Forbidden Desire [Likes the Same Like]

Khobul ijab

The day changed, it did not feel that now came the day of my sister-in-law's wedding. Actually, this heart is reluctant to attend the wedding, but considering that it will only raise suspicion, I will be forced to attend to enliven the happy day of my sister-in-law.

Before leaving for the building where the wedding took place, I also wore a gown from Mas Rangga, he said so that I look elegant in front of the guests so that it will make him proud of the praise. Even though my stomach that has been a bit squeaky feels tight if wearing a dress like that.

But rather than just causing a debate, I force you to wear it. I smiled bitterly in front of the mirror. Can I watch as my loved ones hang out with other women?

"Darling, are you done changing clothes? " Shouted Mas Rangga while knocking on my room door.

"Yes, Mas. This is just putting up earrings really. " My words screamed a little to be heard by him.

"Speed dong, baby. Later we are late, because soon the show will begin. " She shouted again and I opened the door and went out.

When I appeared before him, it was clear that the man who was still my husband was fascinated by my appearance. Not that I am arrogant, but many say that I am a beautiful woman. Just look, Mas Rangga did not even blink for a moment while looking at me.

"Mas, let's say he's scared late. " My words awakened him from his gaze.

"You're so pretty, baby. That's why I love you so much. " Say, and then we headed towards the car.

If I still love her like I used to, it would be flowery when I heard her say that. But now I even want to vomit to hear it, because of course it's just the word dreadlocks. If you truly love, you will never betray.

By the way I don't see my sister's whereabouts. Maybe he went there himself? or go somewhere else? thank God, I didn't see that shitty face.

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We also arrived at a building where the wedding took place. I can clearly see my sister-in-law who is sitting opposite the ruler. It will be called ijab khobul. He is so handsome when wearing traditional Javanese clothes.

It turned out that he was aware of my presence so that when we saw each other he immediately threw his face in the other direction. Agh, is that how you hate me now? seeing her reaction like that made me sad. But as much as I can behave as relaxed as possible so as not to arouse suspicion.

Finally, the bride came and sat down beside the groom. I admit that woman is very beautiful and indeed similar to Shania. The show began, too,

"Brother Rendi Wijaya, I marry you to a woman named Vhania bint Cahyono with a dowry a set of prayer tools paid in cash. " Say Mr. Penghulu while shaking my sister-in-law's hand.

"I accept Renata bint Baskoro's marriage, "

Her commitment stopped because my sister-in-law misnamed her bride. Loh, why did Rendi mention my name? at a glance I saw, the invited guests whispered and there was even a glance at me. They must have guessed that my sister-in-law had a taste for me.

But again, my sister-in-law mentioned my name again, so for a while her khobul ijab event was interrupted.See my father-in-law whispered towards Rendi, maybe was telling my sister-in-law to think focused. Penghulu also said that if it is wrong again, then the marriage becomes void alias invalid.

"Are you ready to go back, son Rendi? try not to be wrong again in saying his khobul ijab yah?" Said the ruler then saw my sister-in-law nodding her head.

After the third time, my sister-in-law was declared legally married to that woman named Vhania. I wanted to cry, but I soon realized that I was not showing my sadness to everyone. I thought the wedding would be canceled, but in fact they are both now legal as husband and wife.

But hearing my sister-in-law mention my name when Ijab khobul, does she still love me? I don't know what's going on in his heart right now, which I'm sure he doesn't want me anymore. Maybe I should have let her live happily with her choice of heart.

After the khobul ijab, Mas Rangga invited me to come back and rest. Because the reception will be held at night. So the event for this afternoon is over. On the way home, Mas Rangga kept reminding me to never again disturb the new Rendi household relationship.

"Well, Mom. Why do you have such thoughts?" ask me for offense. I am also self-aware, at this time Rendi is happy with her new wife.

"Because I thought you guys still loved each other. The proof was, he said your name twice during the khobul ijab. " Say Mas Rangga made me understand.

Surely he felt jealous when his sister even mentioned my name when Ijab khobul earlier. And she was afraid that we still loved each other and had plans to elope. Actually, I have such intentions. But I don't think it will happen because now my sister-in-law is married to the woman of her choice.

"Why are you silent? do you really still have a taste for her? " tanya Mas Rangga disperse my daydream.

"Mas, I promised to start our household from the beginning. It's just that right now I'm looking forward to changing Mas' attitude and just loving me. " My words that either come from the heart or are perfunctory doang.

"I will try to change for the wholeness of our household again. Help me to get rid of my disease? " she said it made me look at her and smile to respond.

Is he, my husband's nature can be healed? even if later he really changed and only gave his love to me, would I be able to reopen this badly wounded heart? I really don't know what it's going to be like.

If at this time I want to be separated from Mas Rangga, what is the fate of this child I am carrying? I can't imagine my son being born without a father. It may be true said Rendi, I have to re-open the door of my heart to Mas Rangga. But can it? agh, why am I in such a difficult situation like this.

"Darling, I promise I'll admit the boy after he's born. Even if it's not my son, I'll take care of him. " Mas Rangga's words stunned me.

"Really, Mum? " many of you don't believe.

Mas Rangga smiled at me and said the sentence steadily. Is it sincere from his heart to speak like that? I felt unsure of what he said just now. Could it be that with his attitude like this would make my heart melt again?