FRIENDZONE, Maybe ?

Episode 11

Two weeks ago I lost contact with Irwan . And from myself I was hesitant to start contacting Irwan. So as a way out so that I can easily get through the next day , for a while I forget for a moment my problems with Irwan . And while self-instrospection certainly . What kind of introspection, I myself honestly still do not understand .

And discussing how my relationship is now with Ray, my relationship with him is still good and arguably even better . He still often plays to my apartment, after the office is also not uncommon we go just to eat together .

Today is Sunday . Ray bought me a look . He picked me up on his motorcycle. After arriving at the mall we went straight to the cinema because we were late . And sure enough the movie has already started . And it turns out that the movie we're watching right now is a romantic genre movie . There are some movie scenes that make the audience sweat cold and nervous . And that includes me . And it seems like Ray also felt it . In the middle of the film Ray suddenly grasped my hand . I looked towards him asking for an explanation, what does that mean ? . But he just sniffed his shoulders while throwing his flagship smile . I can only snort with Ray's treatment . At the end of the film, the film ends in a happy ending .

I can feel a sense of relief and happiness from all the viewers who saw the film today . Including Ray .

Ray looked at me as well as me and then he brought his face closer to me and whispered ,

" I also hope that my story will also end happily . " Said . Then she landed her lips on my temple . *Cup .

I was surprised to see only Ray . In my heart I cursed myself . Why am I like this ? Why can't I refuse as Ray gets closer to me . I have repeatedly convinced my own heart that I already have Irwan . I don't want to betray her . It's enough I've betrayed someone . And I don't want to repeat it again .

After we finish watching we continue our way in the mall .

" Is there anything you want to find Vin ? Now we're in the mall again ? " Ask Ray .

" Hmm .. no Ray . Can we just go home ? I'm a little tired . "

I said I asked to go home to Ray .

Because right now I feel a little uncomfortable . I began to realize my current closeness with Ray was getting more and more unnatural . Ray is getting in physical contact with me more and more . Like suddenly hugging me, holding my hand, even kissing me . I know I was wrong too because I could only keep quiet when Ray was like that to me . Not wanting to reject it . I don't know why I couldn't refuse it .

" Go home ? Are you sick ? " said Ray who looked a little worried .

" No Ray, I'm just tired . "

And finally Ray agreed to it . In the middle of our trip to my apartment suddenly it rained heavily . Ray and I decided to pull over for a while.Since Ray forgot to bring a rain coat so we couldn't just break through the rain .

" Vin how about we go home first . My house is near here . If we wait until the rain subsides it looks like it will be long . I don't want you to be sick . " Say Ray .

And I also agree .

Arriving at Ray's house we're both just as wet as we're soaking . Because we're forced to break through the rain for a while .

Ray's house looked very quiet .

" Any quiet Ray's house ? Where's Aunt Mirna and Rena ? " Take a question to Ray .

" If the clock is this way they are certainly still in the stall . "

" Let me take you to my room, take a shower and change your clothes so you don't catch a cold ." Connect Ray while taking me to his room on the second floor of his house . Arriving in Ray's room I just remembered, how can I change clothes ? I didn't bring a change of clothes .

" Ray, I didn't bring a change of clothes . How can I change clothes ? "

" Ow yes I forgot, eehh wait for me to get Rena's clothes. Looks like your size and Rena are the same . " Ray answered while chuckling .

I saw Ray laughing like that so suspicious .

" Size is the same how do you mean ? " Tanyaku garang .

" Aiiissshh .. maxutku your body is small so that and if I see it look just Rena is bigger than you so yes the possibility of Rena clothes fitting in you . Gituu .. aaaiihh you are negative thoughts muluu . " Omel it while ruffling my hair .

" Raytamaaa ." I screamed at Ray who ruffled my hair .

After the shower I did not see Ray in room , but I found Rena's clothes that Ray had prepared for me on the bed . I immediately put it on, then I briefly noticed Ray's entire room . " Clean too." Indigo . There are many photos in her room . Starting from a photo of Ray and his family, a photo of Ray with Dion and Farhan . And to my surprise there was a picture of him both with me there . Photos that Dion had taken when we gathered together in a cafe . Ray put the photo on the nightstand right next to his bed .

" Viiiin, is it finished yet ? " Ray's scream from below made me realize from my daydream . I put the picture back on the nightstand. And come down to Ray .

" Have you finished ? " Task Ray again . And I just nodded . In my mind there were a lot of questions I wanted to ask Ray . But I hesitate to say it .

Ray took me to the dinner table . He had prepared a glass of warm chocolate milk for me and a bowl of instant noodles for my favorite spicy sauce .

" Ujan ujan ujan gini is the most steady eat ginian . Let's eat Vin ! " Take Ray to me .

I agreed and sat down in front of Ray . It's true everything Ray said . Ujan tastiest try eat instant noodles spicy gravy like this . But somehow I have absolutely no taste this time . And Ray seemed to realize it .

" Do you have a problem Vin ? Since coming out of the cinema you arrived so diem gini . You're not baper anymore because of the film, right ? " Ask Ray .

" Endak, I don't know why . Like I said, I feel tired. " I am relaxed .

And Ray only the mangosteen heard it .

Finished eating I helped Ray clean up our old dirty dishes . But Ray wouldn't let me help him . As a result I just stood next to Ray watching him washing dishes . And I subconsciously asked a question that made me very curious about the end of this .

" Ray, how do you know I have a relationship with Irwan ? "

Ray might be surprised to hear my question he momentarily stopped his activities . He turned to me for a moment then went back to washing the dishes .

" It doesn't matter Vin ." Answer with ease .

"When did you know that ? " Take me back .

This time Ray had finished washing all his dirty dishes . He wiped his hands with a dry towel and then walked over to me, standing right in front of me .

Instead of answering my question he threw a question at me .

" Do you really love Irwan ? " ask Ray.

What kind of question is that . Indigo .

" Of course, I'm dating her, doesn't that show that I love Irwan ."

"Ciiiuhihh .." Ray clucked with a slanted smile, as if my answer sounded disgusting in his ear .

" You're too naive Vin ." Connect Ray . While stepping away from me .

" Your max what is Ray ? " I walked up to Ray from behind . And suddenly in front of me Ray stopped suddenly and immediately faced me .

" Are you sure it's really love ? Are you sure that's not your only impingement from your old lover ? "

Jleeebb. What Ray just said a little flashback to my memories first . How I betrayed my beloved once with Irwan . I could only silently respond to Ray's sensitive question just now . Unconsciously my eyes had felt very sore and finally the tears fell as well .

Looking at me who was crying Ray instead smiled cynically and said ,

" Am I right, Vin ? "