Genatans

DISILLUSIONED

Ask yourself. Actually, does that feeling for me really exist, or is it just an escape?

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This morning, Resha was very excited to come to school. He thought, he would see Genathan after the last few days. However, until the school bell rang Genathan's figure had not yet greeted his eyes.

He had no time to go to the cafeteria. Resha had to go to the teacher's room to do a follow-up. Delia said, Genathan is also not between Hasta and Gentala. Last night, there was one notification from Genathan. But he had not read it yet, the man had already deleted it first. When Resha asked, there was no reply.

There has not been a month he bears the status of Genathan's girlfriend, the relationship seemed tossed. Ayunindya and Cakrawala Cup peak night that day changed everything. He was closer to Gentala. However, the man also always silenced every time asked about Genathan.

"If you're shocked to be Gentala's girlfriend!"

Reflexes, Resha little talk. The girl's body slightly jerked forward as Gentala's two hands held her shoulders without cue. Then with no sin, the man laughed with satisfaction. "Sister Tata!" irked Resha stepped on the foot of Gentala wrapped in white shoes.

"My shoes are white. Dirty or stepped kayak gini," Gentala collected his embrace. Now the girl had crouched down to rub her dirty shoes.

Resha also followed Gentala to squat. "Well dirty, brother. Brother, anyway, so nosy. I'm going to be surprised. Sorry, Brother."

"No, our enemy,”the sulking Gentala who is already pouting like a child.

Resha raised her eyebrows high. A bit amused also heard the sulking tone of this guy next to him. "Ih kok ngambek. Aduin girl, her brother's lashing."

Gentala pinches Resha's cheek. "Why bring a mulu girl anyway, Naresha. Same kange Girl? Ah, kangenin his brother."

"Sir Tataa, Big Brother's dirty hands are out holding sepatqu!" resha protested by lashing out at Gentala's hands.

The cowo chuckled and took his hand off Resha's cheek. Next, Gentala invited Resha to stand up. "Gue anter home, huh?" bargain Gentala on Resha.

Resha exhaled slowly. "Sir Gege did not go to school, brother? I didn't see him today. My chat is also not answered. Brother Gege has the same business as Bentala, huh?"

No response from Gentala made Resha lower his limp shoulders. He walked first leaving Gentala soon followed by the guy.

"Gege was there. But he didn't leave class. Again there are problems like,” replied Gentala finally. He does not know what really happened to his best friend, but seeing Genathan who instead stayed away and ignored Resha he became sorry for the girl. If Resha had chosen him, he would not have done what Genathan did to Resha.

Resha's forehead shriveled hearing that. "What problems? Brother Gege doesn't have the same story as me, brother. Lastly, he went for a three-dimensional koreo hike on the evening of the Cakrawala Cup summit."

Resha felt quite upset and disappointed by Genathan's attitude. Never believed it and now it's gone all of a sudden. Resha understands privacy but Resha also wants to be able to various burdens with Genathan.

"Gue look, Res. I'm in the back stands. I see everything. Ever since Ayu came back, that's a weird-looking kid. And he ngaku there is a problem that can not be conveyed to lo,” said Gentala with a sad look. Gentala knows for sure, if now the girl must be injured.

"Why, Brother? I'm his girlfriend" Resha said.

"Naresha, there's a privacy limit that can't be breached even if you're her boyfriend."

The speech was successful in hitting Resha. He clenched his lips tightly. Not that he meant to interfere with Genathan's privacy, he was just worried. Is this worry wrong?

"It's not wrong to worry. But sorry, Res, I have no right to say this. You better wait for Gege to make it clear."

Resha nodded uninspiredly. "But, Brother, I'd like to see Brother Gege. Can I ask Brother to take you to Kak Gege's place?"

***

Genathan's house was already in sight before Resha's eyes. After returning home from school and changing clothes, Gentala finally wanted to take Resha to meet her boyfriend. He hopes Genathan is home.

"Tap the door first Brother Ta," said Resha when he saw Gentala who almost turned the door knob of Genathan's house.

"Just go in" replied Gentala casually. Genathan's house is like his own house to Gentala. Even enter without permission.

"Not polite, ih,” said Resha by shaking her head which makes Gentala actually scowl.

"It used to be, Naresha. Gege often mager,” complained Gentala with his laugh.

"Kneak first, Brother. I do not feel good if the origin enters, if Kak Tata himself mah papa,” snorted Resha again.

Relented, Gentala nodded and knocked on the door.

"GE, GET SOME SHOES!" gentala shouted furiously to make Resha belittle. What if Genathan's neighbors get distracted and come to them?

"Sir, don't scream!" again-song Gentala now get complaints from Resha about the man's attitude which is strange.

Gentala. "Gege budek."

"Mouth, yes!" peremat Resha ferocious. There was only Gentala's reason for answering it and eventually always vilifying Genathan.

The gentala grimaced with the right hand brandishing the index and middle fingers forming the letter V. Not long after, the door knob turned indicating that someone opened it. Resha and Gentala spontaneously somewhat retreated backwards.

Resha smiled broadly as she was about to see Genathan this time around. But his hope was dashed so in favor of the female figure, not the boyfriend. "K-kak Ayu?"

Ayunindya was there with an oversize t-shirt and knee-length pants. "Well? Gege's girl? Why come here?"

"What are you doing here?" ask Resha back, venturing.

"Gue nginep's here."

"Swort?"

Ayu nodded casually. "Yes, it's been a few days."

Gentala let out a rough breath. "Where's gege?" it is far from friendly. Gentala is sensi every meet Ayu.

"Against shower. You guys go in first." Ayu invites Resha and Gentala to enter, waiting in the living room. Despite the raging feeling, Resha finally retraced into the room with Gentala beside her.

They sat on the sofa in the living room. But Resha's gaze was fixed on the photo posted not far from the place. Portraits of Genathan and Ayunindya from small to large. Resha. This much is the story of Ayu and Genathan compared to him.

"Yu, have you eaten yet? Food order already arrived, ‘kan? I told you not to wait for me when the food comes." Genathan came out with training pants and a black t-shirt.

Genatha's hair was still wet and was combed by the man's hands. Genathan looked surprised when he saw Gentala and Resha sitting in the living room with Ayu.

"Who? Res, how come it's here?"

Resha smiled bitterly. "Hello, Brother."

Gentala who understands that they both need privacy suddenly pulled Ayu's hand. "Yu, I'm hitching a ride on instant noodles. Let's go, let the kitchen not explode." Gentala invites Ayu to stay away from there. Until in the living room left Resha and Genathan who both stand stiff.

Genathan blinked, closing in on Resha. "Res, sorry .. I—"

"No papa, brother, I was escorted by Kak Genta right back home Cakrawala Cup. I have a video of the chore, but my sister's busy."

"Malem it's Ayu again there's a problem, I have to nemenin him. Sorry, yes,” said Genathan regretfully. Resha just syphoned while nodding.

"Yes,” replied Resha holding tightness in her chest seeing what was now happening and what reason Genathan left her and disappeared these few days. Even when he was sick, the man did not know. Though he was sick of the rain waiting for Genathan.

"Gue .. forget about ngabarin lo because there is a problem that concerns Ayu as well. Sorry."

"Yes, no papa, sister,” wanted it to feel like Resha was crying feeling tightness in her chest but she tried to hold it because she did not want to look weak in Genathan's eyes.

"Gue is also sorry, do not tell me that Ayu is here”

"Yes." Yeah."

Genathan looked riled up. "Why is that all?"

"What else can I do besides accept and accept?" said Resha who managed to make Genathan look stuck.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry. I can't tell you the same story if—"

"If your brother's feelings for Ayu, you should fight. Don't make things more complicated by even saying love to me. I can't be as happy as my brother's feelings."

Genathan shook his head quickly. "Res, that's not it."

"I've loved Brother for a long time. But I'm also self-conscious, that Brother is too tall for me to reach." The bitter tone was clearly heard there.

"I'm here because I'm worried about brother why. My sister is ngabarin. My sister didn't have time to get sick. But the time until here, which I can even the fact that Kak Ayu nginap here a few days at the time when Big Brother also said from me,” a bitter smile was seen on Resha's face.

"Res, please don't simpulin yourself," Genathan said.

Resha smiled softly. "Sister is not clear about anything, then I impulse from whom other than my thoughts?"

Resha took a deep breath. Strengthened his heart to say the next word.

"I didn't bother you after this. Please convince yourself for who exactly is Brother's heart. I'm sorry, brother, but this time I can't be disappointed. I really love my sister, but I also can't if I have to be with my sister who actually does not have a heart for me" said Resha. He felt he had to be firm with his own feelings.

Everything hurts.

Everything feels disappointing.

Unfortunately, it was all he had to feel because of Genathan.

Ah ... because of Genathan, or because of her over-exercising self? Or because his expectations are soaring? Loved by a man like Genathan? He should never have dreamed of that.

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