Feel It in Your Heart, My Husband
CHAPTER 34
"This is the result!"
A man was chewing a snack, giving Mikhail an envelope. The man accepted, then opened with mixed feelings.
His eyes immediately widened when he saw a photo of his wife with a man on various occasions. Although not only the two, but in several poses, the man was caught looking at Husna with an unusual gaze.
"Hafiz's name, he went to college at the same place as your wife. They also took Turkish lessons at the same place."
Dodoy explained.
"How close is their relationship?"
Mikhail asked furiously, the man's hands were even clenched tightly.
"So far their relationship has only been limited to fellow students. But, sources say it looks like this guy's after Husna."
Dodoy crossed his arms in front of his chest.
Mikhail sat himself down, he looked back at the portrait more thoroughly.
"Udah is Micah, quickly admit your feelings. It's been 3 months since your wife left. There is no point in continuing to torture yourself with a deepening longing. Remember, the man who was now approaching Husna, was no ordinary ptia. He was the son of a nobleman from a neighboring country. Descendants of the sultan bro, do not let you bite your finger."
Dodoy walked closer, he patted his best friend's shoulder slowly, then walked out of the room where Mikhail worked.
After Dodoy died, the man rubbed his forehead several times. Trying to reflect on what the friend said.
Mikhail admitted that he was really very tormented by their separation. It felt like he had flown there immediately, and said that he loved Husna very much. However, shame and prestige could still control his heart.
It had been 3 months, in his past with a heavy, empty heart and his world felt empty. Never a day can be passed by him without thinking about his wife. However, he could still endure the longing, even though that sense almost made his sanity disappear.
But after hearing that another man was approaching Husna, his heart became less and less.
Initially, Mikhail's goal was to ask Dodoy to find people to spy on Husna, just to want to know the state of the woman's life. Because since Husna left until now, he never had the courage to ask the news directly.
"Akh, man,"
Mikhail stood up, he ruffled his hair several times. The worry will lose more control of the heart and common sense.
"Well, please leave me in the room for a moment!"
Mikhail speaking through intercom.
Before long, a woman was already seen walking in, having knocked on the door first.
"Yes, Sir."
The sweet girl said politely.
"What is my schedule this weekend?"
"Late this week you've got some party invitations and dinner with some of Mr.'s business associates."
The secretary explained.
Mikhail nodded. It seems he is weighing something.
"Please clear my schedule for the next 4 days. And book me a ticket to Istanbul, Turkey. If you can, flight tomorrow morning."
Mikhail's words, made the curly-haired woman frown. There are many questions that he wants to ask, but he is aware of his position. Until he can only nod approving orders from the son of the company owner.
"Good sir."
He said, then passed from there.
After the secretary died, Mikhail gave a small smile. He began to imagine a time where he could let go of longing for the woman he once hated so much.
The man was no longer strong enough to withstand the turmoil between longing, and the worry of loss that increasingly made him unable to breathe anymore. Until he relented and let his heart take over.
"Hi baby!"
The man turned around, staring at the door. There, a woman stood without permission. The girl walked in, she waltzed with a spoiled smile that was deliberately aimed at the man inside.
"Why did you enter without excuse?"
Mikhail's first sentence came out in a hostile tone.
"Darling, why are you talking like that?"
Amanda opened her arms wanting to hug the lover, but the man immediately brushed off her hands.
"It's office. Please behave accordingly!"
Mikhail sits down on the sofa, deliberately wanting to avoid Amanda.
The pretty girl's face instantly became sad, she knew that Mikhail had changed. Everything was clearly visible from the scene and the way the man looked at him every time.
"What brings you here?"
Mikhail asked like a stranger.
"I miss you. You haven't been to my apartment in months. Whenever I want to meet, I always have to find you. Is everything okay?"
Amanda asked with all her courage.
Mikhail sighed deeply, trying to think about what reason was right to give to the woman who had been his lover since from the High School.
"I'm just busy."
That was all he thought about right now.
"Huh, busy! Don't you have any other reason than that?"
Amanda sounded trusting, because she was tired of being given the same reason every time she asked.
"Manda, I'm busy right now. So we can talk next time."
Mikhail stood up, he walked towards the door and opened it wide.
"Go! After finishing work. I'm going to your apartment."
Mikhail spoke lightly. He did not even care about the water that began to flow in the eyes of the girl.
Amanda quickly grabbed the bag, then passed without looking. He was deeply insulted by Mikhail's treatment. It felt like he was prolonging this problem, but the fear of loss made Amanda not dare to say.
The girl had known for a long time that Mikhail loved her another month. But the feeling was not ready to let go, making him pretend not to understand and just keep trying to tell his heart that everything is still fine. Even if it can destroy itself.
After seeing Amanda disappear from sight, guilt returns to haunt Mikhail. He actually did not have the heart to treat the lover like that, only his heart was no longer comfortable beside the woman.
He had planned to end their relationship, but the lack of heart made him still try to find the right moment to end all this, without hurting.
"Thank you for stopping by my heart. But now that you are no longer here, this place belongs to someone else. I've tried to keep him from choosing you. But, this is all out of my control. Sorry, you're gonna have to get hurt."
Mikhail muttered to himself, leaning his head against the door. Trying to recall memories from a few years ago when Amanda was still the woman who made her crazy.
However, the memories of that moment already felt bland and faint. A feeling of his heart that no longer wanted the woman. Because the recesses of his soul have been mastered by a tough woman nan sholeha, who is far away there.
The first woman who was able to make her tears fall, and also the only woman who made half her sanity disappear.
Mikhail had already decided to chase and tie back the woman who had almost slipped out of hand.
Maintaining a household that is already on the edge of the horn. Planting seeds of love in the heart of women who have been hurt in the past.
Although it is almost too late, it is better to try than to lose forever. Successful or not, Mikhail will let the khalik who will determine the direction of their soul mate. What is clear now, he wants to stay beside Husna nur Haziah, the wife he once neglected.
TB
