Finals

One Day After We Break Up

The clock in my room started ringing. His noisy voice adorned my already messy morning. At exactly 00:05 at the beginning of the new year the man said something that made me happy to fade.

"Naya .. Let's break up."

Don't ask me how I reacted.

Though a few minutes ago his binary eyes were staring at me warmly. Just a few minutes ago, it sounded sweet in my ear. A few minutes ago, we were fine!

"Ke ... why? why did you suddenly say that?"

The sound of fireworks is still heard. The fireworks are still visible. Rousing voices and applause from others were also still heard. But why is this repeated again?

"Radi .. We never even had a big fight. But why did you say that word? what's wrong?"

For the second time I asked him but he was silent. The look in his eyes had changed, the look on his face as well. The lips that kissed me often were tightly shut.

"I don't want to, I can't. You must be joking around, right? ain't you?!"

Again I asked him. The memory of when I was 10 years old came back. Exactly the same atmosphere as at that time.

"I'm sorry."

Those were the only two words he said and my happiness that had been stirring instantly collapsed. My defense broke down, my tears just came out with a chest that felt tight.

"Why?!!"

I can't, her apologies hurt my heart.

"I'm sorry a-"

A slap I landed right on his right cheek. Even after slapping him my heart still hurts.

"I don't need your apologies, I need your explanation!"

For the first time my tone of voice was higher than his. Ever since we dated, never once has my voice been like this, never once have I felt the heartache of her.

Her Netra looked at me wistfully. At first glance, his eyes water. My former slap was also seen on his cheek. I don't feel like I can do it if he just keeps quiet like this. I wouldn't be able to do it if we had to split up.

"The farewell plan was never on my happy list. Don't you know that? have you promised to be with me always? isn't you-"

Without being able to predict the lips that had been silent moving towards my lips. He kissed me and made me unable to speak.

Like a possessed person, his kiss felt deep and painful. I couldn't even close my eyes and enjoy the kiss she gave me. I wanted to let go but I couldn't, my energy he stole.

This kiss feels longer. This kiss made my chest feel more tight. This kiss made me cry. This kiss was the last kiss before she disappeared.

"Breng - sek! Radi breng - sk!"

At that time I slammed the clock that continued to sound until it broke into pieces on the floor of my room. Then it continued with the other things until my room was a mess with broken glass.

I cursed her and mortgaged my sleeping hours with cries that would not stop. Even after kissing me casually she also left just like that. He really left me alone in the midst of happy people.

"You heart! you're evil! you are indeed breng - sek!"

For the second time 360° my life changed. One day after we broke up was so bad. I cried for days and my sleeping hours were a mess. My days just pass without any spirit. My life was miserable after we broke up.

Just so you know, for a month I was like an unkempt lunatic. Under my blackened eyes, my untidy clothes, my disheveled appearance and pale face were clearly plastered. I even ignored the words of my close friends.

"Naya please .. don't live like this. I can't see you" said Dara.

"But why did he leave? why did he leave me after promising to make me happy? why did he cut it off on me, Dara ..."

Since then my feelings have died for her. I gave up after a year of searching for her which suddenly disappeared without giving an answer. I gave up after realizing that all this time I was the only one who loved. I gave up on love until now.

5 Years have passed, my suffering has turned into habituation. I even chose to hide in a village far away from that city. I chose to bury all sorts of feelings in the past deep in my heart.

One day the man's voice came back.

"Mrs?"