FIRSTBORN

I'M STILL WAITING

"You mean we're just friends?" Alan again confirmed what Nadya had said just now. Was he rejected?

"Yes friends, Alan. No need to use courtship status, or rather superiors and subordinates."

Alan smiled obliquely not expecting Nadya's response was not willing to be in a relationship with him anymore. Really rejected?

"Why?"

Nadya smiled faintly, changing her sitting position by staring at the lights of the Villa. His gaze was straight without staring towards the handsome face beside him.

"Small." He said casually, turned his head for a while then looked straight again. "Sometimes if you obey your ego, I also want you, Mas. I don't think about mom. In fact, if invited to elope with you I also want to."

"Come, now?" bargain Alan with a sneering smile as well.

Nadya chuckles. "No, marriage is a lifetime, the prayers and blessings of parents must be the main for the good of married life. I don't want to make a situation that my mother disagrees with, even if it doesn't make sense."

"What are your feelings for me, baby?" ask Alan.

"Dear, love is with you. Want to marry you."

"Trus why would you want to be friends with me."

Pukkp... Nadya hits Alan's arm, "Dibilangin tired really."

"How tired are you?"

"Capek, disconnect. Tired can not be blessed, tired to survive if the edges do not become married. Poor guy who's queuing up."

"Who's the guy that's queuing up for you?" ask Alan ketus.

Nadya pressed her index finger while thinking, watching the guy who was queuing up for her. "Right now there's nothing, don't know if you're far from me later. Must be a lot."

"Ck. her pride, Masya Allah, Mrs Alan."

"What the hell!"

"While you want to be friends with me, I still don't want to. I still consider you my woman."

Nadya laughed until she covered her mouth with her palm. "My lady. Hadeh."

"Related not to believe, already ah do not need to be friends all. We're still, like, lovers, huh?"

"But I don't want to either."

"We can try, Mas. We have a relationship because we are used to it, and friends will get used to it too."

"Don't dong, Nad. Three months ago really made me dazed. You ask the same people I spewed."

"Believe me, Ms. Ersa has been hit too."

"Well, don't make me daze, baby."

"Learn, who knows there are women who have been prepared by God for you, Mas."

Alan was silent, he realized Nadya was already desperate for this relationship. But his ego still wants them to be lovers.

"Yes, Nad. Let me endure this feeling, from the beginning I also asked to break up slowly."

"Please, that's your right, ma'am. But please don't be as possessive as I am!"

"No promise, especially when it comes to dealing with guys, I don't want to. I'm fighting to make it hard for you to know."

"Whatever..Whatever, I hope it's not me who deals with guys, but you who get a partner first."

"Why do you pray that."

"Because I don't want to make things happen. Okay if you can't unite, then don't be forced."

"And not Alan his name if not fight to get what he wants."

"Udah ah, enough discussion this time. We are both high egos, so there will be no common ground. We live according to our own conscience. As long as it does not interfere with each other's comfort. Okay." Okay."

" It's not okay."

"Whatever." Nadya left, feeling that she had enough to talk to Alan tonight.

"I'm taking it."

"Whatever." Nadya went first. Every step he established himself, must legowo break from Alan, must be airy if one day Alan found the mooring of his heart, but in the corner of his heart there is still hope that he became the woman Alan really.