Forbidden Desire [Likes the Same Like]

Deadroom

I looked back at my phone screen hoping that Rendi would call me back. As if I hadn't believed her words telling me never to call her again. Could it be that he said that out of fear of being discovered by Shania?

I waited a long time, but there was no sign my sister-in-law would contact me again. Out of annoyance, I put my phone back in the drawer without being deactivated, and then I decided to take a shower so my mind wouldn't be messed up like this.

Because today I just stay at home, so the shower does not take long. Just getting soap, that's enough for me. No need to be too clean-clean very bath, whatever if you say dirty I do not care, hehe.

After putting on my clothes, I hurriedly took back my phone, and hoped that my sister-in-law would contact me again. The result is nil, it seems he does not want to be related to me anymore. Being upset, I better just turn off my phone and put it back in its place.

I didn't know what to do, so I decided to go to the RAINBOW house. Maybe there my heart and mind will calm down a little. I changed my clothes back and ordered a taxi online, maybe I'll just have lunch outside. Coincidentally Mas Rangga also had a meeting outside, so there was no need to bother cooking anymore.

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When I arrived at the RAINBOW house, I was surprised to see that my sister-in-law was there too. But seeing my arrival, he even said goodbye to go home. Honestly my heart felt sad when he was indifferent to me.

"Why are you torturing me like this? " i said as he passed me.

His footsteps stopped when he heard my words just now. Then he pulled my hand to follow his footsteps. He looks different today, usually his smile will expand when he meets me. Turns out he took me in his car parked across the street.

When our eyes look at each other, these lips are difficult to start a conversation. Rendi unceasingly looked at me with a flat look.

"May right now, it seems like we can't relate anymore. Please, open your hearts to Bang Rangga, and start living your household from scratch. " Say, he lowered his head.

"I know this isn't from your heart, right? please, don't torture me like this! I only love you, and never hear me tell me to open my heart to Mas Rangga again! " My words began to sob.

"I don't deserve you, brother. I can't protect you, and I'm a coward. " Say it with teary eyes.

"Are you going to give up fighting for our love? remember, I am currently pregnant with your child. Do you not have the desire to live happily with me and our future children? " my words continue to convince Rendi so that she does not despair.

Long we were silent, I clearly saw the sadness of my sister-in-law. Well, I admit I shouldn't have the right to ask her for happiness. But I can't if I have to separate from him. Really, I really love my sister-in-law especially now that I am pregnant with the fruit of our love.

It's up to me to be selfish, I don't care about that. I believe we can maintain this relationship and live it secretly and surely finally after the guise of Mas Rangga was revealed, me and Rendi can live happily.

"For now, it is better that we focus on our respective households. If we are a match, one day we will be found again. I hope you can understand my words. I just don't want to, we're both threatened. " Rendi said and told me to get out of the car.

"I didn't expect you to treat me like this. You're the same, cowardly man. From now on, I don't want to see your face again. " I said and got out of the car with a deep feeling of disappointment.

To relieve this pain, I decided to take a walk in a park just to breathe fresh air. Who knows, we can take this pain away. While sitting on a park bench lined up, I accidentally saw my sister with a man my age.

Because I did not want my existence to be seen by Reni, I hurriedly left the park and decided to go home. At home, there was no one.

Tired, I went into the room and laid my body on the bed. Without feeling myself asleep. Until the arrival of Mas Rangga surprised me, it seems that he looked panicked and told me to go along with him. I looked at the clock, already showing it at five in the afternoon. I also fell asleep a long time ago.

Though I want to clean my body first aka shower. But said Mas Rangga is not necessary because there are problems that occur so must go in a hurry. I was obviously curious, what kind of problem was that?

Apparently, we went to a hospital. With a look of confusion, I ventured to ask, too,

"Mas, how come we're here anyway? who is sick? " many but got no answer.

"Follow it, you'll know for yourself. " His words then made me shut up and just follow his footsteps.

When I arrived at the one room that made me shudder in horror because the room was a room for corpses. I was surprised to see the atmosphere in front of the room. Seen mother and father-in-law with a look of sadness. I looked at Mas Rangga's face to ask him for an explanation.

"Last noon, Shania had an accident. He was hit by an irresponsible man. And because the situation was so severe, this afternoon his life could not be saved. " Say Mas Rangga then approached my two in-laws.

I closed my mouth with both hands as if I could not believe everything. But after seeing Rendi out of the room it makes me believe that the words of Mas Rangga are indeed true. Both of Shania's parents were heard crying hysterically inadmissible with the departure of her only child.

Actually I wanted to approach Rendi to calm her heart. But considering it will only make both my in-laws and Mas Rangga angry, I undo my intentions. And I chose to sit next to Mas Rangga. I glanced at my sister-in-law, and she was also staring at my collar. But considering the incident last afternoon, I also threw my face and turned my eyes straight ahead.

"Rendi, where did you go this afternoon?" mother-in-law asked me to swallow the saliva.

"I had some business, Ma. If I knew it was going to happen like this, I wouldn't leave my wife alone. But before the incident, Shania had said she wanted to see Renata's brother. "

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Meet me he said? why would Shania want to see me, because as far as I know that woman hates me and doesn't like to see me. If it's true what Rendi said, what for?

"Did you meet Shania this afternoon? " ask Mas Rangga to me.

"No, Mas. I was home all day. " My words made him nod.

"I'm sure there's someone who deliberately wants to harm Shania. And it worked to make Shania die. " Mas Rangga said again to remind me of something.

"What is Shania, the woman Reni is referring to? especially when he saw him and a man in the park, well no longer wrong." My mind thinks that everything is the work of my sister.