes. "No, I'm here."

"on your own? No papa?" delia asked worriedly. He also did not have the heart to leave his friend alone in the class What else with the state of Resha who he thinks is currently not okay.

"Gue in class, still sleepy," Resha replied.

"Isn't it really papa?" Delia made sure again.

Resha nodded with a faint smile to win Delia over. Although still reluctant, in the end Delia went to the cafeteria herself because Lydia had a call to gather. Resha took a slow breath. His class was quiet, he was alone. The phone is still in a dead position. He did not dare to open the phone again.

He raised his hands to cover his face. A little long before finally scooping it while taking a deep breath. However, Resha was surprised by the figure of the young man who was already sitting on the bench in front of her. Deliberately turning around and propping up his chin looked at Resha with a smile.

"Loh Brother Ge? How come it's here?" Resha blinked and was surprised when she saw Genathan who was now in front of her with a smile.

"Yes not papa. How is my chat not being baled? Where's your phone? Why not go to the cafeteria with you?" ask Genathan for a ride. He was so worried about the girl. Genathan knows for sure if Resha still feels uncomfortable with what just happened.

Genathan certainly knew so the girl was attacked verba and he was so worried because of it. All of this must be new for Resha considering that the girl was indeed previously not the person who was the center of attention.

"My phone is dead, brother. Then again mager so do not go to the canteen," replied Resha who of course lied and Genathan can catch the lie. No more smiles on Genathan's face. There was only a flat face that could not be defined.

"On instagram there is a block feature, same report,” said Genathan with flat. Resha is a bit tickling. Is Genathan going to talk about 'that' now?

"My girl is being blasphemed, when I don't know?" obviously Genathan tells Resha if he knows everything and Resha can't hide it from Genathan. Resha. He was somewhat jolted when Genathan's hand touched the back of his hand.

Genathan looked softly at this girl before him, "Don't think of anything strange. They're just bad guys who don't pay attention."

"But they are. It should be that I am not present among Brother Ayu," great-grandson of Resha.

Genathan distanced his hand, Resha looked up afraid that Genathan would be angry and offended. However, the man instead stood up from his seat and moved to Delia's seat.

Genathan tilted his body exactly to face Resha. Lovingly, he put away the hair that covered Resha's pretty face behind her ears, "Gue equals Ayu is just cementing. I realize, my love for Ayu is not as a guy to a girl. But like a brother to his sister. Different story if same lo."

Now Resha ventured to look at Genathan, "I'm just an ordinary girl. Even his presence is often not realized by many people."

Not yet Genathan answered, some of his classmates now began to arrive with snacks in his hands. Genathan can catch a frantic look from Resha. He gently rubbed the back of the girl's hand. "As long as it's me, you don't have to worry. I'm not going to get sick." Genathan paused his words.

"Don't ever hear the talk of a sirik again. His name is alive, there are many people who do not like it. Let alone, because this relationship is about us, not them." Genathan deliberately raised his voice. Tucked away the emotion from her tone.

Genathan breathed out softly, "Gue doesn't need extraordinary people. People who are simple but can love and accept me for who I am, that's enough for me."

"I'm ... not as pretty as Kak Ayu" Resha's great-grandson again.

Genathan smiled gently. "Don't be confused, you're two different people. I believe that all women are beautiful. When you look at the physical, it is not love, but lust. The shrimp is insecure, Naresha is pretty in Gege's eyes."

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Bully verbically it is not very tasty.

Bullying even though it is forbidden. Partly as a fan it should not be too involved with the life of the idol.

Blasphemy can make people who are mentally blasphemed become damaged.

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