Falling Into the Bottom of Your Life, Isn't There Another Sweet Thing Waiting?

Falling Into the Bottom of Your Life, Isn't There Another Sweet Thing Waiting?
10: Decision As a Young Couple



After cleaning up, Yuzui and I had an exclusive dinner, not really something fancy, just that the waiter had brought food to the room because we had just arrived too late.


"Something's got you home this late?"


He opened the conversation in his third feed. While I was still calm and bribing my food plan, there was nothing to be surprised about anymore other than me coming home too late.


"School activities are pretty solid for the second year and I've been a couple of days skipping it, so. I have to catch up with my lag."


"I see.it must be heavy, huh?"


"Yes." Yeah."


Today was a very busy day for me as schoolwork became more and more. With my slump, it turned out to leave so much work behind.


I snorted softly, in my heart there was a sense of tightness to be let out.


"Actually I also became more busy from now on, the demand for drama more and more with the acceptance of proposals. I can't stay home for so long,"


My head swung softly confirming what Yuzui said. We're still in a busy high school, plus personal problems are very stressful, if it wasn't for the responsibility I wouldn't have accepted either. I don't want to burden an older person just for the sake of my selfishness.


Yuzui School is indeed an ordinary elite school but they use power to produce quality actors by doing business in it. I opened the internet and a lot of articles were talking about it, so I knew.


Yuzui looked at me flatly, it seemed like she was tired and I was not empowered to answer anything anymore either. Our food was almost gone, it was time to go back to bed.


"Sorry, Hatsune.but can I discuss some things with you before going to bed?"


"No problem, I'm listening from across."


Hugging a pillow and sitting on the edge of the mattress, the large, unfinished curtains featured Yuzui on her mattress in the same position opposite me.


His tone turned serious between exhaustion and necessity.


"The busyness of each of them is indeed inevitable at this time. Do you want to propose something for a solution?"


"Aren't you the one discussing something?"


"I'm giving you room for a solution before I go into it."


I closed my eyes for a moment to think.


This is difficult with the condition of the body that is not one hundred percent sane. But I seem to have an idea for advice.


"Hmm.I think I should be more busy when my task is over. I know this might not be a suggestion to you, but it's useful to me."


"And?"


"You're worried about something like I'm going to be lonely or not, aren't you?"


"That-that's..."


Yuzui's consciousness was fully re-evidenced with her face warming up because my guess was correct.


Logically he would not have made any decisions if there were no motivating factors for him to discuss something with me. And what came to my mind was just 'loneliness from being busy'.


"It turns out I was right, you're too good to read, Yuzui."


"Whisper."


"Mmmm."


"What?"


Yuzui remained silent for a while while her eyes twitched and turned. To be honest I'm not sure of my decision, it's just my personal opinion.


After a rethink I was crazy enough to spend my energy to get home late. Yuzui would think so too.


"What kind of job?"


"Eh? I haven't thought about it."


"Then that's not a suggestion that can be decided now."


"....you have a point."


His opinion was eventually rejected, but not entirely because he continued.


"...If you find a suitable one and tell me, I don't mind as long as it's okay with your strength."


I was quite surprised to hear it because in his sentence there was a warning as a couple where the worries were still there.


My lips were furious, I tightened them.


Indeed.he was far from Yuzui's reach. Elementary....


"Yes, thank you."


Without any feeling this relationship started in real and lived without any bond between us. I don't think this is bad either.


"Then what about you, Yuzui?"


"I was planning to quit when I got to class, I somehow decided to go straight."


Yuzui's statement didn't have much of an effect on me, sometimes the sharpness of my instincts that instantly came to a conclusion made my life boring. I knew he had other plans to say that.


"Aren't you going to lose your identity as an actor if you decide to finish?"


"Haha.be an actor is not what I wanted from the beginning. I have other goals now anyway, so I guess quitting is the best option, how?"


"If you ask me, I'll reverse that goal of yours so you don't retire from being an actor."


"God..."


I can't imagine Yuzui quitting her high school world. The basis of my words was for him to undo his intention to stop and not have to worry about me.


The initial purpose of this discussion was loneliness in busyness.


"Even if you try to reverse it, I'll still stop, I guess..."


"You must be stubborn, Yuzui."


"If you want to see the drama I'm performing on stage, I don't mind taking you to school."


"No, no, no, I'm gonna mind if I have to watch you in the near future. Maybe next time."


"Hehhh, when I wait for you to say yes."


This child's base...


Our interim decision as a young couple was finally formed with a short, acceptable negotiation.