Forced Marriage as Love
The Part 70
"Mas.." call Jiana who surprised the three of them. Jiana leaned against the bed. They looked at Jiana and were surprised to see Jiana who was awake. The three of them were still staring at Jiana.
"Why didn't you tell me that before?" jiana asked who began to shed her tears. Raka looked confused. He looked at his parents-in-law and looked back at his wife.
"Why are you hiding something this big from me?" ask Jiana again. Raka stood up and walked over to his wife. While Desi and Alex just fell silent while listening to them. Desi and Alex do not want to get too involved in their domestic affairs.
Jiana lowered her face. He shed his tears. Feeling sad and resentful about his current situation. Raka immediately hugged Jiana and kissed the top of her head. Jiana hugged her husband tightly and spilled all her sadness.
"Sorry baby, I can't tell you this. Every time I want to tell you a story, seeing you happy about this pregnancy makes me sad. Sad because we have to release our child candidates as soon as possible" said Raka.
Jiana took off the hug. He looked at his flat stomach and rubbed it gently.
"Whatever the risk, let me give birth to this baby. We've been waiting for it for almost a year. If my life is in its place, I am ready to sacrifice it. But, let this baby be born," said Jiana who was still staring at her stomach and rubbing it. Raka and both of Jiana's parents were shocked by Jiana's request.
"I'm not gonna let you in trouble. Honey, listen to me. After this we can have another child. But, if this puts your life at risk, I won't risk it" Raka began to panic. Jiana closed her eyes for a moment.
"Why did this have to happen to me? Why did God give such a big test?" inner Jiana Pilu.
She was very happy with the news of her pregnancy. However, at the same time God did not allow her to raise the baby and grow in her heart. She had been waiting for a long time when she was pregnant. But what happened was just the opposite. He must immediately abort the contents for his safety.
Jiana looked up to look at her husband. Raka just smiled thinly with her fingers rubbing the tears of his wife.
"But, I'd love to lose my life for our baby. Let me raise her until she's born, please," Jiana asked again. He grabbed Raka's hand and held it. Raka sat down beside Jiana. He hugged his wife back and now he feels sad for what he wants to do.
"Don't do that, baby. It's not that I don't care about our future son. However, this is the best path for you and our baby. Maybe we are still not given the trust to take care of children" said Raka sadly.
Desi and Alex walked over towards them. They also feel sad about this fact. Everything Raka said was true and should be done immediately. Otherwise, his daughter's life would be at stake. This is all for Jiana's good. In her first pregnancy, she had to have a problem that hit her hard. Desi understands what they feel. However, he also did not want to endanger his own daughter's life.
"What your husband said is true, baby. This is the only way now. Believe me, if you can still get pregnant again one day," said Desi. Alex nodded confirming what his wife said.
Jiana was silent. He kept looking at his flat stomach. However, her tears did not stop dripping either. He felt inadequate for this reality.
Doctor Faye came to visit to check on Jiana. He started to check on Jiana. While Raka and Jiana's parents stood by the bed while watching her.
"Doctor, how is my son?" ask Desi. Before answering her, doctor Faye looked at Raka. Raka nodded slowly. Doctor Faye smiled then began to explain how Jiana is currently. It also provides several options to deal with the problem. And, finally Jiana decided to take the medicine recommended by the doctor on the grounds that she was afraid of doing surgery even though it was just a small operation. Doctor Faye immediately prepared the necessities for Jiana. However, Jiana asked to be done at her house. He didn't want to stay in the hospital for long. Of course, he also consulted with doctor Faye. And doctor Faye personally watches over Jiana while doing home remedies.
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By now, they have reached home. Since that day, Raka has not taken the time to go to the office again. This situation makes it unbearable if you have to leave his wife even though it only works. He left everything to his assistant and his secretary. These few days, he wanted to accompany Jiana until Jiana's state stabilized again.
Arriving at the room, Jiana immediately threw herself in the bed. Raka sat beside him while enveloping his wife. He gently rubbed his wife's forehead and smiled sweetly.
"What breakfast do you want? Let me prepare it for you dear," Raka said softly.
"I want to eat porridge" replied Jiana. Then Raka said goodbye to the kitchen and prepared the porridge himself.
Jiana continued to look at the medicine that was already in her hands. When she swallows the drug, it means that the fetus in her heart will slowly die and miscarry. Jiana gripped the medicine. He didn't want to do that, but reality forced him to.
"No, I can't do this," Jiana said as she shed her tears. However, she hurriedly rubbed it for fear of making her husband worry.
"Mama will protect you, baby. Forgive me mas, I will keep this baby until it is born later, even though it will endanger my own life," Jiana inner with her strong determination. Actually, the reason he was afraid of surgery was a fictitious reason only. He did not really approve of the decision. And she just wanted to protect her baby.
Shortly after, Raka entered the room with porridge and drinking water. Jiana immediately hid the medicine under her pillow. Raka smiled faintly then sat down beside Jiana. He began to feed his wife.
"Likes?" ask Raka. Jiana nodded slowly and continued to look at her husband. Raka rubbed Jiana's cheek gently.
"This time take the medicine and rest baby" said Raka.
"Definitely... I will drink it later," Jiana replied nervously. Raka smiled thinly and then returned to feed Jiana until the porridge was finished. When he finished, he placed the empty bowl on the nightstand. Jiana drank a little and put the glass back on the nightstand.
"Where's the medicine, baby? It was here," asked Raka while looking for the medicine. Jiana was silent for a moment. He looks confused.
"That's it, I've kept it. I will drink it later mas," said Jiana.
"Drink now baby, this is for your good," said Raka then kissed Jiana's forehead gently.
Jiana took the medicine and took it. Because Raka won't go from there before seeing Jiana drink it. After she finished, Jiana immediately lay down and closed her eyes. While Raka headed to the kitchen to return the bowl and glass earlier.
After making sure Raka was out of the room, Jiana immediately rushed to the bathroom to dispose of the medicine that she had not swallowed. After which, he hurriedly returned to his bed and closed his eyes.
"I'm sorry... I just want our baby to be safe" she closed her eyes.
