Forbidden Desire [Likes the Same Like]

Walk like a zombie

At 06.15 am, I woke up to remember washing the sheets that I had to change last night. Because you know yourself right, when I first did that, there was a blood stain stuck because my purity was snatched by my own husband.My first night impression, at first I could not stand and wanted to end the romance ritual, which was, it was so painful that I grimaced in pain.

However, because the kasian also on mas Rangga that looks full of desire, I tried to endure the pain.

When this self stepped in to grab a basket of dirty clothes to wash, I don't know why my sensitive part felt so painful. But I was forced to keep stepping to immediately wash the used sheets last night. Ijah mbok nyuciin shame, ntar med again and many ask when he saw there are blood stains on the bed sheet.

Mas Rangga was still in the dreamland, and I deliberately did not want to wake him up anyway it was a holiday, just let him sleep first. When going down the stairs, the pain was more pronounced but still I did not give up to be able to step towards the back where the washing machine is located.

Until one moment, though, when this self is not carefully stepping eh tweezers and just about to fall fortunately there is a hand that helps me until only a dirty laundry basket doang released from my hand because it was so shocked.

"Son't okay, is he? "heard my sister-in-law asking but I was still silent because of the pain in my sensitive area.

" Sister is sick? Yuk sit down first. "She said again but I still stood in my place while closing my eyes because it was very painful.

I was surprised when my sister-in-law even carried me towards the sofa in the family room. I wanted to let go, but it was difficult because of my impossible circumstances.

" Sister be calm, I won't macem. I just want to help my brother sit on the couch. "His speech may feel uncomfortable when carried by him.

" Thank you, you can go now!I'm okay now, it was just a shock because I wanted to fall. "My grandfather lied. It is not possible to also say honestly withstanding the pain of having fought in the courts with his brother.

I can see the look of pity from the eyes of my sister-in-law. With a sweet smile I assured her I was fine and there was nothing to worry about.

" Yes already brother, next time be careful if the road so do not stumble again like earlier. "His speech made me salting as his hand rubbed this cheek gently. What does it mean to casually treat his sister-in-law like that.

I saw him picking up dirty clothes scattered on the floor where I slipped earlier. I don't know why he's looking at me with a smile like my teasing. He came back to me while still smiling.

"Oh, I just noticed when I went down the stairs, the street sister was like a zombie. " His voice laughed wide to make me furrow my eyebrows for not understanding his words.

"A zombie? " let me ask for an explanation.

"Hehe, I'm so envious of Bang Rangga deh. But it's okay in my opinion even if later dapetnya my ex-brother. " His words confused me. Aghh, that's how stupid I am to not understand a single word.

"What do you mean anyway? or maybe.. " I glanced at the pile of dirty clothes that had been stored back in the basket. Aghh, he had definitely seen the stains on the bed sheet.

"Obdomestic of times. I hope I can be like Bang Rangga. " His words made me think strangely of him.

"Don't macem, I'm your brother-in-law. Must have ethics if you talk about people who are more mature than you. You perverted-brained snot boy. " Say me with a kettle.

"Then, last night when the lights went out why did you return my kiss? that's a sign that brother has a taste, right ama me? hehe, so don't call me a snot boy anymore. " His voice held this chin and left me just like that who was still flabbergasted to hear his words just now.

I'm sorry I hugged her last night. Why is it that the weather is not friendly with me plus the electricity is deliberately dead as if giving a chance to the snot boy. What's crazy again, I even returned the treatment of that boy that should not be done. Hopefully, that doesn't happen again.

Because it felt a bit light, I tried to step again slowly and finally to the place where the washing machine was. When the machine was working, I stepped into the kitchen to help mbok Ijah prepare breakfast.

"Eh, aren't you awake yet? sorry for breakfast again while processed first. Please wait for the dinner table, ten more minutes are done. " Say Ijah while smiling kindly at me.

"I help yah mbok! let there be this activity of myself. " My speech then took over to make fried rice whose flavor has been formulated by mbok.

"Eh.. Hmm anu mbok, I don't know why my legs hurt, so the road is not normal. " My words are clumsy, ashamed to know the truth.

"Legs or is that what hurts? " Say Ijah while turning his lips to my sensitive area.

"That's a common thing happened Kok Non, on the first night felt tremendous pain in that area. There is no need to be ashamed. We are all women who feel that pain. " Talk mbok again makes me smile embarrassed because it was also discovered by the mbok.

When the food was arranged on the table, it was seen my sister-in-law coming down the stairs along with Mas Rangga. Aghh, you know if the food is available. Or maybe you have already memorized the time breakfast began. I smiled at Rangga and told him to sit next to me to enjoy the breakfast I made especially for him.

"Mas, try rasain my cooking! must be honest well, if it's not good to say let me fix it again how to cook it. Understandably, I'm not good at cooking.

Mas Rangga just smiled sweetly in response to my words, then began to put my fried rice into his mouth. I waited for the value that he would give me, so hopefully my husband will like my cooking. While chewing a spoonful, he stopped for a moment as if thinking of something,

" It's not good, huh, mas? "many of me with sparkling eyes waiting for an answer from him.

" The next time you cook, the salt is a little bit! it's salty loh. "His speech then changed breakfast using bread that has been baked by the mbok earlier.

Although the heartache because Rangga mas do not like my cooking, I just hold it myself without showing it to him. Besides, I was wrong. That way I can learn more, and not be discouraged. Hopefully tomorrow-tomorrow my cooking can be accepted by mas Rangga.

Mas Rangga had finished his breakfast and asked permission for me to enter his study to finish the work that was not completed. He said, even though it was a holiday in the office, but at home not vacation and still work. Though he wants, I want to relax while spoiled with him all day long mumpung again holiday. But, well that's it.

"Sir, I think this fried rice is very delicious. The proof is, I want to eat it myself. Lying tu bang Rangga talking salinity. Tomorrow, I'll be back again, brother! " Rendy said disperse my daydream and at the same time make me surprised to see my fried rice being eaten by him.

"Aghh, you're lying. " I don't believe his words. Could he just kasian because Rangga mas do not want to eat my cooking.

"You can't believe it, try to open his mouth. " She said, telling me to try it for myself. For some reason, I opened my mouth and took a bribe from my sister-in-law.

"Yes, I think this is exactly what it feels like. " I didn't realize I'd still take a bribe from Rendy again.

"That means, our taste buds are the same. Usually, a soul mate is the same as that. " His words made me choke. Fortunately, in front of me there is drinking water, I just sip it straight away until I am not restless.

"Be careful, brother! " His words came up to me and patted me behind my back.

"Well, you're making tension go up. Don't just say, I'm your brother's wife you know. It's impossible to be a match with you. " My words brushed off his hand that was holding my shoulder.

"Why the fuss? Are you flanked by Rendy ampe pouting like that? " all of a sudden Rangga was in front of us. It made me afraid of him thinking strangely about the two of us.

"This is loh, bang.. Brother Renata chokes his own fried rice. That's why I helped him drink water. When I tried to help pat her back, it was not clear angry instead of saying thank you to me. " Rendy's words made me round my eyes completely.

"You have breakfast, I'll wait in my room, baby! " said mas Rangga then passed towards the room.

I again glared at my sister-in-law because I was annoyed by her talk to Rangga mas earlier. I thought he would be afraid I glared at him sharply, eh even smiled widely and then with how dare he even kissed these lips without cueing. Suddenly, I pushed her body away from me, luckily it worked. Can be berabe if aunt or mas Rangga see it.

"Rendy, stop! don't be rude to your own sister-in-law, huh? or I report to Rangga for this abuse. " My words threatened him.

"Sister, I know you have the same feeling towards me just that brother is embarrassed to admit it and on one side of the brother belongs to Bang Rangga. But, I'm sure one day big brother will fall into my arms. "His whisper in my ear so that I shudder amusedly then after he passed leaving me.