Flower Seller Girl

I'm Not Divorcing It

Dion's POV

If there was a gauge of regret in this world, I would definitely be the champion. Miris. Because that's what's on my chest right now, sorry.

The sound of another vehicle horn that warned me many times, I just ignored it. That's because I drive recklessly. Even the rough swearing they throw, but even that does not make me to reduce the speed of the car or to be more careful. The sadness, disappointment, anger, regret that hurt me so much, hurt me more than their swearings. I wanted to be lost from this life because of the stupidity I had done.

And....

BRAAKKK!!!

A hard blow managed to stop the speed of the car I was driving. Not wearing a seat belt, made my body bounce until my head hit the windshield of the car and made it crack. I hit something. I've been stuck for a long time.

“Pak, are you okay?”

“Is he still alive?” The voice of others. “Oh, it's still alive. Already, just let him. Been warned to be careful but not heard. Here's the result.”

“Pak...” The voice of the first person was trying to open the door of the steering car.

The voice of a new person. “Is he mute or deaf? Why is he silent? Uh, instead of him it was Gidion Ignasius son of blah... blah...”.

There is much more I hear from them. But I had absolutely no intention of answering or making a sound.

After being quiet for a long time, I got out of the car helped by some people. I saw the front of my car hit a roadblock.

“Pak, you'd better get to the hospital. Your head is bleeding.”

I nodded with a blank look. Why don't I just die?

“Your injuries should be treated immediately, Sir.”

The kind-hearted person continued to worry about my injuries and suggested that I go to the hospital immediately, but I just let it go. What I feel the most pain in my body right now is my heart.

“Please take me home, Sir,” my door later after a long silence. The good guy turned out to be a taxi driver. It looks like the uniform he wears. The father was confused but eventually nodded and led me to his taxi.

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“Pak, please wait a minute. I'll be right back.” Dion told Mr. Taxi driver after arriving at the door. The taxi driver, who had been stunned since entering from the gate because of the splendor of the house, nodded in response to Dion's request.

“Dion, Dion, you just got home?” Mami with her anxious face got up from sitting after noticing Dion coming. He then drew his gaze to find the door. Lily may be with her son. But no one came in from there. “Lily...” Mommy saw Dion. “Why are you?” Mami was shocked after noticing Dion's injured forehead and the sight of blood almost drying up there. Dion's messy appearance as well as wet clothes add to the anxiety on the look of mami's face. Dion was momentarily silent. But then the man who looked chaotic and completely broken mood again continued his steps.

“Dion..,” call papi. But still Dion was silent and quickened his footsteps.

The man looked angrily at his brother. Both of his hands were clenched tightly, as well as his face that was enveloped in emotion.

“I don't want to talk about anything anymore, Ma'am. It has been enough all this time I heard and obeyed all the requests of Mami, Papi and also Mbak.” Dion's gaze drew sharply at the Tiara. Tiara so flinch at Dion's furious rage. Never before had his sister been angry even to this extent.

“Dion–”

“Enough, Ma'am. I no longer want to be a puppet that can be moved at will.” Dion's eyeballs were flushed because they were so emotional. “Because of my foolishness to follow Ma'am's advice to remarry, I hurt Lily, my wife. Do you know how my wife is suffering now?” His emotions really exploded.

Mami felt sad even to the point of dropping a tear on her cheek hearing Dion's remark saying herself a doll. Is it true that he treats Dion like a doll?

“Is–Wife? Not you su–”

“No. I didn't divorce Lily. I never signed the divorce papers. The divorce papers you saw were fake,”.

They all gasped at Dion's statement. All they know is that Dion has divorced Lily. But actually... Mommy until sobbing in place. Same with a papi who is unable to speak.

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“Dion...” Tiara appears to enter the room whose door is wide open. He decided to take Dion to his room to apologize. The problem that happened to his sister's household was caused by him. It is inconceivable to her how the pain radiates in Lily's heart over Dion's marriage that is on the verge of happening.

Tiara's face looked confused and also anxious to see Dion stuffing the clothes into the suitcase. “Where are you going? Why are you packing your clothes?”

But Dion did not answer. The man further accelerated his hand to pack his things into the suitcase.

“Dion.” Tiara stopped Dion's hand so that his sister would talk to him. “Where are you going?”

Dion glanced at his brother's face for a moment. Then remove the woman's hand from her hand and continue packing her belongings. “For this time, let me do what my heart says, Ma'am,”. However being able to make Tiara mute for a moment. Dion realized there was no point getting angry.

“Do not go. The mother caused this problem. Ma'am will explain everything to Lily.”

“No need, Ma'am,” denied Dion firmly. Highlight his eyes though sad but showed the man was being serious. “Please let me in my own way that convinced Lily. I hurt her heart then I should treat her.” Shadows as Lily licks herself evil. Dion's heart was again like being flushed by something invisible.

“But, Dion.. This problem exists because of Mbak,” regret Tiara who has dropped tears.

Dion breathed his heavy breath. “Already, Ma'am. It's all happened,” the pass. The man then entered his last item, wedding photos with Lily and also a diary.

Dion stood up after closing and pulling the button. He gasped at the mami and papi standing at the door. The old man looked so sad. It was certain that they had already heard his conversation with Tiara. Dion approached while carrying his things.

“Dion should go, Mi, Pi. Dion had to fix the fractured Dion household.” Dion saw his parents take turns. “Mami and Papi used to insist on convincing Dion that Lily was the best for Dion. Dion was finally convinced. Now Lily is still the best for Dion, ‘kan, Mi, Pi?” The male's eyes were twitching and able to make the mami sob while nodding.

Mami looked at her son's back moving further and further away. More and more tears poured down his cheeks that began to wrinkle. Regretting for agreeing to Tiara's proposal to marry Dion again, solely out of wanting to have grandchildren soon. Mami prayed in the recesses so that happiness would soon approach her son.