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"Assalamu'alaikum," I said as soon as I arrived at Mother's house.
"Wa'alaikum salam," replied the Mother then opened the door.
"You just came at this hour?"
"Yes Bun, sorry that Eyza had a little business," I answered and kissed Mother's hand, then went into the house, and sat in the living room.
"Have you eaten?"
"It's Bun."
"Then wait a minute, let Mommy make you some warm sweet tea."
I just nodded my head, Mother immediately went to the kitchen. Soon after, Mother came to bring me a cup of warm sweet tea.
"Here, drink up!"
"Yes Bun, thank you" I said and drank the warm sweet tea.
"Oh, yes, Mother said there is something you want to talk about."
"Yes, Mommy wants to talk to you about something serious."
My face stiffened a little as soon as Mother said there was something serious to talk about.
"Yes Bun, what is it?"
"What's the matter with Sarah?"
I was surprised when Mother asked this.
" Um .... No problem no Bun."
"You can't lie to me like Mother Eyza."
"Eh, yes actually I'm the same Sarah was fighting."
"What are you guys fighting about?"
"Why did Mother suddenly ask this?"
"You just answer Mother's questions, don't ask anymore."
"Okay, Bun, we got into a fight because Sarah lied to Eyza."
"Lying in what way?"
"Yes he lied."
"What kind of lie do you think?"
"He's been taking care of his son Salman for four days, but he hasn't told Eyza anything."
"You know your wife is a busy person, she's hardworking as busy as you, she may forget."
"forget? There's no way she forgot, she purposely hid it from Eyza."
"Why do you think that?"
"Mothers don't see how familiar they are when chatting, and Sarah .... He loves his son Salman."
"Sarah is an Eyza pediatrician, it's only natural that she's familiar with her patients."
"What should be familiar with her parents?"
"Of course it must be, however the child's parents must know the state of the child, if Sarah is not friendly how she can give a good explanation."
"But the boy's parents are Salman the Mother, his former lover."
"What if it's her ex-boyfriend? After all, Sarah can still be a professional to carry out her duties."
"What professional? Maybe they're still secretly harboring feelings, so Sarah doesn't want Eyza to know."
"Yzaaah!" said Mother half yelling makes me quite surprised, because only this time Mother called me with a high enough tone of voice.
"Never insult your daughter-in-law like that, she is not as low as you think," Mother said as she pointed at me.
"But I am the Mother's child, why is she the Mother defending?"
"Your color is wrong, you're jealous blind to the point of not being able to think clearly, there's only a bad prejudice in your mind about Sarah."
"The reality is like that Bun, Sarah is secretly taking care of her son Salman. Am I not her husband? He should have asked me for permission."
"He's a doctor, Eyza! How could he choose his patients. It's his duty to take care of anyone who needs his help."
"I know Bun, but what a hard time talking to me, not even covering this up from me."
"He didn't cover up, he just forgot to tell your partner."
" Akhs.... That's just the reason he's Bun. "
"Eyza Enough! Mommy won't listen anymore you keep accusing her without clear evidence."
"Why, Mother always defends Sarah, and does not believe the words of your own child?"
"Sarah is also Mother's child, since she became your wife then she has become Mother's child as well, you should know that."
"Oh, so because she has become Mother's daughter, so Mother always defends her now?"
"Sarah's color is innocent, you're too jealous blind."
"Eyza admitted, Eyza was jealous, but still by lying to her husband like that, she was wrong."
"You should listen to her explanation first, don't play with misguided accusations."
"He has a reason why he hasn't told you the same story yet."
"What's the reason? Because he's cheating on Salman?"
"Eyza Enough! You've gone too far, just so you know, now that she's pregnant with your child, and you're letting her down like that."
"I mean Mommy, Sarah's pregnant?"
"Yes, he wanted to tell you this when you picked him up earlier, but you accused him of all sorts, even you just left him."
I was silent for a long time, regret and guilt are now in my heart.
"How does Mommy know that she's raining?"
"The color he's in here now."
"So?"
"Yes, he came back here with Doctor Yudha, his co-worker. It had to be another man who drove him home. As for you, you just left Sarah rained, yet she was carrying your own flesh and blood."
Mother came up to me, then sat down next to me and held my shoulder.
"Eyza, you're a man. The leader in the family, if you can not be wise in solving every problem in the household, then your household can shake. Remember, you are a role model for your children in the future, what you display, that will be imitated by your children."
I took a deep breath, and then grabbed Mother's hand.
"Sorry Eyza Bun, Eyza even invites Mother to fight like this," I said and kissed Mother's hand.
Mother smiled, "Mother believes you are a good man, you are like this because you love Sarah so much. But you have to remember, the woman's heart is very soft, which is why she needs a gentle attitude and words from her husband."
"Yes Bun."
"Lower your excessive jealousy. If it is not the husband who believes in his wife, then who else can he expect to believe his words? Do not let Sarah leave you, for it is not strong to face your nature and attitude like this."
"Now where's Sarah Bun?"
"There's in your room, resting."
"Then, Eyza went to Bun's room?"
Mother just nodded her head, I immediately went to my room.
As soon as I went into the room, I saw Sarah was asleep, I went up to her, and I held her hand, and I kissed her.
"I'm sorry baby, I didn't know you were pregnant with our child."
I looked at Sarah's face, I kissed her forehead, then I let go of my hand, then I immediately went to the bathroom for ablution.
After performing the prayer and changing clothes, I lay my body beside Sarah, I rubbed her stomach slowly until I finally fell asleep.
The clock on the wall was five o'clock in the morning. Sarah woke up from her sleep, how surprised she was to see I was already beside her.
"Dameza! Eyza!" Sarah tried to wake me up by patting and rubbing my cheek slowly.
I woke up feeling a soft touch on my cheek.
"It's dawn" said Sarah, but as soon as she wanted to get out of bed, I grabbed her hand.
"I'm sorry, I just found out from Mother that you're pregnant."
"So you already know?"
I just nodded my head, "It should be the most special moment for us but I screwed it up because of excessive jealousy."
"So now you believe? If I have nothing to do with Salman."
"Yes, I believe."
I got up from my sleep and hugged Sarah, Sarah returned my arms. Her tears washed both of her cheeks.
"I'm really sorry, I don't trust you, let alone let you get rained on in this state of being pregnant," I said with eyes that also had tears of sadness.
"Yes, it's all happened we forget it."
"You want to forgive me, right?"
"Yes, I'm sorry, you" Sarah replied, nodding her head.
I took my arms off Sarah, and then I kissed her forehead long enough, then her cheeks, then her hands.
"I love you Sarah, love you so much."
Sarah smiled at me hearing my words.
"Why are you just smiling?" I asked Sarah.
"Love is not just spoken, but proven by attitude, if you continue like this, briefly you are jealous, briefly you are angry, then not long after you realize your mistake. Then how can I believe it, if you really love me."
"How do I prove all my words?"
"You have to change, don't keep going, and then I can trust that you love me."
"Alright, slowly I will change my nature, provided you want to be patient and continue to accompany me."
Sarah smiled, "God willing, I will continue to accompany you."
I returned her smile, "Thank you dear."
"Let's pray the dawn now, we've run out of time." Bring Sarah to me.
Sarah and I quickly got out of bed, and we went to the bathroom to pray.
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