Fais's Writing

Fais is gone

When the proverb of the dipper with the word answer fits pinned on what has befallen Fais. The adult teenager prefers the dawn to dawn the eagle to meet. Welcoming the day with passion for effort and work.

The business used to work. And just today at eight o'clock in the morning, Fais was scheduled for a psychotes test at an automotive company. Mamah knew and prayed that Fais would be fully smooth in carrying out what would be run. Mom always wanted the best for her son.

"Where is Fais going?"

Mamah and Fais turned their heads towards the source of the voice. Papah's figure stood not far away, Papah smiled awkwardly revealing a thick kabapak'an aura. "Where is Fais going? With Papah." Said again.

Papah's offer reminded Fais of the figure of a standby father a few years ago. Where Fais has an interest let alone dealing with education, Papah is always at the forefront to accompany Fais. Shuttle, sometimes waiting for the test. Papah also did not think long to take leave for the sake of his son. For the sake of Fais being a person who can achieve the ideals.

"Fais wants a work test at PT" Fais replied without anything being reduced or increased. The sentence fits without being dramatized.

Papah was obviously surprised. "Fais wants to work? How is the college? Pocket money that Papah love less? Is there a fee?"

"Yes Fais wants to work. Calm down, everything is in order, Fais will take care of college as an employee class. And there is no less cost either. Fais work wants to pay Papah's debts."

Papah's face turned sad. It's cloudy like today's exact weather forecast. The sun is still blocked by dark clouds that never go away. The clouds stayed longer without movement.

Papah want what? Want to block and say that the duty of living is only Papah who can? Now it can't be. Because Fais was well aware that Papah not only supported his family, but also the Badrun family. He did not flinch but could smoke, his wife could buy gold as she wished.

Not spiteful and prejudiced for the family. Once upon a time the author, Fais Mahda Wardana, caught Papah on the phone by Badrun. He said Badrun wanted to smoke but had no money. So Papah slid into his house, why? Yes it gave Badrun two packs of cigarettes along with his money.

Fais was furious then confronted Papah until there was an argument. Fais did not want to lose Papah as well. Papah insisted that the only thing he did was because of 'pity'.

Fais clucked in annoyance. There are still many humans who should be given in addition to healthy men who are begging.

A collage of memories of some of the father and son quarrels dimmed as Mamah entered the conversation.

"Papah's debt should not be thought of. If Fais' goal is to work just for this Mamah does not want. Mamah is not ridho, Mamah's son who has been hurt must bear the costs that are out to support the family.cih" Mamah is angry not playing.

"Say Fais's work wants experience?" Susul Mamah's.

"Yes, look for Mah's experience. Fais hopes Mamah can see what Fais is doing now is the form of devotion Fais as a child to parents. Fais is disappointed, Fais is angry with Papah. But allow Fais to be an independent man with full responsibility even to himself"

"Well, when did Papah want to address Fais in such a situation? Fais is already big, not a child anymore whose opinions are never taken seriously."

"It's all because of Papah!" Mamah could no longer bear to not blame the situation on Papah.

"ENOUGH!"

"What should you be rich about let you live like you used to and not connect the problem to the problem yesterday? I don't have any more contact with him." Papah's eyes are reddened.

"Father does not respond, but Papah does not block the number that constantly bothers Papah about his feelings. What do Pah do? To be able to melt Papah again at any time?"

"Said Papah not related to them anymore, Not related again in what form? If until now Papah still inject funds for them to have fun!"

"Is.." said Mamah. The woman was claustrophobic after knowing her son's strangeness all this time.

"Assynogaic"

No matter how angry Fais is, respect should not be ruled out. After greeting her and kissing her parents' hands, Fais left.

Fais.

Fais left and got further away until he lost in the corner.

Mama gratuitously spilled her anger on Papah. That was the atmosphere that made Fais not feel at home anymore. You think, all the feuds happened because Mamah and Fais who triggered the problem again that again every time there was talk. Indeed, what happened Papah who acted like a hurt person but behind Papah still playing with fire.

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