Falling Into the Bottom of Your Life, Isn't There Another Sweet Thing Waiting?

03: New Warning in Life

Lying if I say my mind isn't okay, now I'm so fucked up.

After meeting new people at the Tokasaki residence, I went to the front balcony of this house after asking for time before returning home. They understood my feelings and let me adapt for a while for the rest of the day.

My breath was still restrained, I exhaled it hard to be relieved.

"Aomori's."

"Oh, Yuzui?"

"Who taught you to call the name of the person you just met with his first name directly."

"You can call me Hatsune. I don't mind."

Appearing suddenly and calling out to me, Yuzui showed her dislike subtly in her sentence. So I offered the opposite to resolve this.

She didn't seem unhappy, she tried to talk to me for the first time. Behind it seems he is not acting under the pressure of his parents but his own desire, initiative.

The proof was that Yuzui's parents had come out after a brief heavy conversation earlier, they left us both in the room and ended up leaving him there alone.

That was Tokasaki Yuzui's initiative.

I was sure he was a good guy, so I tried asking him.

"This matchmaking, did anything really happen before that this situation happened?"

"Either... I don't intend to be serious about this. You better not expect too much from me, Hatsune."

Waving a glance at the vast expanse of the flower garden, Yuzui gave me a warning with a subtle sentence for a number of times. I guess this isn't something that should be taken very seriously.

" but... "

The gentle breeze made his voice cut off for a moment. I was fixated on some randomly flying flowers, out of their clumps.

".....don't rule out the possibility, all this involves paying for something."

I understand what Yuzui means. Even if my parents did, there was no reason to back down.

"If that's true, I won't back down either considering I've agreed to it. Well... Although unconsciously. I'm not forcing you to do the same."

Yuzui looked at me directly through the look in her eyes that led to my eyes. There was a shadow of me in it that looked back at him with a chaotic look.

"Which I see with what you say, I think everything becomes clear from within your eyes. For information, I was an actor in a drama since childhood, so I had to look at the opposite characters in order to make a great interesting show later. "

"That's it..."

"...you don't have to force yourself to take responsibility for the truth. It's not your fault to bear the burden."

He then turned around without a care while waving goodbye hands, as if what he said earlier had never come out of his mouth. But there was no sign of him turning me down despite not liking me.

"Let Kato take you home, it'll soon be raining."

"Hey, Yuzui..."

"Hm?"

"Thank you, because you didn't reject me."

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"I'm home."

"Oh, nee-chan welcome."

I saw Utsumi lying on the soda at home alone and greeted me flatly. Looking everywhere there was no one there but my sister, I had no intention of asking her about where the housewives had gone.

Kato-san drove me home to the front of the house according to the orders of the Tokasaki-san, all of them asked that I be dropped off at home.

"You're leaving tomorrow, huh, nee-chan?"

Because I did not open my mouth, Utsumi's lethargic voice was clearly heard in the quiet house. He turned off the phone and immediately lowered his head.

"You must know something, Utsumi."

Whether he nodded or intentionally did not shake his head, all I saw was a faint movement of his head.

This pressure is not just for me, but father, Mother and Utsumi as well. They felt the loss that was going to happen because I was gone.

Although Utsumi looks so in his language, he loves us very much his family. He has tsundere nature, I always laugh at his dishonesty in expressing his heart. He's still an adorable 14-year-old innocent boy, really my sister.

I feel like he looks like Yuzui in some places.

"If you know anything about my departure, tell me before I leave, Utsumi."

"Honestly, I don't want you to leave. Unfortunately I changed my mind when I saw nee-chan yesterday was very bad. Sorry, I said you yesterday."

That statement was a regret that was withheld since yesterday he said I was bad at a bad time too. I sat next to him after during this conversation I was standing in the doorway.

My innocent sister, still sits on the Junior High, and she is responsible for her mistakes. I loved him as a brother I was proud of.

If only I knew what the truth was, I should have been able to prevent this. Sorry, Utsumi.

"Yahh.nee-chan will forgive you if you give me a clue about my departure tomorrow. There must be something hidden from me."

"Nee-chan's reasoning is great as well as yours. This is why I have to take care of you as best I can, but..."

"Well, I won't abandon what I've set. Besides, it's my decision, be a good boy and grow up when I go, Utsumi."

My palm stroked her beautiful and delicate hair to calm this boy. I hope this isn't the last time I can be with Utsumi.

"Wedding."

"Yes?"

"Nee-chan.I just want to tell you, take care of yourself there. Even though I have to let you go, I have faith that you will be fine with that man, many say his family is an unconditional good person."

A good person unconditionally?

"For more details, you better ask mom and dad. I don't know the rest of the background to this sudden wedding."

The key words I had been holding onto did not make me gasp or anything, me and Yuzui had already realized something from the beginning of our conversation. At least Utsumi said important information, I smiled at him before doing my next activity.

"Thank you, my cute little brother."