FRIENDZONE, Maybe ?

Episode 09's

Ray had surprised me with his sudden arrival to my apartment and brought food for me . Yes I admit it's not the first time he's sent food to my apartment . But to get into my apartment room and eat together and watch a movie together like now is the first time . And now he's saying a question that surprises me again .

" Are you dating Irwan ? "

Jdeerr..

" Hmm Ray is actually ____ "

I haven't had time to finish my sentence Ray first cut it .

" Ha ha . Why are your faces so tense . My question is easy . Answer yes or no . What's hard ? But yasudah need not be answered . I know the answer . "

I just silently looked at Ray and couldn't speak anymore . I'm like a person who's caught lying with a high rate of lies .

" By the way, since when ? " Connect Ray .

" Hmm about 3 months ago . " I answered with a lowered face .

" It's been a while, too .. 0hh ? Haaaiii you this is why Vin, ha ha ha so funny . Wh why? do you feel like you're caught lying . "

Ray replied while throwing a slight plunge at me .

Hearing Ray laughing out loud like that made me reflectively pinch her stomach .

" Aww .. Pain Vin . What are you anyway . Oye . aww. Aww.aww is quite merciful vinaa." cried Ray pleading .

" Feel . Sukurins . Who told slalu to cut me off . Here, this, feel again . Hiihh "

I just kept nagging while incessantly pinching Ray's stomach .

To the point that Ray stood up from his seat trying to dodge my pinch attack . And I certainly don't want to lose dong . I also stood up after Ray . We're chasing each other, Ray's trying to protect himself from my attack and I keep attacking him . Unknowingly my feet tripped over the edge of the carpet and ..

Bruuuk... ...

"Awwwww" I shouted

" Hiisshh Vina should be the one who shouted it was me . You fell on me . Oh my God you're so heavy . It's because you eat too much ."

I don't know why my ears arrived deaf can't hear Ray's rant . All I could hear was the sound of my heartbeat suddenly sounding very loud . " Oh my God, why me ? " Banki .

My position right now is still right above Ray . And cut it .

" Abina Zara ... Until when do you want to keep beating me like this ? " Rintih Ray who is under me .

Hearing that immediately I got up from the top of his body and slightly justified my clothes and hair that looked messy . I swear I was so nervous to be in a position so close to Ray like that .

" I'm sorry "I said to Ray .

" Yes . Yes . Yes, I forgive you . Seeing you like I enjoyed being on top of me like before I didn't have the heart to be mad at you . " Ray's answer just got me glaring in front of Ray .

" Basic Raytama Akbar !! I just found out that you turned out to be very perverted . " I swung my hand intending to hit Ray's head . But Ray caught him first .

" cntsss .. Vina . Hey, what do you want to do again ? Want to beat me so I can repeat the moment ? "

" At this moment what do you mean ? " . I was surprised by Ray .

" Yes the moment we chased after earlier, then you fell and hit me . You want to repeat it again, right ? Are you hooked on being on top of me Alvina Zara ? " Ray answered while throwing her smile that looked so annoying .

" Raytama Akbaaaaarr ." I screamed loudly in front of Ray because it was so upset with the words Ray just said . The original one was also I was trying to cover my face which might now seem red in shame hearing Ray's slightly vulgar words in my opinion .

It is getting late . The clock shows it's set at 10pm . And the movie we watched is done .

I shed a few tears as I was moved by the ending I saw in the movie just now . Ray saw it just laugh at me . He asked me to face him . Then she stretched out her hand erasing the trace of tears still left on my cheek . He cupped my face with both his hands and said .

" Basic of the crybaby . You just cry . It was just a Vina movie . What happens if you are really abandoned by the people you love later huh ? Haasshhhh I can't imagine, you're definitely going to cry very hard . " said Ray .

Deg . deg . deg. deg ..

" Haaaiii viin "call Ray to me . Because of seeing me who was silent without responding . And this time he called out in a soft voice . And that makes me even more mired in the charm of a Raytama .

" Yes you must be tired . It's also night . I'll go home . " Connect Ray . She took her hand off my face and stood up from her seat and grabbed her jacket which she sowed on the back of the sofa .

Then what about me ? I was still stunned at my place . Ray saw her back in front of me . And ask ,

" You okay Vin ? Hello .." while waving his hand in front of my face .

And it managed to break my daydream .

" Oohh yeah I'm fine . Eehh ? You want to go home now, Ray ? " Tell me to Ray, because I saw Ray was neatly wearing his jacket .

" Yes, I'm going home now . It was also night . Almost 10 hours . Thanks for everything Vin . "

" It's okay ."

Ray smiled softly at my answer and came closer to me and suddenly he hugged me . It's true Ray hugged me . " O Lord, what's wrong with Ray today ? No . Not Ray, but I . What's wrong with me today ? " Banki .

After a while she hugged me she finally let go of her embrace . Then stretched out his hand over my head and randomized my hair with anxiety .

" Raaayy .. You're a habit of ruffling my hair ." Protests .

" Ha ha ha . yes .iya sorry Vin . Okay . I go home first . "

* Cupp :*

Ray kissed the top of my head . I who was only the size of Ray's shoulder made Ray easily do it .

Oh my God especially now ? My mind was really made Ray meronta ronta .

" I..Yes hearty "I answered Ray stuttering because I was still nervous about all Ray's treatment of me just now .

The next morning in the office my mind could not escape Ray . Questions arise in my beautiful brain . Starting from how Ray knew I was dating Irwan . And Ray's treatment of me last night that suddenly changed like never before .

"No no . I don't need to think about that unimportant thing . Focus Vina . " Banki .

Dion who saw me acting strange finally came to me .

" Why Lo ? Aahh I know, Raytama shot you ? "

I look at Dion . And hit her arm . "haisshh .. what's the heck ? Don't talk so much . If there are people who continue to misunderstand how .? " Omelku to Dion .

" Hiiihh Vina I asked seriously yes . Not yet, is it ? "

This time Dion asked while whispering .

" What the hell is Dion ? " Tanyaku pura did not understand the original I understand what Dion meant .

" Anyway Lo pura**** instead . Yeah that's why Raytama hasn't shot Lo ? "

" Shoot what's the hell ? Who was shot and who was shot . It's not clear you are that . I've gone there back to the table Lo . Don't bother me . I still have a lot of this work . Hush . Hush .hush . " I tried to drive Dion away before he uttered a sentence that became increasingly silent .

" Not really, is it ? How the hell Ray said he wanted to rush to shoot Lo ."

Dion was still whispering obscure words . I was just shaking my head at Dion's behavior .

In the afternoon after returning home from work I went straight back to the apartment . Until the apartment I immediately cleaned myself a bath after that I intend to continue reading my novel, only after that out for dinner . But just now I was sitting my body on my couch beeping a sign that there was a message coming in . I grabbed my phone and read the message .

_ "Vina sorry if I went out of town without saying anything to you . Actually I intend to say it after the futsal event yesterday . But at that time I saw a scene that was not pleasant to me . Sorry if I am childish . But honestly I feel less like you're close to Raytama . And what I saw yesterday you look too close to him . I'll probably be here for about 2 months . With the next 2 months I want us to introspect each other before we decide to continue our relationship to a more serious path ahead . I'm really sorry I just gave you the news today . Not to avoid you . But my work here is so much . I hope you can understand that Vin . My message is not to be too tired to work . Don't forget to eat . And don't come home too late at night . I missed you . Love you:* " _ Irwan

Reading the message from Irwan made my eyes ache . Unknowingly I shed tears . I don't know . I don't know what I'm feeling right now, the point is I feel lost today . Losing the figure of Irwan who looks cold and indifferent but originally he was very attentive to the small things that are on me .

I didn't reply to a message from Irwan . Because I don't know how to repay it . All I have to do now is obey what Irwan says is to introspection .