Flavor Anomaly

Part 7 Comfortable

"Nga! Wait!"

I held the hand of Angga who was about to leave the courtyard of the house. Luckily, he stopped a bit away from the yard. My eyes kept staring at the porch. The figure of the person there really scared me. He's even more sinister than the devil.

"Why the hell? I want to go back. It was night time, it was ...."

I closed Angga's mouth before he continued his sentence.

"St! Don't be so hard! Tuh look!"

Angga who was about to protest, suddenly silent and lowered his head, hiding his body a little. He also pulled me back.

"What about dong, no? That's what people do there anyway! Duh! How's this!" I said panic.

Angga silence. Then pull me back up to the back motorcycle seat. "Yuk."

With a little hesitation, I just followed her. Until the motor darted away from the yard. I even refused to look at it again. It felt like just hearing his name alone, made my body tremble in fear. The wounds he had sustained were so deep and still present. It is no longer about betrayal or the drama of juvenile infighting. Because he .. who has scared me close to men. She's one of the reasons I'm still alone. Guilt and fear made me withdraw from special relationships with any man. Even for some time yesterday, only Angga was the only man who sent messages to me intensely.

I don't know where Angga will take me away. I don't care that much either. As long as it's away from Idham, that's enough. And again, I'm sure, Angga is a good man.

"The cha! Nice, yeah, nasgor just now."

"..."

"Cha, you know, nasgor just had his mermaid on his brother's panties?"

"Yes. Tau."

"Hm."

Angga's breathing was a little heavy. I'm not too focused on him. Everything feels gray. It makes me unable to feel the colors around me. Darkened. Chilly. And monstrous. Those are the three words I often feel.

Arriving at a red light intersection, we stopped at the front row. Spontaneous Angga singing in a loud voice.

"Beloved heart despite having no money ... Oooo ...."

His voice is really loud. To make the people around us turn their heads and look at us sharply. Instantly I pinched his waist. "Fuck!" He just laughed then returned his iron horse through the cold night of Bandung.

Angga pulled his bike over. He went down, after lowering the standard of the motor. Squatting. Pressing his motorcycle tyre.

"Gasoline exists. Tires are safe too" he murmured to himself.

"Well! Why the bike, no? Jammed? Broken?" I was a little worried. Being on a road that's pretty quiet with a broken motor? Ah, that's not a good idea.

"Nah, speaking at last. Kirain I from earlier brought a sack of rice!"

He went back up, sat in front of me.

"The cha! Grip tightly same focus to the road and tell me to make the brakes, yes, "he said while holding hands and pulling until my position hugged Angga.

"Lohs?! How did I tell the brakes?" I'm still not understanding what that means.

"Because behind a man driving there is a strong woman and knows the direction when she should stop and increase speed," explained Angga relaxed and then restarted his motorbike.

"Well?!"

Crazy times, yeah, this is the guy.

Surprisingly, I subconsciously also pulled both corners of my lips. Her eyes were restrained, with her mouth shut. Apparently, he re-coloured my life with his ridiculous manner. And it turns out he's crazier than I've ever known.

Saritem.

Angga slow down the motor speed. Observe the right and left of the road. As if looking for something.

"Anga ...?" call me while looking around. There are some sights that surprise me.

"Hm?"

"Kok we're here, anyway?" ask me to raise my tone of speech. Some couples were seen going out and going into the inns around us. His appearance is a little open. And at that moment I could guess. This is a prostitution area. In my area a place like this is called a sober alley.

"Well, what else, Cha. Thin money. This old date."

"Wear my money first. We'll find somewhere else."

"Udah ah's. Don't need. Here aja. If it's here, it's good for us. Change the image or try not only the indulgent lust. Yes if it is raided, we are most married," said Angga relaxed. Turn off the engine. And took me down to one of the inns.

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A room measuring 4x5 meters is now booked for tonight. The one who paid for everything. Even if I offered to use my money, he still wouldn't.

"Udah?" he asked when he saw me coming out of the bathroom while wiping my face with a towel.

"There. He said mules."

He went into the bathroom. While I sat on a king-sized bed. All rooms have only one large bed. Well, understand. I even checked the bed. Observing every detail of the sheets I sat on.

Clean.

"Remain you, Cha?" asked Angga as soon as he came out of the bathroom.

"Huh? Uh ... this. Thate. Oh, that's okay!" nervous answer.

He chuckled and sat in front of me.

"Lt!" I hit his arm, biting his lip. His words often surprised me and laughed.

"Yes, right? Isha ...."

Silent. Angga was busy wiping his face. While I reply to Nova's message.

"Oh yes, Cha. Anyways. Whose guy is that anyway? Why are you so afraid to meet him?" ask Angga seriously.

I took a breath. Look at his eyes, deeply.

"He's called Idham. A few years ago, I was with him. But just a meeting anyway. We just often go together. A lot of other people. Keep ... fitting we again vacation at the beach, we rent lodging near the beach. There Idham began to be insolent. While the others were busy playing on the beach, he suddenly entered my room. I was alone then. Again stuff. Keep ..." I said with a low voice.

"Continue?"

"I was raped."

Angga frowned. It was as if he thought something that only he knew.

"The others weren't at the inn at the time of the incident? Any one?"

I shook my head slowly. Resisting the onslaught of water that almost spilled behind the eyelids.

"Since that time. I'm leaving. Avoiding everyone. Especially Idham and the others. I moved out of town. I really don't want to go back there anymore. Why did I meet him here!" I don't know what's the most dominating feeling right now. Mournfully. Fearful. Embarrassed. Traumatizing. Ah, I don't know. To be sure, I started not being able to calm down since I saw Idham in front of the house earlier. He was like a new terror that seemed to haunt me.

""What a horror, yes, the story. Until Suzana lost. But ... You know, I don't like horror stories?"

"Figure! Sebel!" Again, I pinched the thick-eyed man in front of me. I don't know how many times I've done this, especially when I hear the chirps. The real reaction was far from my shadow. Suddenly, he held my hand. Staring at me inside.

"If you're looking for a troubled guy, I'm backing out. And ... just reverse it with him. But if you're looking for a guy who wants to solve a problem and can make peace with it, I move on."

The words are calm and steady. It even feels right into the heart. I didn't expect Angga to be able to say such a wonderful thing. As I was hugging him. So unprepared, Angga collapsed backwards with me on his body. We were silent for a few seconds. He shifted his body until now I was beside him. My hug didn't come off. My head was right in his chest, making me able to hear his heartbeat thumping uncontrollably.

"Ac... uh..h.... uh..."

A loud sighing from the next room.

"Cha .. It's a pathetic person to his side, yes."

I looked up. Stare at him breathlessly.

"Cha .. You don't macemin me, yeah. Do not bring this safety," said Angga back ngawur.

I'm getting a hug. And I buried my face in his chest.

"Diem ugly! Udah .. gini aja," I said still hugging him. Comfortable. That's how I feel. Slowly my emotions, sad, sick disappear.

I closed my eyes. Try to sleep because the day is getting late.

"The tangle euy glares."

He returned to relax. I try not to flinch. Just pulling one corner of the lip that I'm sure he must have seen.

"Hufts. Stork glare. It's fried egg mateng times, yeah."

"G ... Orchid!" my head then covered my own forehead with my hands.

Silent.

"That ... breath, that."

"Hm ...."

"Robopen man!" His clumsiness made me laugh a little with my eyes still closed.

"God," I replied casually who got a reaction of naughtiness from Angga.

"Ah .. ah .. uh .. ah. ah.." said this time that made my eyes open again.

"Ngapain anyway! Orchid!"

"Well .. wake up again. Oh, wow."

He laughed with great satisfaction at seeing my sleep disturbed.

I pulled her nose and she groaned in pain. Back hug to waist Angga kukaiten. In this way, I'm sure I'll be able to fall asleep quickly. Because I feel safe. And comfortable.

For a few minutes, he had no voice. It's just that his irregular breathing and hitting my face, made me know that he was still awake. Angga slowly stroked my head, gently.

"Well, it's pretty when you sleep. Not much of a talk."

My forehead frowned. Lastly, he hugged me tightly. Makes me more and more immersed in his chest that field.

"Love you."

Samar I heard that phrase. It's just like a dream. It was as if the path that brought me was lulled in my own subconscious. A beautiful dream I have wanted for a long time.

Being in her arms really made me sleep well. Yesterday, now .. hopefully .. tomorrow. And forever too.

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