Finals

The Fucked Afternoon Day

In the sky, there is a color of twilight. Red, orange, golden yellow look in harmony combined with the beach. This is where we are. After seeing some government offices in the beachside village. I also took them for a short tour of the restaurant area frequented by visitors from the outside region and ended up seeing the sunset around the beach.

"One of the spots that you should not pass if you visit this village is to see the sunset and rise right on this beach."

I pointed straight at the sun to the 20 people in front of me, and soon my task was done.

"You can capture this moment, maybe later after coming home you will miss this moment in the midst of your busyness. Because just by looking at the sunset it includes healing, right?" continue me.

They all nosedived and pulled out their phones and scattered around to find the exact spot before the sun completely sunk.

I looked back at that twilight tinge and enjoyed this atmosphere. Although I have seen it repeatedly but I still want to again and again see the sun set on this beach.

A few strands of my hair were blown off the wind and I allowed her at will to play with my hair. I was looking straight ahead but my mind was withering. I didn't realize he was standing next to me a few minutes ago.

"Pretty."

His voice awakened me. I looked to the left and found her who was also following me staring at dusk.

"There's also a place this beautiful."

His voice was heard again but I just kept quiet, not wanting to stick let alone talk to him.

"Mrs ..."

Now he's calling me. I want to close my ears. Aahh no, now I need earphones and loud music. Help me, I don't want to hear that voice.

"How are you? does your hand still hurt?"

I don't want to answer your question. So please ... please stop talking to me.

"Mrs ..."

This time his voice sounded softer. But I don't like it.

"I've been looking for you all along, I thought I'd never see you again."

Stop over.

"Mrs ..."

I'm fed up.

"Please don't call me that."

I pressed my words, hoping he would give up.

"I'm merin-"

"Enough, I don't want to listen to your words."

For my own good, I don't want to hear that damn thing.

"Mrs ..."

Breng - sek!

"What do I say you think of the wind? I remember once again don't call me that. We never knew."

Messy, this afternoon feels chaotic. No, rather my day was really messed up by one man.

I intended to leave without seeing what expression he would put on after I said that. But her hand held my wrist, my hateful emotions instantly rose.

"Naya, briefly. Please wait a minute" he asked.

I turned my body and stared intently at him. The warm hands do not even want to take off or tremble. Even though I felt anger at her, my tears would not compromise. Just as I stared into her eyes a drop of tears fell onto my cheek. Damn, I'm gonna cry again.

My voice began to shake, I could not bear to scream at him because now my energy was drained a lot because of the crying.

"Let go of your hand ..."

Right at the second drop of my tears fell, she let go of her hand. For the first time I could see her blushing eyes and look at her sad face but I didn't care.

I just want to stay away from her, I don't want to be around her anymore. I know .. The weakness of my heart is her. I knew if I kept up the defenses I'd built in years would be blown to pieces by it. That's why I chose to hate him. Otherwise I'd be a stupid woman, I wouldn't.

As the sun sinks and the twilight rays leave, I hope that all that is left of the man goes along. Go away from me and give up like I did after a year of searching for her.

The night came when I just got home. Just walking around without anyone, I'm used to being alone.

There are still 40 minutes left before I go to the port as Juna requested. Tonight I will help his Grandfather to fish, at least there are new activities for me so that everything about him quickly disappears.

After I finished the bath and dinner I turned off all the lights and went to the harbor with Juna who had picked me up 3 minutes ago.

"All that?" ask her.

"Here you go, let's go."

He nodded then began to ride his bike, I who sat behind him was holding his waist firmly so as not to fall. My hands still hurt for cycling.

It only took us 10 minutes to get to the port. From the bike parking area already seen Grandpa Juno who was waiting for us.

"Sorry grandfather we're a little late" I said.

"No problem son, the night is long. Let's go up first."

Both me and Juna nodded. Juna went up first and then reached out to me, "Come, Nay."

I welcome those warm hands.

"Thank you."

He just nodded.

After feeling safe and no one was left behind, Grandpa Juno's ship slowly left the dock for the fishing location probably in about an hour.

During the trip I just sat quietly while staring at the reflection of the sky from above the water. When I looked up, it was clear that the bright moon was dotted with sparkling stars.

"Pretty."

The man's words were ringing in my head.

"Mrs?"

Someone touched my shoulder.

"Why, Juna?"

"Why daydream? more thoughts, huh? can I make some tea?" ask her.

Very obvious huh?

"May, the sugar is a little."

I don't want to answer that one question.

"okay."

Juna went back inside and left me alone.

Today ... I thought I could be mediocre if I met her but I was wrong.