Feel It in Your Heart, My Husband

CHAPTER 40

Mikhail was seen staring at the room where his wife was silent. It was like that more than an hour ago. Wish the women in there would go out and talk about their problems.

"Tok, tok, tok!"

Finally the man's patience ran out, then began to knock.

"Husna please open the door."

This time it was a knock with a call.

"I beg you, open it! Otherwise I'll break it."

Mikhail started threatening.

"Sin, to..."

The call stopped when the door was opened.

"What do you want?"

Husna asked without looking.

"I just want you to hear my explanation."

"What explanation? I think everything's clear. I don't want to let go of that woman, which means I'm ready for our divorce."

Husna wanted to go back to the room, and closed the door. However, the man's legs had already managed to get in the way.

"I don't want to. But I just haven't had the right time to talk about all that with him."

Mikhail followed Husna into the room.

"Mas don't have to force all that stuff. After all you love each other, I no longer want to live in the shadow of your relationship."

Husna sat himself in the bed, his eyes beginning to appear to run down the river. Because I remember what hurt first.

Mikhail crouched down, he grabbed Husna's hand gently, grasping it lovingly and affectionately. The man also looked at Husna with a serious look, a gaze he had never given.

Mikhail's actions suddenly made Husna nervous, his heart beating more erratically, as if in line with a heart that began in the wind of love.

"Look into my eyes, and please listen to this thing I'm about to say, well."

Mikhail started their serious conversation.

"Husna nur haziah. Although it may be a little late. But I still want to admit it to you."

The man began to kiss Husna's hand. As if to flow all the love that felt in his heart.

Husna stammered, and began to guess what the husband would say. However, the woman was still trying to think sanely.

"I've actually planned to make it as beautiful as possible. But, our situation doesn't allow for that."

Mikhail spoke again.

"What do you really want to say? Get to the point!"

Husna began to be uncomfortable with her own feelings, so she wanted to immediately end the situation that made her nervous.

"Husna, I know I've been treating you badly all along. I've been a cruel and irresponsible husband. Now I realize and I regret it too. Therefore, if you can please forgive me!"

Mikhail's eyes began to water. He regretted every word and action that had always hurt his wife.

And this action, able to make Husna more confused and silenced.

Mikhail, looking down to remove and hide the circle of regret that is now rapidly descending.

"Why do you realize it now?"

Husna was crying.

"I realized after you left me, I just found out when this heart misses you every second of time. I can't breathe since you're no longer by my side."

Mikhail looked back at Husna with his red eyes.

"Husna, please give me a second chance to fix everything. I promise to be a husband worthy of you."

The man was heard pleading from the bottom of his heart, even Husna had never heard him say such despair.

"For what mas. We've been together for 8 months. And it turns out we can't be happy."

Husna tried to deny his heart.

"That's because I'm covering up my feelings for you. And that makes me insane. But, now I don't want to make the same mistake a second time."

"I love you Husna. I don't know since when, but I just realized after you left. I really can't live without you."

Mikhail bowed down and shed all the feelings that had been stored.

The man's shoulders went up and down in rhythm with the sound of crying trying to hold him.

Throw away all ego and bend your knees begging for forgiveness from the woman you once did not appreciate.

Hearing the confession from her husband, Husna fell silent. He was confused as to what to respond to. Because this is beyond reason, it makes it difficult to believe what is happening right now.

The man she knew always hated her, insulted her and kept her hurting. Suddenly today recognizes a sense of love, which in his sense is impossible.

Husna felt that he did not know who the man who was crying in front of him was at this moment. Where Mikhail Khairun Paflevi who has a mountain-high self-esteem, where the man who once looked at him with a contemptuous look, and

is this guy the same guy? So many questions came to his mind.

Meanwhile, Mikhail who was still dissolved in regret. He began to embrace Husna's waist and shed his deep longing and love for her.

"Bag,"

Husna hugged the husband's hand.

Mikhail who was still a sad face looked at him, as if waiting for an answer.

"Husna, will you give me a chance?"

Again, the man's question went back on the air.

Husna stood up and walked towards the window. The girl felt uncomfortable with the position of the husband who was crouching in front of her.

Seeing Husna move away, Mikhail followed and again stood beside him.

"Sorry, this is all very sudden. I can't just believe what you're saying."

Husna replied firmly.

Mikhail did not break the charcoal, he again grabbed Husna's hand and put it to his left chest.

"Try to feel this beat! It's a beat because I love you."

Mikhail looked at Husna's eyes more deeply, convinced the wife of a burning taste in the chest.

Husna pulled his hand back.

"Sorry mas. But how can I believe this is the truth, while I'm still in touch with other women."

Answer while turning his eyes.

"I'll make things work out right away. Because I already know who to defend."

Mikhail's still trying.

"But this isn't fair to Amanda mas. I don't want to laugh at the suffering of others"

Husna still had time to think about the affair of the husband.

"We'll all feel unfair, if I continue to maintain our relationship. I don't love her anymore, all I want is you Husna. Please, give me a chance."

Mikhail said again.

Husna grew silent, one side she was very happy to hear the man's confession. But on the other hand he still felt doubtful about everything that was happening.

"Don't ask me for an answer right now. Come when you have finished your relationship with that woman. Because I don't want to be back in the position I used to be."

Husna walked out, leaving the man with an erratic feeling.

"He was right, I should have finished our relationship. Only then did I convince her."

Mikhail confirmed his wife's words.

Although the man did not get an answer, yet he felt very relieved. Because he had managed to reveal all the feelings that had made him tormented all this time.

A feeling of hidden love.

TB

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