From Comfortable to Love

From Comfortable to Love
Chapter 11 - Want to go home



"Master," Tania ventured into Rakha's study to talk to her employer. Tonight, Tania intends to end it all.


"Why?" Rakha replied without looking at it.


Doubt and fear blend into one. Tania was too afraid to talk to Rakha. Until the atmosphere became quiet again. While his heartbeat churned in there.


"I ..."


"Speak, Tania. Don't linger, 'cause I'm busy." Rakha still did not look. He was busy with his computer.


"I want to resign, sir." Finally the sentence came out of Tania's lips, although it was actually too late. He should have spoken before Rakha did that to him. But Tania has resigned. Rice has become porridge.


If he stays here, he won't be able to because he hates to meet Rakha every day.


Rakha is still quiet,


"Master," call Tania, again.


Rakha stopped his activities. He turned his chair until now they faced each other.


"Related?" Rakha asked with a cynical smile.


Tania nodded slowly.


"Available to pay the fine?"


Tania nodded again, although in fact she was very dizzy and confused to think about the fines that were not small in number.


"But give me time, sir. I promise I'll pay it all off." Tania said convincingly.


Rakha stared fixedly.


"Alright, I'll give you a chance for a snob like you." Rakha returns to her computer, while Tania gets awkward.


'Is it done? Am I not his worker anymore? Can I go now?'


"I'm .. I'm sorry, sir." Tania passed from Rakha's room. The man did not care at all that even his face did not show any guilt at all. It seems to be true ... Rakha has no conscience.


*****


Morning is coming, then,


Tania deliberately waited for noon for her departure to return to the Village. The bag that contained the clothes already contained him. He left without bringing anything from the house. Even the money that Rakha had given at that time he left, because he did not want to add to the debt to the man. All Tania brought was the first clothes she brought when she came here.


As Tania exited the house, she saw Rakha watching her from a distance. I don't know what that means. But Tania doesn't care. He felt calm because he was free from people like Rakha. There is a sense of relief in the heart.


*****


After many days on the journey, Tania finally arrived at the village. The village where he came from.


"Yes, Mom." Answer Tania casually.


"Cocon't you go home? Very spooky. Sacked?"


"Ah, no, really."


"Ih, you really want to work in the City, your kayak people are not used to living in the City for a long time so now go home flat. You fit it well in the fields, in the garden, selling itinerant cakes. Dream of heights." Cerocos bu Sari. Tania just smiled and passed.


Yes, it is also free to serve people like bu Sari, who will remain firm in their own opinion and will not succumb to arguing.


"Ih, you're not polite! Excuse me, cake. What, cake. Just go play!" Sari bu Sari can still hear Tania.


*****


Tania knocks on Rohimah's house slowly and repeatedly. "Bu lek," he called.


Before long appeared the figure of Rohimah's mother opened the door. The middle-aged woman placed her index finger on her lips as a signal for Tania not to be too noisy.


"Your mother is resting, she has a fever." The whisper of Rohimah's mother, makes Tania instantly worry about her mother.


"Yes, God, Mom!" Tania's eyes started to glaze over. He rushed in, wanting to see his mother.


***


"Mom," said Tania. He looked at his mother who was asleep. As Tania clasped her mother's hand, it was so hot with fever.


"Mother" said Tania again. He kissed his mother's hand that was getting thinner and thinner.


"Son..." Bu Ayu wakes up and tries to get up, but Tania prevents her. Tania led her mother to lie down.


"Already, I'm resting, just."


"Have you come home, son?" Asked Bu Ayu with his weak voice.


"Already, Mom. I miss Mom. I'm not leaving you again." Tania kissed her mother's hand again.


"Mother is also missing. Already, Mom is okay. Just a normal fever." Bu Ayu tried to make Tania not worry. This was always Ayu ma'am doing to calm her son's heart.


"Sorry, Nia. Miss Lek doesn't know which number to call you." Said madam Rohimah holding Tania's shoulder.


"It's okay, Miss lek. Thanks, Miss Lek took care of me."


"Yes, equally. Don't be shy."


Tania is determined not to leave her mother again. He just wanted to be here near his mother. Focus on finding a job near here in order to treat his mother and pay a debt to Rakha.


"Hopefully I can!"