Father to My Daughter

whisper of class

It was time to cry in his room. Even to fall asleep due to dizziness.

A knock from outside the door.

Sukma's mother opened the door to her daughter's room. Watching Jennie fall asleep still in her high school uniform.

Warm smile he Sungging right while walking slowly approaching Jennie who is still sleeping soundly. Sit on the bed and slowly shake the body of the princess. "Jennie, Jen?" Call her.

Jennie squirmed, she stretched her body for a moment and covered her mouth that was evaporating.

"Jen, is it almost magrib wake up yuk, take a shower first there?"

"Mom soon, Jennie's head is dizzy" she replied. Obviously he was dizzy from this moment he was crying even since morning maybe.

"You sick?" ask Sukma Mother.

"No ma'am, just tired" Jennie replied.

"This why?" ask mother. He only realized his two cheeks were like red and again, the wound on his lips was. Jennie turned her face away when her mother was about to touch her.

"It's okay ma'am, Jennie just accidentally fell." The answer is very cliched.

"Yes, this is all over Jennie's ass." Sukma's mother checked back.

"I'm sorry mom, Jennie was actually involved in extracurricular Silat pecak, and Jennie was hit earlier." lied for the second time. But it seems more reasonable that makes his mother only beards.

"Duh, yes already then just take a shower gih, later mom compress your face it."

"Yes ma'am." Jennie felt guilty for lying. But it's also impossible to tell the truth, right? If the wound on the face is due to the slap of his lover.

Jennie got out of position, grabbed a towel and walked out to the bathroom booth for some cleaning.

In front of the bathroom door. He smelled the smell of dinner dishes that should have been delicious but not this time. It was so nauseous to smell that vegetable. Jennie ran into the bathroom booth and closed it quickly, then turned on the tap.

Inside, he vomited his stomach for a few seconds. "I'm so nauseous. Why is it like this? If you know I'm pregnant, it'll be bad." Mumbled. He is still in a position to lean on the wall. Somehow when the nausea was he actually missed Andi's embrace. He really wanted to be on Andi deckap, maybe this is called cravings. She desperately wants to be near her lover a man who impregnates her. And remembering Andi made her cry again.

"Why is my fate like this? Hiks Andi's sister." Jennie couldn't help but yearn for the affection of the man who taught her everything about the touch of love, the man who had plunged her into the pit of regret.

He was in the bathroom long enough, after cleaning. Jennie sat at the dinner table. All the menus should be her favorite food. But he didn't want to eat all that. 'Nausea, I don't want to eat that.' Jennie's inner self held back her vomit.

"Jen? How can you just shut up?" ask Mother. Who had started eating his dinner.

"Emmm, Jennie is actually still full mom" she replied lying. No longer know what to answer. He was eager to get into the bathroom and vomit whatever he wanted out of his stomach even if it was just water because from noon he had not touched any food.

"Jennie doesn't hurt ma'am, really." she replied. 'I'm just pregnant mom. Only pregnant.' Jennie squeezed her own hand under the table. He wanted to say everything but how? how did he start.

"You sure?" her mother asked her reassuringly, nine months she was pregnant with Jennie, gave birth to her, took care of her as big as she is now. There was no way she could not observe the physical or psychic changes Jennie experienced. Jennie nodded.

"Then eat dear." she asked.

Jennie gulps. 'I was nauseous, very nauseous mom.' There was no other choice, she took a little rice, maybe about two or three spoons of rice on her plate.

"Jen? Don't you like jackfruit vegetables cooked in this coconut milk, huh? Know how to eat you a little?"

"As Jennie said ma'am. Jennie's still full." The answer.

"Yes already. Just eat. Later if you are hungry again you can continue after studying later." said Sukma's mother gave relief for Jennie who did not want many questions from her mother who was like investigating her condition.

***

A happy morning seems to others. Not for Jennie who was still walking down the hallway of the school to her class. He stopped his steps glancing at the Gazebo located in the school garden, Alvian, who was seizing his best friend's food, then ate it.

Seen from the quiet side of Alvian he was very fond of his friend. Because the irritability of a man named Excel makes Alvian like to see him grumbling. Jennie smiled at Alvian, who continued to keep the food away from Excel, which seemed increasingly furious with her.

But it seems Jennie's views have to change. Kala saw a man who had just arrived upstairs at three o'clock. The place where the horde instantly became boisterous the moment the man came. It was a man he hated so much, but he missed his embrace.

For a moment Andi's eyes caught onto Jennie below. But soon he turned his face back cool with his friends.

Jennie sighed, she should not have known the man. Why should he be in love with a cowardly man like Andi. He continued his steps back to his classroom. Along with the sound of the school bell ringing.

The classroom began to quiet as a teacher was explaining a material to his students. Jennie sensed something was stirring. He wanted to vomit but he couldn't possibly come out all of a sudden right? Yes morning sickness that was not right in time made Jennie cuss.

Jennie. "Mom, I want to go to the toilet." exclaimed Jennie as she raised her right hand.

"Please." replied the teacher. With Jennie running out.

And from inside the classroom, Tiara began to hear the whispers of her friends in the classroom. Once Tiara ignored him and refocused on his lessons. Until Gladis the woman sitting behind him started whispering to her companion.

"Look at Jennie's stomach, right?"

"Yes"

That's all he heard. Shrugging his shoulders for a moment, he did not care. People are used to gossip, right? More about Jennie. The girl never seemed to be absent from the conversation. Either those who think Jennie's intelligence exceeds the average. Or extraordinary beauty. And their envy is that Jennie can be in a relationship with an upperclassman as cool as Andi, who is sure she is no stranger to their whispers about Jennie.