FIRSTBORN

EMBARK

Ma'am, you were proposed last night?

As soon as Naila's message was sent since dawn, and only Nadya opened when she was just sitting at her desk.

Yes, Nai. Mom's looking for a mate for me, Nai.

Reply Nadya while holding back tears as she typed the message. It's still clear the shadow of Alan's heartbroken face gets that reality. It is undeniable, Nadya also still feels a dream. But how else, since this morning my mother always reminded me of my position that people had been preaching, and that made me want to cry again when I said, "Friday tomorrow, Friday, big family Faiq came to propose to you officially."

It was so stifling, why was my mother so bitter to match me with Faiq, even though she was very democratic in her son about marriage. Nadya increasingly can not dwell where when the mother decided unilaterally this proposal.

**Me: Friday tomorrow said her mother.

Nai_kepet: You're not kidding, are you?

Me: Last night I asked you to tell me I was kidding? cruel maemunah**!!!

"Jakarta drizzle, there are floods everywhere. Hi sweet girl, how are you?" Ala Ersa's pantun is not connecting, so be it. The beautiful senior put down his tote bag and turned on the computer, not long turning to Nadya who leaned her body on the chair, holding the phone with a sad face.

"Last night you were actually proposed?" Ersa menangko gelagat strange to his best friend, not usually gadia cantil was silent with a face as sad as that. Moreover, Ersa's question was only answered by a nod. "Sir Alan?" terka Ersa, but got a slug from Nadya.

"Morning...." Sapa Erick who was immediately stuck on Nadya's desk, and looked at his men suspiciously. "What happened last night?" search Erick without waiting for a reply from Ersa and Nadya.

"Why?"Nadya asked back while looking at Erick.

"It's fucked up."

Nadya looked down, closed her eyes. Her tears were shed instantly, her shoulders were up and down, she was already unable to hide what happened last night to Ersa and Erick. It just so happens that Imel and Cindy are on outside service.

"Eh..cock cry?" Ersa nodded, immediately hugging Nadya. Erick looked at him while communicating kamit like asking What the hell???

Hufh

Erick pulled the chair in Cindy's place. Now he faces Nadya, ready to listen to what caused Alan to cry all night in his apartment. Even Rilo who usually mocked him was heavy to make a sound.

"Alan last night to my apartment, came directly crying try. Shocked me, Nad. But he doesn't want a story. I and Rilo just kept quiet, accompanying him doang. You know, he fell on the sofa, while closing the matura with his arms. The tears did not stop at all. I and Rilo ampe are very sleepy. Uh.. When we woke up, he wasn't there."

Nadya gradually stopped her crying, picked up a tissue, wiped away the tears and grabbed a glass of water that Ersa had proffered. Then, he sighed for a while and started telling stories.

"WHATAAAA?! Ersa and Erick shouted compactly, they did not expect Nadya had been beaten by people and in front of Alan directly.

"Unfortunately, he was devastated. I just found out Alan was crying last night, Nad. Tega lo." Erick also grumbled at Nadya.

"Trus how I am, sir. I told you I didn't want to, but I still made this decision." Still with tears, even these three people do not mengubris work that always mounts. Even Ersa to lock the room, so if from the outside they seem to discuss.

"Even if I wasn't given a chance to talk to Mom, I swear I was annoyed with you."

"Nad." Tegur Ersa while rubbing the gadia's back gently, reminding everyone of the mother still for the good of Nadya.

"It concerns my future, Ma'am. Mom answered yes, I don't even know guys. I don't know what he's doing, and I don't know if he likes me or doesn't like me. What is clear is that Faiq's mother and mother were friends in the same assembly."

"Wah.pastih sholeh children also tuh." Ersa chirped but immediately patted her own mouth. Feeling slurred and Erick looked at him sharply.

"Even he's going to propose on Friday tomorrow, Ma'am, sir. Oh God..." Nadya came back crying, very frustrated with the situation. Even Erick had a chance to rub his face rough, could not imagine how devastated Alan heard this news.

"I can't think, sir. I don't want to marry her, but she'll be disappointed. I want it to be the same Alan."

"Gue-"

Just now, Erick was going to give you a suggestion, his phone rang and Alan's name was on the screen. He glanced at Nadya and then shifted the green button.

"Where are you?" ask Erick without greeting. He deliberately meloudspeaker conversation with Alan.

"At mama's house. Half an hour bring financial analysis for projects in malaysia. I'll be there tonight."

Erick looked at Nadya as well. "Suddenly kok?"

"No pa-pa, need my impingement."

"It's like a broken heart." Erick fishing rod that has not got a story from Alan directly. Until he fell asleep, Alan said nothing.

"Not to discuss the heart, have already done the analysis. Straight into the room."

"Nadya is not, let it be"

"Don't, oh yes one more, from now on don't tell Nadya to come into my room again."

"Why?"

"Prospective bini."

Tut

Alan closed the connection unilaterally. Erick looked directly at Nadya's face, as did Ersa. He was speechless, ah not only Ersa but all three were silent with their respective thoughts. Shortly after, Nadya cried again. He covered his face with both palms.

"Patience, Nad." Ersa said, patting Nadya on the shoulder.

"I can't be patient, Ma'am. I gave up enough with the situation. It's hard being the firstborn, anything has to give up, sacrifice without anyone knowing I'm happy or unhappy." Thoroughly accompanied by a bunch of.

In a way, Ersa knew Nadya's sacrifice all along. Even Ersa admitted Nadya was a strong and sincere girl, never thought of her interests, always united her mother and sister. But, the situation is different now, he wants to curse at mother, wants to refuse, wants to cancel it but there is no power at all. She was so afraid of hurting her mother.

In addition, there is a side of worry, if he forced to marry Alan and did not get the blessing of course there are those who stuck in the household. However, when he received Faiq's proposal, what was his heart. Marriage is not a day, two days, but a lifetime. Nadya doesn't know who Faiq is. Can Nadya laugh, rasany he will marry like buying a cat in a sack, can not guess.

Huf....

Tired, sore eyes mostly crying, and forced to stare at the computer with all the deadlines of the task can distract Nadya temporarily. Until.tangisanny re-decays when reading two incoming messages.

I'm waiting at the cafe across the office, ma'am. 20 minutes to go. Write Naila on chat.

Assalamualaikum, sorry to interrupt. I'm Faiq. Deck Nadya later returned to work I picked up yes, there is something I want to convey before going to the next level. Sorry and thank you.

Message from Faiq, and through chat this is one point that makes me relieved, he is a polite man. Once again Nadya exhales heavily, steadying the heart, that starts the relationship to become a mother.

Okey...Fix we did.