Fais's Writing

True feeling

Some say, understanding yourself is too difficult to understand others. I want to treat the wounds caused by my own expectations that are too great on Papah. I tried to convince myself that I was okay and that I would put my life back together.

I am the one who is now always negative thinking, I am now like a badboy in general, I am now always pounding when close to Maya. I really don't understand. I'm having a hard time defining what I'm feeling right now.

Help u! Give me a little leak of how to convey, if I want him.

(Fais Writing)

Fais closed the scribbled book of taste from the corners of his heart. Bring it to dreamland, if it can. Sometimes the dream itself turns dark. It's so scary that we don't know why the nightmare is coming.

On the ceiling of the room, Fais stared meaningfully. Ornaments made dolphin more like jumbo grilled sausage is still at home to decorate the top wall. Just like that, Fais then remembered his conversation with Mamah as a child that contained this:

"Well, Fais wants circumcision so that the money is a lot, Fais keeps buying bicycles." Fais said little around the age of seven. He said while doodling pictures of dolphins. The mammal has its own story until it must be the favorite animal category of Fais.

"Yas has already said Papah. Actually, don't ask now and then even fear continue not so." Said Mamah, who inexplicably even made little Fais excited.

"Brothers"

"What is this picture again, son?" Mamah's eyes rounded when she knew what Fais was drawing. Then the line of the tip of his lips was pulled up.

"Image. gambaar.do not know Fais is also Mah. It's the same Akmal teaching." Said. While his little mouth was talking to Mamah about Akmal who had been skinning Fais all day. Madam angry? No. gabe. Mamah was actually amazed by Fais's story.

"If Fais does not know what this picture is, try to name the same animal Fais aja's favorite."

That's where the dolphin picture came from. Fais's memory that imprints about the frequent sightseeing of the Papah office Famgath is Ocean Dream Samudra-Ancol. Where there is a show of smart dolphins doing a lot of things.

"The cave used to think it was a picture of dolphins, now fit already big cave just know what image haha"

There are many memories that cross like an interesting story to remember. Akmal's right. He said there was no way out for the pain of being left behind by our loved ones. Fais is not being left for dead, but Papah's state is now like life but death.

Fais was wasting a rough breath on that. For the real thing there is no need to think about bothering until this deep. But the name is different, still it will not feel the same. When Papah was so happy in the eyes of Fais, when now Papah is there but feels dead.

Time has shown at eleven o'clock in the evening. Right at this hour, Papah has been a full day not coming home. Neither Fais nor Mamah tried to find his whereabouts. Only to ask where by phone, and after being answered then can only chimed in "oh".

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At the intersection of the road is quite crowded with people who enjoy time with relaxing, this is where Fais is just passing by while looking at many street vendors. The smell of smoke burning satay seizes the nose calling out. Not to mention the food that is viral in the style of Korean food with a queue of buyers is quite astonishing. Charging Fais' sympathy to be able to just relax enjoy the afternoon. Fais did not pull his car over there, he continued to walk down the street along with the spinning wheels. However, the square had become a place to be visited by Fais after the business was now finished.

Up to the right turn there is a computer course sign, Fais slammed the steering wheel towards him and then pulled over to a two-story shophouse building.

If there was someone who asked you how people fall in love, what would you answer?

Confused?

Don't be confused, just say it like this.

The way from the eyes down to the heart, from less to complete, from mediocre to extraordinary.

And from me, who always thinks of you. Fais.

Maya want to be picked up? If you want, please look to the left.

Maya turns to prove the truth of the message Fais sent. Her net was looking for a male existence that never failed to make her heart work hard.

Between believe it or not, Maya finds Fais' figure outside the room smiling honey at her with her hands still holding the phone. Maya then moved to Fais... If you think to meet him then say hello you are not right. Maya just makes sure that she is hallucinating or is really real.

"Is this really Aa Fais?"

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Seriate....