FRIENDZONE, Maybe ?

Episode 12's

It is noon on Sunday afternoon . The sky looks darker and the rain that fell since noon did not stop .

I am still at Ray's house .

" Are you sure it's really love ? Are you sure that's not your only impingement from your old lover ? "

A question that Ray asked just now managed to make my feelings turbulent . I could only cast a pushy glance at Ray, then pass away from the sight of Ray . I picked up my handbag that I had placed on the dining table earlier and went to the door of Ray's house . I haven't had the chance to grab the door handle so suddenly there was a hand pulling on my arm trying to block my movement . And that is Ray .

" Where are you going Vin ? " Ask Ray .

" Detach . I want to go home "my answer was a little snapping at Ray .

" Are you crazy ? Didn't you see it was still raining . Come with me ."

Ray clasped my wrist tight . Pulling me back into the house, I who did not accept continued thrashing asked Ray to release his hand on my hand .

" Ray , get off !! You made my hand hurt . Raytama ." Shouted me while still trying to shake Ray's hand that grasped me . Hope Ray's hand grip can be detached . But unfortunately all in vain . Ray's energy is far greater than mine .

But I'm not giving up I'm still trying to get away from Ray . But Ray didn't rub me at all . He took me to the second floor exactly to his room . As soon as he knew he was going to take me to his room I was getting more and more intense trying to get away from Ray . After we finished passing the stairs Ray hit me until I was in a position very close to Ray and only a few centimeters away . Then

*Cuuuppp :*

Ray was really successful in silencing my mouth at this time . She kissed my lips .1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds . Until finally my consciousness re-assembled I tried to push the chest of Ray's field . But he didn't shift one bit. Instead he tightened his arms to me and tried to deepen his kiss to me . It was then that my mind went back to being lost somewhere, until I finally felt like I was enjoying all of this, enjoying the soft kiss Ray gave me .

Seeing my response that began to receive kisses from him, Ray became more and more . He tried to break through his tongue to get in and explore my whole mouth . What was originally just a soft kiss now I began to feel a demanding kiss . Ray continues to******* in my lips . Smoke all the inches on my lips .

" Sister Ray .. "the voice of the call has finally stopped our activity now .

I was really nervous . But then Ray calmed me down .

" That's Rena . It's okay . You go into my room first . I'll see Rena for a moment . After that I'll catch up with you. " Say Ray

I nodded in agreement with Ray and went straight into Ray's room.I'm afraid Rena would find out where I am .

In Ray's room I sat on the edge of the bed remembering my kiss with Ray just now . Just remembering it can make my heart almost explode .

" Oh my God what have I done ." I muttered while randomly shuffling my own hair .

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The sound of the door opening made me reflect to look towards the door . It was Ray . He came while bringing a cup of warm tea for me . He came up to me and sat right next to me .

" Rena just came to deliver food for me . Now he's back at the restaurant . " Said Ray who explained the arrival of Rena .

" This drink I make you warm tea . " Continue Ray while thrusting me a glass of warm tea . I accepted it and took a little sip of that warm tea .

" Vin I'm sorry . I took control of it . " Ray said while bowing his head . It can be seen that he feels very sorry .

For a moment I was silent and then I put a glass of tea on the nightstand and went back to Ray .

" Ray, we can't keep going like this . This is wrong . As you already know . I've got Irwan . And I hope you can understand that . " I said as I stood up .

Seeing me standing Ray again grabbed my wrist . This time he held it gently . He looked his head up at me .

" Am I not getting a chance Vin ? "

" What's your max is Ray ? "

I answered him with a stutter .

I'm afraid of what Ray will say after this . I'm not a fool . I know what Ray will say next.

" I love you Vin ."

Answer Ray to the point .

" Ray, you know that now I'm ___ "

My words were interrupted by Ray .

" I don't care, I feel I still have a chance to have you too Vin . So please let me fight for you . Regardless of how it ends and who you will choose . I hope you don't avoid me after this . And let me do this . "

" I love you Alvina Zahra ." He said still with a slightly stingy breath .

After that Ray drove me home to the apartment, because the rain had also subsided . Arriving at Ray's apartment, he immediately said he knew that I was very tired today because I had a lot to go through today . And almost everything was very draining of my emotions .

I went into the apartment, took a shower and laid myself on the bed. The events that happened throughout this day were replayed in my mind . There was a sense of joy and sadness after knowing how Ray felt about me . And I'm also confused how to behave after this to Ray . I again randomized my own hair because I felt dizzy with this problem .

Triingg _ 1 incoming message .

Hearing it I immediately grabbed my phone that was on the nightstand . I thought it was Ray . But unexpectedly it turned out that message from Irwan . I rushed to open it .

--" I missed you . "- (Irwan)

It was only that short but it managed to make me cry even almost sound hysterical . I really feel guilty this time to Irwan . I feel like I betrayed her .

Because I may not get a reply message from me suddenly Irwan called me . I hesitated to pick up the phone . But deep in my heart I also feel like I miss her . I finally decided to pick up the phone .

* Phone conversation between me and Irwan .

" Hello Vin, are you asleep ? Am I bothering you ? "

Hearing Irwan's voice made me feel weak . I was back sobbing at that moment . And Irwan realized it .

" You're okay, aren't you Vin ? What are you why ? " Task Irwan back from across there .

With a heavy voice I finally answered her .

" I miss you Wan, very . Why did you leave me so long . " I unconsciously said it while sobbing .

" I'm sorry baby, I promise I'll finish all my work here soon and come back to see you "

Finished saying that, Irwan told me to hurry to sleep . He doesn't want me to be late for the office tomorrow . And I follow it .

After that I laid my body back on the bed . I closed my eyes until I was asleep.

Today is the longest day I've ever been through. It was the most exhausting day .

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