Fais's Writing

Missed Him

"What do you want to say to Fais?"

Mom wrote back to be able to communicate well with anyone. His hands were still agile to etch ink on the white of the paper. And it seemed like what he wrote this time, was longer than usual.

Fais was still patiently waiting as he fixed what was scattered around Mamah lying down. To make her mother comfortable without being crowded. "Mmmpph, i-nh" Mamah called Fais to immediately read what he wrote.

Is how you doing, son? Already better? Mamah wants to say that Mamah loves you and Dad too. Mama can make peace with herself. Everyone must have mistakes. And what we consider repeated mistakes is not necessarily actually like that. There are many things in this world that we do for a reason. One of them is Father.

Is, Mamah is not trying to force your feelings to be able to accept the Father back. Because feelings shouldn't be forced, right? Mamah here just want to tell a little about what Mamah has been going through with the Father some time ago. To be sure, this did not make Mamah feel hurt again. Mamah is much more peaceful than the previous days that had made us not feel at home.

Is know not? Actually, the father is no longer working.

At the end of the note, Fais was stunned by Mamah's confession. He doesn't know about it at all. Fais felt that his father was always at home when he came home. Joking with Mamah and helping with the work that he used to do before the fire country attacked. But the assumption is only limited to filling free time for the family, which Papah had ignored for months.

"When has Mah? What is the reason? I was fired because of courting mulu until work is not really?"

Your father took early retirement. In the office there was an offer. I really want to fix what is broken. That is why you dare to take that step.

"Why could that be? Which broken part does it have to fix by getting out of Mah's job?"

Sasmhita still continues to disturb your father until nyamperin to the office all is. Bring food, give attention. Please ask to pay attention again. When there is an early retirement offer, you do not think much longer to take it in order to avoid the interference of the woman. Oh yes, Mamah also want to let you know that your car has also been sold for a long time. The workshop has long been out of operation because it runs out of capital. If Mamah still has you, I have nothing.

"A car sold after Fais's birthday?

Yes, one day interval. Mamah also knows that you are the same Akmal nguntit Father to Sasmhita's place. It was his parents' house, where Sasmhita imprinted the valuable papers of all his male victims.

"Where is Mr Mah now?"

Mamah pointed to a hiding place if she wanted to see Papah coming. It is located next to the window that does not allow people outside will see if there is someone inside. You won't show me his nose when Fais is around. Not hate, just don't want her son to be fed up if he sees her.

Fais stared at the window pointed at Mamah. His longing emanated clearly from the look in his eyes. No one really sincerely said that he no longer needed Papah. The reality is still the same. Equally unable to accept the bad alienation in their lives.

Fais geming's. He kissed Mamah's hand with a very sore wound. The more he finds out about what happened with Papah the more crowded he gets. Fais was too afraid to reveal everything about him. His mind was instantly connected to the brown envelope he had ignored all this time. Still neatly stored without touch and even the intention to glance at it even a little.

"Well, can Fais ask you one thing?"

What son? Mama must have answered.

"Where did you live your life? Did you eat today?"

Mom wrote back. The difference is, his tears fell down his cheeks and then decayed soaked the book he was writing. Fais hugged his mother, embracing her in a warm embrace. During his mother's embrace, Fais's netra was fixed on Mamah's writing.

Today, my father ate. And until this moment the Father still supports Mamah, also you.

"Depend on retirement money and sell cars huh Mah? you should have kept it for his purposes." Hearing Fais' words, Mamah practically shook his head slowly.

Nope. I don't use that money. Which cars are used to pay off their debts. The pension money in the tube for you. All the files are in brown envelopes along with the land letter you took from Sasmhita. Isn't it already in you, is it? These few days, the father of fried food sales is.

Selling fried foods? if not how? Fais' eyes began to feel hot.

Seriate...