
After speaking at length. Take out everything that is in the heart. Now there is a little relief in Jennie's heart because she doesn't just keep it alone. Like there's a sharing friend even though he's Alvian.
Quite funny indeed, the man he once admired when MOS* first (Student Orientation Period)*. He became a member of OSIS. With one of his friends who if everywhere is always together.
Alvian Pratama, actually Jennie lied if she knew Alvian's name from her name tag. He already knew the name because he had found out before. Hehehe secretly Jennie did observe a man who likes to fall asleep in the back garden of the school, precisely under the tree of longan.
Alvian is a quiet man who is one hundred and eighty degrees different from the man who is always with Alvian, if Jennie says a lot of behavior. Sometimes he is funny with his silly behavior. Hehe. But unfortunately, the fate is not good.The love even grew in the wrong man, springing up quickly, then fell just like that.
***
Still on a sidewalk Jennie walked down the street. He remembers Alvian's words about his wish, so that Jennie would be more courageous to tell him everything that happened to him.
Although the fear is still haunting, but it must be said is not. Because it wants to be hidden like anything else, his stomach will still dismantle itself. He began to enter a simple housing complex. Not too shabby but still organized. Like the TNI soldier service house, yes they live there.
Jennie opened the door of her house. He saw his mother talking to a neighbor on the porch of their house.
"Assalamu'alaikum." said Jennie.
"Getishalam." Reply both. Jennie approached her mother and kissed the back of her hand, attached to the woman next to her.
"It's nice to have a beautiful daughter like this. Achieve again." said Ibu Hayati both a TNI wife who little know close to Sukma mother of Jennie.
"Yes, Alhamdulillah." replied the Grandmother.
"Jennie has a boyfriend yet?" ask Mama Hayati. Only a sweet Smile was on her lips without answering anything of the question.
"Jennie's too young, her father hasn't allowed her to date" she said.
"Haha right Mother Sukma, I am too. Though my son but I still closely monitor his friendship. Well how else. The association of children today, terrible loh ma'am." he said. Jennie just bowed while removing her shoes, there was no intention to eavesdrop actually. But because he was still there, inevitably had to listen.
"What else is the son of Sukma ma'am. Maybe it should be more over. Don't be like my niece, have to rush to get married because of pregnancy."
Degg Jennie pegged for a moment
"Is she?" ask Bu Sukma.
"Yes, I'm still in school."
Jennie walked slowly inside her house but decided to stand behind the door. He wanted to listen to his mother's reaction when he heard Bu Hayati's story.
"My niece was supposed to graduate this year ma'am, but yes it was a date that went over the limit so that's the result."
"Oh my God, I'm so horrified ma'am."
"But like Jennie's a good kid, mom, I'm sure she can't do it."
Bu Sukma smiled. "Yes, I hope so too. Moreover, his father was very hard to educate him. I really believe in her that Jennie will definitely be able to take care of herself."
A mother's hope in a child, it will definitely be like that, right? Jennie who listened to that also did not want this bad thing to happen to her.
It was very unfair for him, to see his mother so proud and even believe in her. But reality is not so. The girl now held back her tears as the corner of her eyes began to grow. His hand had even touched that part of his stomach.
'I should what? I had broken my father and mother's trust in me.' Wanted it to feel like she was screaming as loudly as possible to curse herself, fooling her. Who can not maintain his pride as a girl, now time can not be turned, and what he did with the lover has begun to grow, just to grow.
Jennie walked quickly and entered her room. Open the bag and grab his phone.
While biting his nails, he still tried to contact Andi. The first call is connected but ignored, the second call is rejected, and the third time.
~the number you are going to is inactive.~
Jennie threw her phone on the bed, then threw her body on the bed. Grabbing the pillow around him then silencing his mouth with it. He wanted to groan as hard as possible. Even though only he was able to listen to that heart-wrenching scream.
'I hate you Brother Andi! I hate you!!' yes, only from the inside of his heart he was able to scream, while his cry alone was dim with a pillow covering his mouth.
'Man lakn*t!! The criminal!! Aaaarrrrrggghhh' Jennie groaned as hard as she could. Both of his hands even hit his stomach very hard. Trying once so that the fetus can be in pain and then not survive in his womb.
'I don't want you! Get out of my womb! I don't want you to have—' Jennie's screams. He continued to beat his stomach until he felt sick and tired.
Wh why? Why is it that only women can feel the wound alone? Isn't doing that not only women who feel the pleasure, huh? But also men? Why only women have scars? Even if the seedling grows? Aib can only be stuck in women alone, bearing the title as a girl who is pregnant out of wedlock. Found the fact that she had given birth to a child who would be stamped illicit for the rest of her life.
That's not fair, is it? It's so unfair.