Forbidden Desire [Likes the Same Like]

Regretting useless

I still don't believe in Rangga's words. So I asked him for time to think things over. It seems that I am not ready if I have to leave Rendi at home alone.In addition, my two in-laws rarely come home.

Fortunately, Rangga gave me the opportunity to think things through, and he hoped that I would not make the wrong choice. He always said that my sister-in-law was a two-faced person and was very good at making other people's households fall apart.

Is it like that? I didn't believe it before I saw the evidence in person. And to be honest, now in my heart there is only one name Rendi. If for Rangga mas, maybe only a speck left. Because I was already disappointed with his attitude which I think is very late.

Before leaving for the hospital, I went into Rendi's room, and took some of her clothes so I could bring them along. My eyes were fixed on the one thing on his desk. He seems to have a hobby of writing a diary as well.

I wanted to open and read the diary, but I realized it was very disrespectful. I can't read someone's privacy without the owner's consent.I finally closed the door to my sister-in-law's room after I finished taking some pieces of hers.

"I'll take you to the hospital. Besides there is already a mother and also Shania who take care of your dear sister-in-law. " Say Rangga.

"I can go alone. There was an online taxi waiting for me. " My words made him nod.

"Well then, I'll see you there? " he said and went back into the room.

I rushed to the hospital, and hopefully my sister-in-law was awake. I can't wait to hear the chatter again. Honestly, I feel lonely right now.

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When entering the room where my sister-in-law was treated, it was true that there was already a mother-in-law and also Shania.Rupanya, Rendi was aware and now being bribed by Shania. Did I come at the wrong time? don't show your jealousy, Renata!

Seeing my arrival, they all turned to look at me and then my mother-in-law showed me her smile. Different from Shania who does not like my presence.

"Come, baby.have his mouth opened! eat a lot so that it heals quickly and we can hold our marriage later. " Shania said, I believe she wants to make me jealous. Yes, right now he did manage to make me burn with jealous flames.

"Sir Renata, all right? " asked Rendi in a voice that still sounded weak.

"Ah, yes.I'm fine. Now you eat well, let it recover quickly and can return home. " My words made her smile.

"Son, said Rangga you will move in your own house? good thoughts, want to live independently. " My mother-in-law's words made me glance at my sister-in-law. Seen his face pouting, surely because of hearing the words of the mother-in-law deh.

"That's Renata's wish, ma'am. Salut anyway, have a wife who wants to live independently. " Say Rangga who came suddenly.

I scratched my non-itchy head, then glanced back at my sister-in-law. Apparently he looks ordinary and tells Shania to bribe him back.

"Yes, let Rendi and Shania who live in the house of mother and father. The house is in the name of Rendi. " Mother-in-law's words confused me.

"And they're just getting engaged, ma'am. How can I stay in the roof? " i asked because I was surprised by the way the mother-in-law thought that let her child live in line with a woman who has not been successful.

"In the beginning, only going to hold an engagement, but just now Rendi who asked to get married immediately. Apparently the mother's son was already impatient to marry Shania. " Say Mother-in-law again looks very happy.

"Dear, don't you want to marry me as soon as possible? " ask Shania as if knowing with my thoughts.

"Yes, honey. And I want, we can live happily ever after. " Rendi's words left me in shock.

That means right, he who wants the marriage without coercion from anyone. But why did he change so quickly? isn't he himself saying that he doesn't love Shania? ah Rendi. what exactly is your purpose.

Feeling unnecessary in the room, I finally decided to go home. This time I did not reject the offer of Rangga mas to go home together. Maybe I don't have much hope for my sister-in-law either.

But how can I get rid of this love that has grown in my heart? maybe I should accept Mas Rangga's offer to restart our household from scratch.

"How, Ren.. do you still give me a chance to start over from the beginning of our household? " mas Rangga's question still makes me confused.

"I-I. Can I just answer it tonight? " i was hoping that Rangga would give me a moment to think about it.

Maybe later I can send a chat to Rendi about everything. If she really loves Shania, I should be able to let her be happy with her choice of heart. It's just that I will bear the disappointment to him because all this time has managed to deceive me.

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When I got home, it turned out that Mas Rangga was leaving again. He said he wanted to meet his business partner. I don't care where I'm going, right now my heart is in pain from hearing the shocking news of my sister-in-law's sudden marriage.

While trying to close my eyes to forget the ordeal of the heart, suddenly my phone vibrated a sign of a message coming in.

[I'm sorry, sis.because I've been lying to you all along. I actually don't love my sister at all. I just want to taste Brother Doang's body. ] Rendi

[The problem bang Rangga, he also never betrayed brother. It was all I arranged for brother to fall into my trap] Rendi

[Now go back to Bang Rangga. Because I'm tired of my brother. I should be grateful, bang Rangga still wants to accept the brother who has been desecrated by me. ] Rendi

[Never put any feelings on me. Because we are so different. Should you realize, when a child my age likes aunts? ] Rendi

Every chat sent by my sister-in-law managed to make me cry. Why did I stupidly fall into my sister-in-law's trap? regretting nothing, everything has happened. Now I'm like a woman with no self-respect.

Actually there are many more chats sent by my sister-in-law, but I do not want to continue to read it. I don't want my heart to get worse. Soon I blocked all of my sister-in-law's contacts. And hope, never to see her again.

Why is it that when my love is completely anchored to him, he firmly breaks me to pieces? it was hard for me to let go of this love for her.

Ah shit, why did I not realize from the beginning that he just wanted to satisfy his lust.