
Accepting is one of the best ways to reduce pain. The less receptive, the more negative thoughts that arise. Living in the shadow of negative thoughts is certainly not good, right?
Nabila knows, the cause of Fais' decision to end this unhealthy relationship is Maya. There is a heart that has slipped in until it is embedded in the wall of the heart of the man of his deepest dreams. If this is the case, insist on continuing the relationship will even aggravate the existing wounds.
Nabila decided to stick a white flag over the feeling that had withered.
Maybe in the future, the feeling of unrequited gives a lot of lessons about several things. Not to expect too much from the human heart. Not to feel so deep. Nabila should have loved Fais. If it is like that, then his heartbreak can be as necessary.
"Sister, we are destined to be like this. Living life on your own. Eating each, doing their respective tasks, each difficult, miss each one. Nabila hopes, someday there will be no longer miss alone."
Fais geming's. As if the man gave the opportunity to Nabila to pour out all the flavors. Until it feels enough to reduce tightness inside the respiratory cavity. But in the colonizing silence, Nabila held her stomach very sick.
"Aww.hhh.."
Nabila felt a sensation wrapped around the lower abdomen. Mixed heartburn united with a hot waist.
"You sick? We're going to the clinic, right?"
"No, brother, it's common."
Nabila's answer seemed to tell that the girl was used to the pain. Pain withholds longing, pain gets treated like a non-loving partner, and pain over the fact that Fais prefers Maya over her.
Nabila so know, as long as he went through a relationship that he said 'dating' with Fais, a poetic man who many pursue the ins and outs of love that never once expressed feelings for him. Fais never said I love you or I love you. Although he occasionally gives attention and romantic words.
It could be that attention is a sign of someone revealing a taste with action, but not that love does it occasionally but many times. It could be a romantic word as a form of expression of taste through the word, but not Fais is a writer who is a little tasted the words of love.
"Totally? But Brother Fais is worried that Nabila is sick with gini."
"Become brother, it's common." Nabila slightly justify sitting to get a comfortable position.
"Sorry."
"For?"
"For everything Nabila. Brother Fais incised a lot of pain."
Instead of feeling bitter, Nabila actually laughed discordantly. Then his hand reached for the small bag that was bent and then picked up the phone to show Fais.
"Don't feel bad, brother, let alone apologize. Kan Nabila already said, maybe his destiny is rich gini. Want to cry shock until blood comes out is not possible brother, if what we fight is reality. But Nabila wants to hope one thing is the same, Fais."
Fais clasping sweaty hands Nabila. Slightly trembling and containing much anxiety.
"What?"
"Yes, save it. But.. if it's time for Brother to ask his whereabouts to be removed. Brother Fais doesn't want his presence to make a lot of injuries to others." Fais replied by staring at Nabila's dim bead.
Nabila nodded, then without wanting to linger anymore because Nabila felt weak, he moved away with a limp. He paid off sweetly and then walked slowly to endure the pain.
"When you wait."
Fais opened his denimya jacket to be tied to Nabila's waist. The red stain had told Fais that Nabila was having a monthly guest.
Nabila automatically froze when Fais moved swiftly to protect him. Do not let Nabila's efforts away from Fais' life become futile just because of a-attention again.
"Sister take you home. Here's the same handle Brother." Fais took over Nabila's waist, then attached the girl's right arm to her shoulder. Very comfortable shoulder to make a backrest.
Not gini Nabila, enough. Batin Nabila.
"So, don't let Nabila go back alone. I also brought a vehicle."
"When it remains the brother who delivered home. Easy vehicle trouble."
"Not enough, my sister."
"What is it? You are his favorite sister Brother, there is no way your sister came home alone in a rich condition gini. Gini aja, if Nabila does not want to go hand in hand next to Kak Fais, Nabila go first. Let Brother be behind."
"Sister, there is no term Brother beloved sister. When it's done, it's done."
"Why?"
"The attitude of rich brother gini to Nabila just make the next heartache. There will be another heart that will hurt to see her man's attention with his ex under the pretext of equal attention sister but not sister."
"Sir, Nabila doesn't want that."
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