FIRSTBORN

MAAF

Nadya, Mom and Alan just fell silent at the dinner table. After Bu Tatik and Faiq returned home, Nadya immediately looked for Alan. He did not take a special guest mother, let it be considered disrespectful, which Nadya thought only Alan. He believes Alan heard all the words of Mother, Faiq and Bu Tatik.

"Hi!" greet Alan who had just gulped down a glass of cold water from the fridge, displayed a row of his teeth as Nadya looked at him sharply.

"Why are your eyes red?" nadya asked closer to Alan.

"You think?"

Without saying anything, Nadya hugged Alan until Alan's body staggered to the side. He does not care about being scolded by mother for crossing the line with the opposite sex. He rested his face on Alan's arm, tightly clutching the man's body from the side. Crying so badly.

Alan sculpting. He did not expect Nadya's reaction would be like this. Where was the face of the girl who had been pissing him off all the time mixed with jealousy? In fact, it was lost replaced by a heart-wrenching cry. Alan is not.

The handing over of the arm held him tightly, allowing him to vent his stifled emotions since Faiq's sermon was approved by the mother.

"Sit down, Alan's son." Pinta mother by paying attention to the behavior of the princess. Angry actually, but he's holding it. He did not want the conversation with his son was full of emotions. Moreover, his own daughter prefers Alan rather than delivering the prospective husband.

"I'm sorry mom." That's just a speech from his mother and it actually made Nadya tighten her embrace on Alan.

He became more silent and could not answer anything. Mom decided, and she knew Nadya didn't agree. The crying sounds more sad.

"Sorry you have to make this decision. Actually Faiq had long asked Nadya before Naila married instead. It's just that, the mother still gave Nadya tolerance to choose her own candidate." Mother explained the series of events to decide to receive the Faiq sermon.

"Please Alan, Nad..Not polite." Mother's orders are getting furious with Nadya. Her eyes were hot to see her daughter so aggressively embracing a man who was not her muhrim.

Nadya who was submissive took off her embrace. Both of them sat face to face with their mother like they were on trial like defendants.

"Mother has indeed approved of you from the beginning, only when Nadya decided to give up from Naila, there she also established herself not to bless you."

The old Netra wanted to cry alone, unable to act decisively for her daughter's future. "Mother also let you stay in a relationship and mother still pray you mate. However, after Naila's four months, the mother sees Meysa's interaction. I'm afraid, I'm afraid my mother's daughter is hurt too deep. That woman seems to like you, Alan boy. Even his son is very close to you."

Alan and Nadya were still silent, listening carefully. Unable to interrupt or refute. Silence is better.

"A widow will choose a man who can be close to her daughter to be her husband. So is Meysa." Mom pauses for a while, taking a deep breath seems like it will give you a decision that makes them heart gymnastics. "So much better from now on, please once again you are out of touch as lovers. Faiq well, inshaAllah can guide Nadya to be a sholeha woman as well."

"Mother." Nadya made a sound with a tremble. "Mother, Nadya wants the same Mas Alan."

"You're a good boy, Nad. I'm sure you can build a household with Faiq. Alan too, you are also a good boy, God willing, will get better than Nadya."

"Mom and Meysa are nothing. He is a bit aggressive, but I can refuse him. Please, Mom. The Gadia I want is mother's daughter." Lirih Alan by tightening his two interlocked hands on the table. Staring at Nadya's mother with dewy eyes. Really, he did not expect the relationship was forced to run aground by the parents of the lover.

"Well, when, son Alan. Nadya is a woman, mother is afraid she will become a spinster when waiting for the blessing of mother. Mother pleaded with a very yes, stay away from Nadya, because she was already there to preach." He said and left both.

Nadya's cry was increasingly heard, even she hid her face on Alan's arm. Not only is the handsome boss heartbroken, but Nadya too. Just a matter of hours, she was forced to break up as well as become the wife of people.

A love drama that never occurred to her. It takes a struggle like let alone so that the love of both is immediately halal. Oh, my God, falling in love is why it hurts so bad. Alan grabbed Nadya by the shoulder, patting the girl slowly. Funneling his true strength he also needed.

"I'm sorry, Nad."

"You're giving up, Mom?"

Alan nodded, "Forced."

"I don't want to." Nadya shook her head strongly, although it was still stuck to Alan's arm. He was still sane not showing his face carelessly to Alan.

"Look at me, baby." Alan tried to look into Nadya's eyes, "Whatever hard we wait for mother's blessing makes us more hurt, we better deal with it. You have been preached by people, it is very sinful that I still approach you. If it is our soul mate we will unite." Ah...Nadya hates that word. Several times he said that sentence to Alan and did not want to know how Alan felt at that time, and now he felt it. Pain, and tightness in the chest.

Shortly thereafter, Alan pamit. He rubbed the top of Nadya's head. I hope this is the best way for both of them.

Alan's steps did not stop, did not want to look again. Tonight, is Alab's last chance to set foot in Nadya's house as her lover. As soon as he came out, then when he came here with a different status, it was only brother-in-law.

"I love you, Nadya.May you be happy." Lirih Alan by driving forward his car, away from Nadya's house with a rumble in the chest. Tears are shed, heartbreak deepens. If only they had been selfish, of course now they are together as husband and wife. If he had followed Mom's advice to break up early, it might not have been this painful.

Now there is only pain

Then cry

Waiting for ever-thinning expectations

I can only live in pretty sweet memories

During his stay, Nad.

You are my most beautiful ex.