
...Warning 18+ ...
6 Years ago on May 20th, the man I loved gave me a surprise. At that time, I was just 19 years old.
"Happy birthday my lover ..."
I remember well how handsome he was then. Hoodie oversize with jeans while carrying three gifts in her hand. One bouquet of flowers, one gift and one mini cake for me.
"Why didn't you come here to say something?"
"If you said you didn't come as a surprise."
I knew it was a normal thing but at that time especially for me things that seemed ordinary even more meaningful.
"Thank you, baby."
Of course I'm still embarrassed to call her that sweet call.
Amidst the darkness of the night and the silence of the atmosphere only illuminated by the lights of my boarding room, I could see the twinkle of his eyes that stared at me warmly. For a few seconds I was just glued and noticed more details of his handsome face.
"Why are you so handsome? I'm so scared."
The words just came out.
"Say, if we find the right person, he'll talk like you."
Slowly her warm hands stroked my cheeks.
"That's why I'm afraid. What if you're taken by another woman?"
He just smiled.
"I won't open a gap for another woman. Enough with you I'm happy."
Her sweet words made me feel like I was going to float. He made me happy.
"What about me? what if there's a guy who wants to take me away from you?"
I put my hands around her neck, when the distance between us was so close that even her breath tickled my face. I want to tease her.
"If so I'll give her a raw bogem. Or I bite him like a mad dog."
After that we laughed. The happy laughter went out for a few seconds before the heat thing happened.
"I love you ..."
With the courage that I had been piling up all this time, I took it out right then and there. I kissed her slowly. The kiss I first started with.
The duration is not long, just a few seconds. But my happy feelings just popped up. At that time I admitted that I loved him very much.
"Why stop?"
A warm breath greeted me. The lips I just kissed look shiny. I looked back into her eyes as if I wanted more.
"Ma .. sorry. I feel ashamed."
My face feels hot after kissing her. Maybe if the lighting at that time was bright he could see my face reddened like a boiled crab.
"What's wrong my dear .. we start again huh?"
I nodded in agreement. The seduction from his eyes made me fall asleep, I could not resist the same desire as him.
"I love you too, Naya."
This time he was in the lead. I closed my eyes to receive her hot kiss. With tenderness she tucked my lips. Her tongue and mine were also connected to each other forming sounds that made us both more excited. He kissed me inside without hurting me. I like her, I like her very much. Even after that I kept feeling opiate and wanted to again.
"Can?"
Her kiss had stopped and changed with a piece of rope she was holding from my shoulder.
"Bo .. can what?"
I'm feeling nervous. He looked at me deeper.
"I want to give you a fourth gift. But if you can't, it's okay."
I didn't answer and a few seconds later he pulled away from me. But I can't, I've been drunk by him.
I quickly pulled her arm and made her fall to the top side of my bed. He just crashed without a fight. I slowly climbed her up and sat right at the bottom of her navel.
From above I can see a handsome face that also loves me. He showed me his smile and happy face.
"Come on, baby ..."
With just that one sentence we started it. A hot night ensued and my fourth gift was already earned. At that time, I did not deny that I loved him very much.
Then reality dawned on me.
"He's gone, why do I still remember him? you idiot!"
I was cursing myself. The memories even came to me while I was at work.
"Naya, why?"
I turned to the left and found Tiva twitching his forehead.
"Oh .. is okay. How much more is the order?"
"Hmm. There's 5 more, Nay."
"okay."
I refocused myself on my current job. To put those memories aside by making myself realize that I hate her. No more love left in my heart, no more memory space for her in my head.
That was my passion before Tiva asked me to take some dirty dishes from customers.
"Naya ... ntar help me out in front?"
"okay."
After confirming the return of five plates to order I took two trays filled with two plates and 3 plates each. I put the two trays on the cashier's desk and rang the bell to mark the food was ready.
"Any more, Tiva?"
"The order is no longer there only at table 1 and 5 there are still dirty dishes. Please clean up yes, Nay. 5 minutes to go there is 1 reservation coming in."
"okay."
I rushed towards the table mentioned. Clean up any debris on the table before Tiva's customers arrive. When he was about to clean the other table, a rattling sound from the direction of the entrance was heard. Indicates that a customer has arrived.
"Welcome to Crazy Seafood, can anyone help?"
Try my best and be as friendly as possible I display my smile as Tiva said when I just came. I rarely smile at the real thing.
"We made a reservation yesterday."
"Oh from the tv station?"
They also nodded.
"Alright .. please sit here."
They also followed my directions. I quickly finished my cleaning before returning to the kitchen.
"Tiva, the reservation has come."
"Okay, Nay. Please give me the drinks first yes, the food they're cooking."
I nodded and walked back to them with a tray containing some drinks that had been ordered.
"Excuse me, here's the drink."
I slowly placed the drink in front of them but a voice interrupted me.
"Mrs ..."
I looked towards the voice that had just called me. The long-lost face is back in sight. Those same eyes looked at me in surprise, and so did I. The shock made the glass of drink I was holding slide just like that. Everyone in the restaurant was shocked by the sound of the glass breaking into pieces.
"Breng - sek!"
Only that word can come out of my mouth. Only that word represented the tears that slowly came out of my eyes. Only that word represented my relapsing chest tightness. That's all I said to the man I once loved.
Why are you back?!