From Comfortable to Love

Chapter 43 - Trying to Forget

In the morning Rakha was in her study. He has a lot of work to do, especially the results of the meeting he had with the client a few days ago.

Rakha's hand touches the red box next to her computer mouse. He then squinted his eyebrows, staring very long at the box.

"When was this thing here?" Rakha asked himself, and slowly his hand started picking up the box. "Like a stranger," he continued.

Rakha opened the red box. It managed to make his eyes wide.

Sheet by sheet of photos from inside the box he took out. Look at, and rub the face of the woman that is clearly displayed in the photo.

"Karisma," Rakha started sobbing. So fragile now. Every time he looked at the photo of the woman named Karisma, the clear circle always welled up in his eyes.

"Why are you going, Karisma? Why would you prefer him? What am I lacking in you?" Shouted Rakha. The photo in his hand is now squeezed to formless. Followed by the scattering of the contents of the red box after he threw.

Rakha. He hit his desk many times. For the umpteenth time he wept for a woman named Karisma.

*

"Sir, this is Master's coffee" Tania said, placing the still-warm black coffee on her employer's desk.

"Yes." Yeah." Rakha replied briefly.

Tania notices Rakha who has refocused on her computer. Then Tania's gaze turned to the red box on the floor, as well as the scattered photos.

Tania picked up the photos and put them back in the box.

"Sir, why was this box thrown away?"

"Where did you find her, Tania? Why did you put it on my desk? Just disturb!"

"I found it under the chair, sir. I guess ... You'll need it."

"Don't know! Just bring the box, if you need to throw it away."

"Ba-good, sir."

Tania rushed over.

"Tania!" Rakha.

"Yes, Sir?"

"I want my room and my work space rearranged. I want a new atmosphere."

"Why? You mind? Unable?"

"Bu-not. It's not so, sir. To do everything, it takes time. It won't be finished in a day."

"Yes. I-i understand. You don't have to worry."

Tania scrunched her eyebrows. "Will he hire another worker to help me?" Benak, Tania. "But if it's true? Good job!"

Tania passed from Rakha's study.

*****

"Carisma,"

"I'll try to forget you, and focus more on my life."

"I know it's hard, but what's wrong with trying?"

"Your years are gone, and I still wish you back with your love not entirely for me."

"Honestly in this heart there is no other woman but you, Karisma."

"You have broken my heart. You have brought my love. You have my love completely."

"There is no love but you. There is no other love but you. There is nothing but missing you."

"Even to this day,"

"But I don't want to get any worse. Slowly this love I must lose."

"If it's hard, but I .. should."

*****

Rakha returned to tears. Only Karisma can make a Rakha like this.

Years are wasted just to expect the impossible to return to him.

"Carisma,"

"May you always be happy with him .. the person you love and care about."