FIRSTBORN

HEAVY DISCUSSION-2

Meeting Naila did not make Nadya's sad face fade, even more sad. Getting word that Alan will be betrothed to Meysa, making Nadya's head frown. Love is really complicated, like there is no simple and best solution for all without involving heartache. Maybe this is one of the reasons why we should not love HIS creatures excessively, especially not halal couples.

Astagfirullah

Nadya's first experience, feeling love also felt a sense of heartbreak at once. Roller coster with the same problem. Baikan, break up again, better break up again. I don't know how many times he had a relationship break up with Alan, even though they had not been there for a year.

The good side of Nadya said, Yes, be devoted to mother.

The evil side of Nadya says, Fight for Alan, you will regret kicking Alan out of your life.

Worrying, of course.

Arrrrrggghhh

"Nad, where's the analysis?" mr. Erick asked from his desk, charging for an analysis of the project Alan would bring to Malaysia. "I'm the one who's gonna have to make a presentation to Alan about it."

"Need to be bound or just send an email sir?" Nadya put aside her personal problems first. The demands of the work must be completed.

"Both alone, at the same time make power point for 3 o'clock ya."

"Good."

Sure enough, he was late in his duty. Until the incoming chat appears on WA web. MAS FAIQ'S.

Nadya immediately sends her duties to Erick before reading a message from Faiq, unwilling to fail to focus again. Just look at the message from her future husband, Eh.

"Nad, I'll go back first. Lo overtime?" pamit Ersa's. Nadya also turned her head, the senior table was very neat. He was surprised so much fun struggling with work that he was not aware of the clock home.

"No, Ma'am. It's just save. Ati-ati." Answer Nadya. Lives himself in the room. His job was safe, he opened his phone. Top five messages from Mas Faiq.

**13.39

Mas Faiq: Deck, I will pick you up, what time will I go home?

15.32

Mas Faiq: Mom said, come home at 5 o'clock?

16.21

Mas Faiq: I'm picking you up

17.10

Mas Faiq: I was in the lobby

17.20

Mas Faiq: Overtime**?

Nadya: sorry just reply, five minutes away I go down. Sorry troublesome.

Mas Faiq: Okay.ati-ati.

Nadya breathed a heavy breath. Hopefully he did not misstep, this meeting will not be missed. Nadya will tell you what it is about this sermon. Hopefully, Faiq is good and open minded to have the best decision for both of them.

Ting

Elevator door opens. The young man was already seen, sitting sweetly by playing a cell phone. Many times Nadya breathed heavily as her steps drew near, especially the other employees began to head towards the lobby as well. Worry is used as a gossip about closeness with other men besides Alan.

"Assalamualaik." Sapa Nadya stood in front of Faiq, the girl looking nervous as Faiq looked up, seeing who was saying the greeting.

"Waalaikumsalam, has the job been done?" faiq said with a smile at Nadya, and was taken in by the girl. "Come, we're home." Invite later.

Just as Nadya turned around, she fell silent, Alan and Rilo walked towards her, ah. At first glance Alan glanced at Nadya and Faiq who were side by side and walked arrogantly away from the office. And so did Nadya, she stepped up to follow Faiq.

"That was your boss?" tanya Faiq diluted the silent atmosphere in the car. The lecturer again looked for chat materials on the prospective wife who looked uncomfortable. Still very awkward.

"Yes, he's my boss."

"Beautiful, young and successful." Faiq commented with a nod of his head.

"Yes. The first impression of meeting Mr. Alan did take it that way." Nadya said. He knew Faiq was trying to get him to chat, it was not nice if in the car just silence like the enemy. Even though they don't know.

"What age is it?"

"28 to 29."

"Marriage is it?"

"Wah.pasti have many fans tuh, if said children today..mantuable really."

"Maybe."

"It is fortunate that the woman who becomes his wife will be. Getting a priest who is near perfect is so." Faiq's words suddenly made Nadya speechless, there was a sense of tightness in the chest.

And women like me are among those who lost because they didn't fight for it. Inner Nadya.

Nadya did not chimed in, allowing a quiet atmosphere to be created again until the car entered a Japanese food restaurant. Nadya mwngernyiten his forehead, he turned to Faiq as if asking why choose this restaurant?

Faiq just smiled then went down and opened the door for Nadya. Actually Nadya is still fascinated in this restaurant, why Faiq can know his favorite restaurant? But Nadya just brushed off the attention, maybe Faiq just dropped by?

"Said mom, you love Japanese and Korean food, so I brought you here on purpose. Not pa-pa, is it?" faiq asked softly, while walking hand in hand with Nadya.

"Yes. I love Japanese or Korean food." Nadya answered with a forced smile, appreciating Faiq's efforts to get closer to her.

Choosing a place with a very good view, in addition to a koi fish pond that is very pampering the eyes. He did not want to choose a private room, because it was still very awkward with Faiq.

While waiting for food, Faiq used this moment to speak seriously about his sermons.

"Nad, if we meet I want to talk about our relationship." Faiq is the type of guy who is to the point apparently, maybe the character of the lecturer yes, directly on the point of discussion without rambling.

"Yes please." Nadya replied while nodding.

"I'm sorry yesterday that you suddenly. It's not because our parents actually planned this before your sister got married."

Nadya was still speechless, permeating every confession Faiq made to her mother last night.

"Just at that time, your mother said Nadya still had a boyfriend, her boss said. My mother did not continue this plan. However, I was curious about you. Because my mom used to tell me about you. Hem if you may know, is the boss your mother meant Alan who met us in the lobby?" asked Faiq, his voice soft so that Nadya with legowo will answer him, including the discussion about Alan.

"Yes, Mr. Alan is my ex." Nadya answered honestly. He thought that if the gospel relationship continued, he would not cover up his past.

Faiq nodded, seemingly accepting Nadya's openness. Maybe because the lecturer is young, open minded. "Have you taken it off? I mean, you accepted me as your future husband without any shadow from Alan?" very carefully Faiq asked Nadya's readiness for a proposal or marriage level. Moreover, there was someone who might have to be decided.

"I hope you're open so we can find a solution to this relationship."

Nadya straightened her body, took a heavy breath for a while then stared fixedly at Faiq's face. Okay...must be open and honest.

"Me and Mas Alan were actually still in touch until that night. Even Mas Alan was in my house at the time, he wanted to know who would propose to me, well even though the risk would be heartache like now. Not just Alan, but me too." Nadya paused her sentence for a moment. Withstanding the cry that was ready to explode when he remembered the red eyes of Alab that night.

"Actually I do not want to accept Mas Faiq's application, I told my mother that I want Mas Alan to be my husband. But mom didn't approve of it. Instead of us being involved in this unclear relationship he finally accepted the arrival and more extreme mother received the sermon Mas Faiq without offering me. I'm upset and angry with my mother, it's my future but why not ask for my approval first. Moreover, Mas Alan several times asked me to mother directly."

"Sorry."

"Not wrong, Mas Faiq. It's just that I saw my mother pushing her will too much. But I don't dare say, I'm afraid to hurt my mother."

"Then you were forced to accept my sermon and break up with Alan."

"Yes." Yeah." Nadya replied firmly.

"I'm sure one day you'll accept me."

"Perhaps, because it's not hypocritical I was forced to agree with mom."

"No pa-pa, I understand." Faiq said casually.

Eh how? What does it mean to understand?

Mas Faiq wants to marry me even if I have to?

"I will accept you as you are, someday you will be able to escape the shadow of Alan. You're the submissive type of woman, who won't break religious rules in pleasing her husband."

Are you sure about Mas Faiq? Though I'm not sure I can move on from Mas Alan.

"Thank you for the good judgment. But I'm not that good."

"Gak pa-pa, building a household is the longest patient worship. God willing I will patiently wait for you to be my full wife."

Hufh.

"Well if my soul mate with Mas Faiq I can also what."

Faiq nodded and smiled, "We are equally willing to love, love and understand. Agreed?"

Notwithstanding.

"God willing." Had Nadya to answer him, there was no happy look like the woman people were asking for, and Faiq knew about it.