From Comfortable to Love

Chapter 10 - The Abandoned Sainthood

Nights,

Tania can't sleep tonight. He had tried to close his eyes to fall asleep immediately, but still could not. This is because of his concern about Rakha's speech this afternoon. He was afraid that Rakha would suddenly enter the room, and do the same as that night.

"Tania!" Rakha's voice made Tania aghast. Panic? Panic, time is not!

Soon Tania jumped into the bed, wrapped herself in a blanket, and pretended to be asleep. He let Rakha scream out there. He thought, anyway the man will not be able to enter because the room he had locked. After all, Rakha must have understood why she never got an answer.

For a while, Tania did not hear Rakha's voice from out there. Silent.

Tania was confused, had her master left already? Tania is hoping, hopefully. Finally Tania could breathe a sigh of relief. Back he lay down on the bed, with a feeling of plume without worry anymore.

Suddenly there was the sound of Tania's room door opening. The tall figure was already on the lip of the door, leaning against his shoulder. Tania was shocked.

Raksha! The man with his cynical smile showed off so many keys in his hands. Tania grew increasingly wide, her body instantly peeking motionless.

"You forgot where you are now, Tania?" Rakha said, his face was very angry.

"Master, I .. I ..." Tania became nervous. Nervousness mixed with fear.

"What is this kind of attitude of a good worker?"

"Master, sorry ..."

Rakha immediately dropped Tania's body onto the mattress. Events like that night are repeated. Tania still tried to rebel even though Rakha still forced her, even she forcibly undressed the clothes Tania was wearing.

"I hate Mr. Rakha! I hate Mr. Rakha who is like this!" Shouted Tania still trying to break away.

"Serve me, Tania!"

"I told you, I can't, sir!"

"Why?" Rakha stared hard.

The mood became quiet. Tania started crying. He doesn't care if Rakha will be pityed or not. She was only trying to defend her honor as a woman.

"If you don't do your job, I'll make sure you and your mother get a reward. After all, your mother has also received money from me."

"No, Master! Don't involve my mother!" Tania shook her head very quickly with sobbing cries.

"Then serve me now!"

Tania did not answer a word, only tears spoke. He was silent, he was resigned to all this. He can only hold feelings. Hate, anger, dislike for Rakha. And guilt for his mother.

Meanwhile, Rakha guiltlessly touched, and felt what she was not supposed to feel. While Tania was, she could only feel excruciating pain. There, and in the chest.

Tonight, her chastity was completely snatched away.

*****

Tania wasn't strong enough to wake up. Her body hurts. He did not want to remember the incident last night, it made him even more disgusted at himself. He feels very dirty. The more he remembered, the greater his hatred for Rakha.

Tania rushed to clean up, trying to be strong even though she was really fragile at the moment.

***

Bread and jam are available on the table. Tania tried to keep herself busy in the kitchen so that Rakha would not call her at any time. After all, he was so sick of seeing his master's face.

"Tania! Make me coffee!" Rakha's shout could Tania hear clearly from her place. But he intentionally ignored.

"Tania!" Shouted Rakha again.

Then then silence, then,

"Why are you, huh?!" Rakha's snapper was apparently behind Tania.

"Tu-lord," Tania stammered.

"Why not answer my call?"

"I didn't hear it, sir."

"You think I believe?"

Rakha pulled Tania's hand, making the girl even more docked to her body. Tania was silent, there was no resistance as usual.

"Why are you silent now, Tania? Did you get used to it, and start enjoying it all?" Rakha said with her cynical smile.

Tania looked up, looking into Rakha's eyes, sharp. A look filled with hatred.

"Free. It's free that I rebel because in the end I will still lose, sir. Because you're gonna keep forcing me even a thousand times I say no." Said Tania, making Rakha speechless.

Rakha finally releases Tania. Tania resumed her activities, cleaning up. Meanwhile, Rakha just stared at every move of the girl, then moved away.

A moment later there was the sound of the car moving away.

*****

Tania was sitting on the floor. Weeping over the bad luck that befell him. He can't do much. He is just a man who fears the law. More ... Rakha's gonna involve her mother.

"I don't want things to happen that you don't want, that's all." Isak Tania's.